Seungjin: Hold Me Tightly

By HEART_DARKENS

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About Idol's life when a boy named Hyunjin debut with his schoolmate, Seungmin. Seungmin was the boy who conf... More

School Days
Waves of yearning
Waves of yearning 2
Reason
School Days 2
Reason (2)
Hwang
Members
Escape for A while
What happened to Felix?
Our Secret
Debut
Rumors
The truth
I'm totally Fine
My Last Day Here
Photobook
How are you?
keep It
Marriage
Longings
Seungmin
You Are Mine
My Light
Last Night
Together
Cute Date
The day
She's here?!
what actually happened
what actually happened 2
Shining light
Euphoria (completed)
new book
New book

I'm sorry, I'm going

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By HEART_DARKENS

At the kitchen, author POV.

"Its looks right at the sight. But make sure no more burning pan." Lee Know blabbering.

"Okay, hyung!" Felix obediently answer.

Meanwhile Seungmin being savage, "Hyung, do you want to be one of our dishes?"

"No, thanks. Or I will put you into my pan instead." He said, getting back at Seungmin.

Felix just laughed looking at this Tom and Jerry fighting while wearing a poker face. Savage line.

After a few seconds, Lee Know left. Maybe looking for his Han qoukka.

Seungmin put some butter before pouring the batter on the pan.

"Gosh.." felix realized something.

*Seungmin's POV*

I turn around in confusion. Is there any mistakes?

We both looking at each other. "Why, Lix?" I asked.

"The fans said, we put too much butter. Ottokae? " He starts to panicked.

I am shook. Is there any way to fix this?? Oh god. It happens again.

"Dont panic, I think we're doing okay." Felix said. Tries to calm the both of us.

Well, at least we feel a bit calm. And, for the first time, jeng jeng jeng..!!! Drumroll!! Our pancakes did not burned out this time. Thanks god!

Felix dissappeared with his camera, he said he is going to get the others here. While I was busy flipping up the pancakes and serve it on the table.

While I was doing my job, Someone came in and immidiately throw himself on my back. I know who is it, its the great Hwang Hyunjin.

He is very clingy. But thats what I love the most about him.

"Are you done?" He hugged me from the back. Completely burried his face on my shoulder. What a whiny baby.

"Yeah, honey. Here, take a bite." He let go of me and open his mouth like a baby. My baby only.

I feed him and he munches the food with pout, oh my god! What is he so cute for? I cant control this feeling, its so warm! I want to stay like this forever.

Without realizing, I smile from ear to ear.

Hyunjin lit up my chin so that our eyes meet. We stare at each other face, yearning for each other's attention.

Hyunjin ah, I hope you will forget everything about yesterday. I want you to just stay like this, stay with me. Stay with SKZ.

"Minnie," he pins me who is still holding a plate on the wall. "You.. , how much do you love me?" He asked while brushing my hair to the back.

Gulp. Here I go again. My heart keep doing a thing for me. It happens only when I'm with Hyunjin.

"I... I-" gosh! Why did I even stutter?!

"Shh.." he put his finger on my lips and coming closer to me. Put the plate I was holding away, and....

Please, nooooo!!!! In the kitchen?? Seriously??

He kissed me. We stare at each other while our lips touched. No movements just full of emotions. I see something in his eyes, I dont know what is it but sure that he looks depressed. I rubbed his back, trying to comfort him.

He then pull me into a hug, immersing his face on my chest. What's going on? I start to worry. I hold his waist.

"Dont move. Just stay like this for a while. I really need this now." He said. Trembling voice.

"Okay, take your time. Hyunie... I need you too." No matter what happened, you will always be the most important thing in my life. My attractive, long black haired, Hyunjin.

We stay like this for a good 5 minutes straight. I hope this hug will heal him less or more.

"Lets eat!!!" Changbin hyung suddenly screamed from the other side of the house.

"Lets go!!" And.. thats it everyone is standing in front of us now.

Hyunjin is still in my arms, And I cant stop him. Didn't want to hurt his feelings. 

"Yah, look at them being all lovey dovey!" Teased Han.

"Innie yah, dont look!" Chan hyung hugs I.n. Covering his eyes.

Hearing all the chaos, Hyunjin finally let go of me. "You guys are so noisy. I cant even hug my boyfriend calmly." He blabbering at everyone while taking a bite. I sat besides him, wipes his grimy cheeks. Aigoo this baby, cant even eat properly.

"Blah... Blah.. do that only in your room." Said Han also sitting.

"Stop fighting or I will cook everyone today." Said Felix, he said that with a cute face while cling onto Changbin. With his deep voice of course.

"When cutie Felix spent too much time with cutie me." Lee Know Hyung pats felix head.

"Cutie? Aww, our Lee Know finally admit that he is cute." Chan pats Lee Know like a baby but stopped after Lee Know gave him death stare.

I just capable to laugh at this point. The life of living with comedians.

"Hey look. The pancakes doesn't burned this time. Good job, baby." Praised Changbin. Felix hug him even more, feel happy. Just get married already.

"Baby minnie ah.. ahh.." Hyunjin signalling me to open my mouth. I shyly open my mouth noticing members reactions and he feed me up. He smiled while looking at me deeply.

I turned red again. I dont know, he look so cute now but actually he can be so sexy if he wants to. The duality of Hyunjin. 

"My baby lino... Ahh.." Han imitates us while feeding his fiona. Lee Know hyung just play along.

"Hmm... I think I'm blushing!!!" Lee Know hyung cupped his own face and act like he is shy.

