a symphony of stars, a cacoph...

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1 | new beginnings
2 | sane, high days
3 | have you found love
4 | people go
5 | dare we
6 | dearest
7 | onto eternity
8 | better
9 | tireless, pestilence
10 | chances come to go
11 | faded pictures
12 | i am a stranger
13 | daydreams in night skies
14 | remember no more
15 | the days are long
16 | i write poetry
17 | it seems
18 | today is the coldest
19 | inspiration
20 | dear heart
21 | i was there
22 | softly now
23 | as though
24 | daybreak and filled lies
25 | far too long
26 | lovely nostalgia
27 | i dreamed of
28 | silence by daybreak
29 | i run the hills
30 | tell me
31 | all those things
32 | it's been a month
33 | semblance
34 | what are eyes
35 | dear soul
36 | the season dictates the way i write
37 | february rain
38 | haze
39 | the day the world ends
40 | constant things
41 | call me by the only pretense we believe
42 | lonely sighs
43 | sometimes I see you in my dreams
44 | i wanted to tell you
45 | pieces
46 | why only now
47 | to find my love
48 | cheap text blink at me
49 | only time did tell us
50 | everywhere
51 | to what end
52 | hidden behind glass
53 | am i the only one
54 | i am learning
55 | break my heart
56 | darkness is what i've always known
57 | stunted verses
58 | on the eve of my dawns
59 | by and by
60 | the way it was before
61 | cold coffee
62 | as before
63 | when i write poems
64 | rumbling, stumbling
65 | some things i learned
66 | we are
67 | faster
68 | when the music stops
69 | small chances
70 | singing the song of the unloved
71 | am i wasting time
72 | pretend when i am not
73 | i have come a long way
74 | call to me
75 | out of love
76 | accompany me now
77 | the people are tired
78 | a little
79 | i am silent
80 | anyway
81 | i fish the stars
82 | i am sorry
83 | why do i exist
84 | i steal from the shadows
85 | i am free
86 | i do not ask for more
87 | suffer in silence
88 | the world has no place
89 | do nothing but hope
90 | gently, my dear
91 | time moves on
92 | there it goes
93 | i stood at the shadows
94 | there was a day in my life
95 | run, run
96 | in my search for myself
97 | for a while
98 | i've had enough
99 | give me a break
100 | only in silence
101 | i was a child
102 | watch the world
103 | i gaze into the mirror
104 | ordinary days
105 | knock against sand
106 | i know nothing
107 | there's a lot
108 | it was a quiet night
109 | i really like you
110 | i was fighting
111 | same old
112 | a good day rarely comes
113 | we are blind
115 | to bleed in heartache
116 | the night has finished
117 | i gaze into the battlefield
118 | so often
119 | sometimes i dare ask
120 | last days do tell me
121 | the past is a home
122 | i died the first few times
123 | all my life
124 | you are a ghost
125 | the wind blows
126 | stay with me
127 | i stood with truth
128 | it has been a long way
129 | for so long
130 | i don't know anymore
131 | just as i am
132 | in my freedom
133 | heal me
134 | smile
135 | don't forget me
136 | i pretend
137 | if i give my heart
138 | i am numb
139 | why do you live
140 | there are days
141 | sad things in life
142 | i've been here
143 | i have had a thought
144 | if my life is as short as this poem
145 | if i remember
146 | the fears find me
147 | would you give
148 | do you know how to cry
149 | would i care
150 | it seems that
151 | thousand
152 | if i paint my heart green
153 | of all the bittersweet
154 | it's been a long time
155 | how crazy it is
156 | i am not your friend
157 | if we do see each other
158 | i only live in the smallest moments
159 | when nobody did before
160 | how would the world look like
161 | for once
162 | never really
163 | low energy
164 | if it's too late
165 | nobody cares
166 | ever so
167 | praises and adoration
168 | for all the lies said
169 | how many
170 | paths
171 | i drown in the sea
172 | two truths and a lie
173 | one two three
174 | i missed
175 | while the day lasts
176 | numbers
177 | as all else
178 | why do i stay
179 | out of all the words i write
180 | the desert is dry
181 | ever
182 | there is a saying
183 | too much
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114 | i am not me

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By accidentallysof

Claws cage me
until my hope
flickers out

I am not free
I am not fine
I am not me

Dawns come
just to siphon
my night of revelry

I am not heard
I am not valid
I am not me

Thorns train around me
until all my blood
bleeds out

I am not bright
I am not sunny
I am not me

Dark days devour me
because I rested
too long being happy

I am not safe
I am not pleasing
I am not me

So why in my journey
do I look for something
to fulfill me

Why—when
I am not free
I am not fine

I am not me

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