I want to go home damn it!
I collected all the power that I had left and spoke up.
" Will you really kill me? Didn't you say that you enjoyed my love for you? Who said that I cannot give you more? I wanted to go to the ball to protect you too.I am willing to continue loving you and live."
I added lies and truth too.
I need to survive sorry John.
I will escape with the first opportunity!I don't want to die!
"Do you want my love your highness? I will love you more if you let Maria free.She is useless too.Why bother killing her? She will not do anything anyways."
I should ensure Maria's safety too! She is my favourite character and my only friend here!
"This sounds interesting...I will do as you wish foolish being."
Yes! It worked yay!
"But you will also accompany me everywhere and become my toy forever.Will you sacrifice yourself? You will not be able to leave..."
I am determined.
"Yes your majesty! I will love you and be your companion whenever you want!"
Love you...
I don't know if I can do that after having my trust broken...
"Prove how much you want me princess? Call me John like you used to and sing for me..."
Huh?
He also lighted a candles with his power so I could see him...
John has become bigger? Maybe because of his power...He has a big body , wide shoulders and black hair...So his previous appearance as the old John has nothing to do with this one...
He has the blue eyes he lied about...Those eyes are like crystals and the colour is like ice...They seem like they want something but what is that?
"Oi you sure take your time come here."
John sat beside me.
He forced me to get on top of him.
John can see every inch of my body...
I am completely naked so embarrassing...
"John you want me to sing naked?"
I cannot do that I will die!
" Do that.."he said and buried his face in my chest.
Ah...I am a toy for sure aren't I?
I started singing my favourite songs from back home.
" I am free...Got no worries...flying like a bird outside its cage....I want a life full of happiness and suprises....I want my rights....I want my power....my will to live please don't let gooo...."
This song fits perfectly in this situation jeez...
"What language is this? It doesn't exist in this world."John said.
"Oh I read about it in a book in the library!"
I cannot reveal anything!
"I have read every book in this kingdom and never come across this language...I will search for it.You better not have said anything I will kill you here and now."
...
This is so uncomfortable...
He is using my chest as a pillow and I am siting on his knees.
My back hurts...
We have been like this for an hour!
"Excuse me John?"
He didn't reply?
Don't tell me...he fell asleep?!
Now that I look closely...he sleeps like an child...
He said he will kill me because I didn't stay loyal?
Now I have time to think clearly...
Maybe his twisted past made him think of love as a product.
No one really cared for him so he must want love now...
To be continued...