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A troubled Pilgrim sets upon a road in search by sun and storm of paradise; a vain Pariah's banish'd from his... More

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By readwithjeremy

 A day hath gone since water crash'd upon

the slopes above the city, flooding all

the streets, canals and buildings' storeys low,

and whilst the streets did flow with current's might

the Chaplain opened his cathedral's doors,

for steps that keep the chapel over street

prevented it from flooding like the rest

of all the structures by the centre square,

and let the panick'd populace inside

to shelter those who manag'd trek the streets,                10

wherein they sang to pass the time and keep

their frighten'd children up with spirits high,

and shar'd what little bread the baker brought,

and little meat from butcher, and so on

until the floods receded from the streets

to fill canals, whose sluices now are up

to channel water more toward the streets

of poorer districts for a second time

this year t'relieve canals and mitigate

what further damages may still occur                20

upon the richer districts ere it's done.


The Chaplain, having usher'd out the last

of those remaining in his chapel now

decides to close and lock the church's doors,

for with the floods subsiding may he have

his privacy again. He turns toward

the chapel and he ambles past the rows

of pews along the wall to far of right

to enter past a portal in behind

the dais, to a corridor where he                30

ascends a stairwell to another hall

the bedrooms of his nuns and friars branch

from, where he takes a ring of keys from in

his pocket, picking out the proper key

and proper door to twist the instrument

inside to open up into a room

wherein the Doll is lying on a bed.

Returning keys toward the pocket same

and making sure his dagger's still conceal'd,

he sits upon the bed, observing her;                40

she hathn't wash'd in days; her hair is slick

with grease and sticks the tufts together o'er

her face, so mark'd with streaks of makeup black

that's run from tears she's shed these passing days.

He puts a hand upon her ankle bare

which causes her to flinch, as finally

she notices his presence in the room.


"I'm sorry, Chaplain," now she says to him.

"I'm sorry that I ever doubted you

would be the only one to care for me.                50

I thought for but a moment—maybe hop'd—

that someone else could love a foolish whore,

but I was wrong and now I wallow here,

just like the little girl first you met

who hid here when her parents fought at home."


The Chaplain holds his tongue upon this first

of thoughts that comes to mind, for doth he know

she's speaking of our Preacher, though she won't

deliver him such words so traitorous.

Instead he nods his head and says to her:                60

"I know, my daughter dear, this cruel Earth

would never give a prostitute repose.

And truly thou'rt unlov'd by all but me,

as none can see thee truly as thou art,

except myself who's known thee longer time

than any who're still living to this day,

and lov'd thee for a time identical."

He changes here the subject, testing her.

"But tell me, dear, these days hast thou been here,

refusing t'even speak to me—of all                70

the people in this city—what hast thou

experienc'd up here within this room

I've sav'd for thee since ere thy womanhood?

Thou must have heard the waters rushing round

the church that fill'd the streets and flooded all.

And possibly there's something else which thou

wouldst like to ask about, if there's at all."


The Doll sits up and hugs her knees to chest

as much she can, so swollen with her babe;

she stares with pensive eyes upon her thumbs                80

now hook'd together, biting bottom lip.

The Chaplain places hands upon his lap

to hide a certain something rising up

upon the sight of th'woman's thighs expos'd

behind her shins beneath her risen skirt.

"I had a dream. . ." she says, which breaks his gaze

and reverie to focus once again.

"I had a dream the Preacher spoke to me,

or rather he address'd a larger crowd

so loud his booming voice did almost wake                90

me from my slumber; yet I know I slept,

for he is dead, I'm totally aware."


The Chaplain furrows brow and says to this:

"Dost thou remember what he spoke about?"

She shakes her head at this, confirming t'him

she dothn't know the deed our Preacher did.

He presses on, continuing along

the topic of our Preacher now brought up,

for with the Coven's failure he's devis'd

another plot to end protagonist:                100

"Thou didst a deed of good by sending him

to south of here, and if he'd better known

he would've stay'd within that coastal town.

But still did he return upon the road

and though tis strange to hear, he did survive

Assassin's strike on unsuspecting flesh—

and likely kill'd him, for I've heard him not—

with little but a cut upon his side,"

which he could see had bled when Preacher came

to him, surpris'd he had surviv'd th'attack,                110

and making certain t'him by what had dried

that Preacher was a demon same as he.


A momentary glow returns to Doll

within her sparkling eyes until she nods

and swallows down her throat a growing lump.