"Lixie.. your turn.  Open your mouth..." Changbin also doesnt want to lose.

Felix being the crackheads he is, "oh, changbin oppa! Please feed me." He used his baby voice.

Everyone be losing lungs laughing. Ah, this is what I want. Happy day, happy life. Hyunjin wrapped his arms around my shoulder and leans his head against my head. I squish my head with his, making him giggles.

"Chanie hyung..  my lovely hyung.. here let me feed you."

Everyone looking at I.n. Participating for those two.

Chan was hesitating at first but at the end he gave in. He accept I.n's fed.

"Sooo sweeeeet!!" Everyone including me cheering in sync.

Poor I.n, he can only acts like Chan hyung is forever his hyung even though, he is waiting for Chan hyung to treat him more than brother.

I can see he is blushing.
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*Hyunjin's POV*

Sunset. Its already night with just a single blink. Today's feel so short. Why cant I stay longer? This is my last day here, but I dont want to go.

Mumbling alone while finishing my photobook titled, "Hyunie Minnie Love Story". I put some sticker and with one last touch, done.

Its perfectly finished.

"Klik,klik" I can hear someone entering the room. Its Lee Know hyung.

"Oh, Hi hyung." I greet him.

He accept it with a smile. "Did you have anything to do tomorrow?"

My smile faded, "I uh..." Hesitates to answer.

"Tomorrow, We've planned to go to the beach. Well, a bit of promotion but after that we're going to have fun. I cant wait." His excited face is really cute. I will miss that expression everyday.

Will they be happy tomorrow after realizing my absence? Will Seungmin..-

"Hwang Hyunjin, I'm talking to you!" Lee Know hyung drag me out from my thought.

"What did you guys talking about?" Seungmin came and sit with me. I rushed hid the photobook I made under my pillow.

"About tomorrow's planned but your very lovely boyfriend dont even give his attention to what I say." Lee Know hyung pouts, sulking.

Seungmin and me looking at each other. We both think Lee Know hyung is so cute.

I make wave with my brows signalling him and he understands. We both jump onto Lee Know.

"Yahhh!!!!" He screamed. Lee Know dont like skinship, only Han can do this to him. But we're roomates, so we can do everything to him. Only for tonight.

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"Imagine, if Han did not coming in." Seungmin said remembering how Han save Lee Know from us few minutes ago.

I chuckles. "He might be one of your pancakes." We both laughing while cuddling with each other while lying on a bed.

After that, minnie play with my lips.

"Miss it?" I teased him. He look startled and stop touching it. This time he just leans his whole body with me.

I play with his hair.

"Hyunie..." He call me with his cute voice.

I hummed, still playing with his hair when our eyes was drown into each others.

"Are you okay? You dont talk much today. What's troubling you? Mind to share with me?" His soft and loving voice asking me while fondly looking at me.

I shake my head. Smiling for him. "Nothing, just wanna be with you. Thats all." I pull him closer. Now his face was near my chest and my hands is on his back while his arms are wrapping around my waist.

Soft night.

"If something happened to me, just take care okay. Dont get hurt and dont cry." I said. No, but why my voice suddenly trembling? He might think I was about to cry.

Seungmin immidietly loosen our hug and stare at me. "What do you mean by that? Something's going to happen to you? Tell me what?" I can see his eyes full of concerned and worries. Worry about me.

"No,baby. Dont worry. I just said that because you know we never know until when we will stay together like this. Hugging like this. You,me and the moon embracing each other. Keep each other warm. I really hope things stay like this forever."

"Same goes to me. But hey, it will! We're gonna stay like this to the very end of our live. Until our blood wont running anymore. Understand?" Seungmin cupped my face.

I just smiled at him. My baby Seungmin. My pure innocent puppy, I will hold your love with me forever.

"Baby.."

I hummed.

"You're always drive me crazy."

I widened my eyes after hearing his bold words. "Me? What about you? You dont even mind being so cute while killing me inside out. Huh?" I replied.

We laughed.

"But.. at some point when I lost track, you once again keep me sane. I love you, Hyunie." His eyes starts to tearing up.

Me too. I felt like crying now. The vibe makes me feel so. "No matter how much you love me, I'll be able to love you more." I said.

He pulls my face close to him and our lips meet. He leads the kiss this time, with a slow pace. Gentle and tender.

I gently stroke his hair down, closing my eyes. Our lips still battling each other. We pulls out and falls in each other embraced.

"Goodnight, Minnie."

"Goodnight, Hyunie. Dont leave me, I love you."

"I wont. I love you too, baby." I know I'm lying but I had to.

After a few minutes Seungmin finally falls asleep into my arms.

I brushed his hair, making him comfortable. Seungmin, when you wake up tomorrow, please live your day. Even though I'm not with you. Always remember, I love you more than you.

For about 30 minutes we stay like this. I'm pretty sure this is the right time for me to leave. I got up and saw Lee Know hyung also sleeping soundly behind his curtain.

I smiled at him for the last time. Couldnt wait any longer, or I might end up changing my mind.

As planned, I put my hand made photobook beside Seungmin in hope this was the first thing he saw tomorrow.

Before I leave, I stare at Seungmin. That beautiful eyes, soft lips and attractive body. All of that, I'm going to miss all of that like crazy. I kiss his forehead and whisper,"Goodbye, baby. Take care."

..............and I leave.

"I'm sorry, minnie. I need to go."






(My grammar is bad, sorry!! But did you enjoy this book? Or it might be too boring because I dont know how to express my ideas yet. Sorry.)



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