𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐑𝐮𝐛𝐲 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐞²

- ɢʀᴀʙᴇ ɴᴀ ᴜɴɢ ᴄᴏʙᴇᴅ ᴅᴇᴛᴜ sᴀ ᴘᴇʟᴇᴘᴇɴs ᴜᴍᴀʙᴏᴛ ɴᴀ sᴀ ᴍɪʟᴇsᴛᴏɴᴇ ɴᴀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴍɪʟʟɪᴏɴ ɴᴀᴋss ʜᴀʜᴀʜᴀ ᴘᴀᴋɪᴠᴏᴛᴇ ɴᴀʟᴀɴɢɢss

- Request by the way

J E N N I E

The day she confessed, the day she told me how she love me, the day she let me feel the happiness and joy, the day I thanked her for loving me.

She is my bestfriend, and I love her. I stayed with her, because I love her and I'm scared that I will lose her. She is too precious to be hurt because all she wanted is to be loved even once in her life.

And pick up this broken pieces 'till I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

She's ready to receive all the pain, she's ready to carry my problems, she's ready to be like a fool just to make me happy, she's ready to do everything for me.

It's you
It's always you
If I'm ever gonna fall in love
I know it's gon' be you

She always choose me to be with everything. She always says how she fell in love with me more deeply, every single day.

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
'Yan ang panalangin ko

At 'di papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa'king piling
Mahal ko, iyong dinggin

(ᴛʜɪs sᴏɴɢ ɪs ᴛᴀɢᴀʟᴏɢ sᴏɴɢ 'ᴘᴀɴᴀʟᴀɴɢɪɴ' ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ)

She sang me a tagalog song, she said that she wanted to hid what she really meant that's why she sang that.

I tried to asked a filipino/pilipino friend and she said that someone will sing this to you meaning that they loves you and can't affort to lose you that's why they're praying that they won't lose you in their life.

He walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than a blue sky
He got you mesmerized
While I die

I heard her sang that inside her studio with her guitar that I gave her as a birthday gift. Her eyes looks so swollen and red that time with dried tears on her cheeks.

She looks so down, singing while playing her guitar, crying her heart out while sitting on the cold floor.

And the reason of that scene is she saw me hanging out with my friend/ gay friend, Jongin.

What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?

I'm fallin' again
I'm fallin' again
I'm fallin'

I told her that she don't have to be sad when I'm with someone because.. All I want is her.

"Y/N-ah.." I called, she hummed in response and looked at me.

"I.. I will sing something for you.." I said, earning an excited look for her that removed my nervousness.

"Sure nini, I want to hear that!" I smiled and nodded, sitting down on the floor with my guitar.

Best Part by Daniel Ceasar ft. H.E.R. covered by Jennie Ruby Jane Kim (ᴍᴀʜ ʙᴇʙᴇ ʜᴇʜᴇ ᴀʏ ᴅᴇʜ ᴀsᴀᴡᴀ ᴋᴏ ᴘᴀʟᴀ ʏᴀɴ sɪ ᴊᴇɴɴɪᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ 99+ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs)

You don't know, babe
When you hold me
And kiss me slowly
It's the sweetest thing
And it don't change

If I had it my way
You would know that you are

You're the coffee that I need in the morning
You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring
Won't you give yourself to me
Give it all, oh

I just wanna see
I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Oh you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

It's the sunrise
And those brown eyes, yes
You're the one that I desire
When we wake up
And then we make love
It makes me feel so nice

You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert
You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts
You're the sunshine on my life

I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Then you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you

I ended the song hearing a claps from the girl infront of me who's smiling widely, doesn't know that that song is for her. I dedicated that song for her.

If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why do I pull you close?
And then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?

I sang lowly, seeing how Y/N's wide smile slowly faded turning into tight lipped smile while looking at me in the same way when she confessed.

"Jennie.."

"I could feel it.. I could feel the words slowly coming out.. I could feel the word called 'love'. I could really feel Y/N-ah but"

"Why I can't say those eight letters that you've said to me that day.. I can't say it.. Genuinely.. It's near, I know it's near but why I can't say it in the same genuine tone like that day you've said me those eight words.." I continued mumbling, not noticing this stupid tears rolling down on my cheeks.

I know it's near. Those eight letters will come out too and I know it's near. I love her, I love Y/n and I know the letters will come out soon too.

"Jennieya.. You don't have to say those words to me in the same way how I told them.." I looked up meeting the grey eyes of the girl I fell in love with.

"But I want to.." I answered in still low tone.

"Y/N, not all the time you have to give love to me or to everyone without receiving the same.."

"I know you love me unconditionally.. But let me do the same to you.. Let me love you too and now that I'm near with those eight letters, help me with the final stage that finally.. I can tell it to you without feeling of holding back myself.. Help me with this Y/N-ah.."

I grabbed her hand, intertwining it with mine as I lean close to her face until our foreheads attached together.

You and I, we don't wanna be like them
We can make it 'til the end
Nothing can come between you and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between you and I
Oh, you and I

I touch her chest where her heart positioned, feeling the fast pace of her heartbeat before I sealed our lips with a kiss.

This time baby, I'm sure.. I'm sure with my feelings that I only want is you.. I fell in love with you not because of pity but because I genuinely love you ever since..

Now love, let me make up with by this.. By letting you feel the way you made me feel the same day I fell in love with you too..

"I love you, Y/N.."