"I told him of his baby in my womb;

instead of cheering for his fortune great

he lash'd his hand to slap my countenance."


The Chaplain clicks his tongue, inhaling deep

through teeth with widen'd mouth to hide his glee.                120

It's only once he hath control again

upon the corners of his twisting mouth

doth he reply to her: "I know thy pain,

for what thou suffer, so do I as well,

as this is how we've link'd throughout the years

like beads of rosary, but holier,

for we are living—we are made of flesh."

He pauses now before continuing,

concern both false and real all at once:

"Do tell me, child, when thou gave the news                130

to him, didst thou intend betraying me?"


The Doll's two eyes both widen now at this

most treacherous of accusations dealt.

"I never. Nay! I'd never leave your side—"


"A falsehood spoken!" doth he interrupt.

"I've known thee long and treated thee with love

and educated thee within these walls.

Don't think that I can't tell when thou omit

a piece of explanation or decide

to altogether tell untruth to me.                140

I see the lie that's caught between thy teeth—

like stringy meat thou'st chew'd so carelessly,

despite I ask'd thee not to take a bite—

and give, with kindness, but this single chance

t'repair this damage thou hast wrought on us."


The Doll begins to cry and nod her head;

through sobbing she's unable form the words,

but Chaplain knows she's said enough with this

and so he says: "I thank thee, young one, for

atoning for this sin thou brought to me.                150

As well shall I forgive this errant act

and take a pity on thy poorest self,

for thou art forc'd to bear a babe alone."

He tilts his head, pretending thought. "Unless. . ."


The Doll dismounts the bed and falls to knees

with fingers laced together now to beg:

"O, anything. Pray anything at all.

I'm under your command if only you

should help to guide the rearing of my babe!"


He takes her hands in his and now he says:                160

"Perhaps I'll make of thee a loyal nun

if such is what thou'dst wish for me to do."

She nods and thanks him, but he pushes back

her shoulder ere she wraps her arms around

him fully, to resume his monologue:

"But I require thee to finish what

thou started where Assassin's failed us.

I think perhaps, despite thine argument,

the Preacher'd still allow thee close to him."

He pulls the dagger out from pocket's pouch                170

with hilt to her. "So stab him in his sleep,

and that will finalize thy placement here."


The Doll now shakes her head at this request,

explaining this impossibility:

"The Preacher never sleeps," she doth reply.

"He'll lie awake in bed or putter round

his house and chapel, but he never sleeps.

Not once in all eight months I've known him for

hath but a single wink come over him.

I wouldn't get this chance you ask of me."                180


The Chaplain finds this int'resting, but still

it changes nothing, so he draws the hilt

away t'return within his pocket with:

"If such is true, I should suppose thou'lt not—"


The Doll, more desp'rate now, relays that she

could find another time to stab our man,

perhaps when he is turn'd away from her,

for as the Chaplain said, our Preacher should

allow her still t'approach him close enough.

This satisfies the Chaplain, who hath grown                190

so weak since Preacher did arrive in town,

for though in him he's sens'd the pallid blood

identical t'his own, there's something else

within those foulest veins that drains from him

the vigour once he had; and though he wish'd

so generous to share this human stock

with but a fellow demon—rare to find

upon the Mother's surface—now he sees

this Preacher devil is descended from

the fay as well, and must be purg'd for this                200

in order that the Chaplain's life's sustain'd

by ridding him of this contaminant

and bringing back the flock from which he takes

his nutrients of sin to keep him young.


A coughing fit takes hold at thoughts of age

and sickness that the Preacher's brought to him,

and though the Doll concerns herself with this,

the Chaplain pushes her away until

the vi'lence ends and copper's on his tongue

and stains his palm a wet and brilliant red.                210

He hides away his hand within his sleeve

and draws the dagger with his other out

to place upon the bed, but keeping hold

with palm to press it flat against the sheets.

She glances at the dagger, then to him,

whereat he says: "Then all is settled now.

At ev'ry eve thou'lt go to Preacher's house

and wait until eventu'lly he comes

returning from wherever now he is,

and then thou'lt thrust this dagger in his back."                220

The Chaplain smirks as here the subject shifts:

"But first thou'lt need to take it from my grasp.

Thou know this game—remember how it goes?"


The Doll, upon her looking at his lap,

now notices the bulge that's risen up

and nods her head, for she remembers well

this game they've play'd since she was just a lass.               227

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