Chapter 2
welcome al mundo del amor
welcome locura confusion
welcome a no poder pensar
welcome tampoco respirar amor
y trasnochar
y junto a ti por siempre querer estar
- welcome al mundo del amor
in case you don't read Spanish it says-
welcome to the world of love
welcome madness confusion
welcome to not being able to think
welcome not breathing my love
and late nights
with thee for ever wanting to be
(Venus)
we are in the airplane as of right now and Tanya is right next to me as sleep but i can't fall asleep since this seat is so uncomfortable. "honey your still not asleep?" my dad asked concerned. "um no it's that this seats are so uncomfortable," we were in the middle class but still. "well i'm sorry sweety but this as much as we could afford" my dad said in disappointment. great now i'm feeling guilty but i didn't mean it that way, "no dad it's not that and we could be in high class but i wouldn't be able to sleep, it's that i'm not that tired and have too many things in my head." i could see the smile my dad had from the inside of his heart, "okay than try to think of one thing only and see if you can go to sleep, okay" "okay" than without a warning he was asleep once more. hmm what to think about, just think about one think Venus, only one thing. the next thing i knew was that i was knocked out dreaming that dream once again. this time something more was added to it and i could hear his voice this time. the only thing he said was "i love you Venus" and no one had ever told me that and i didn't know what to say but it's like something made me say "i love too, Juan" than he came closer and kissed me once again and i don't care if it was a dream, i enjoyed kissing this Juan dude even in my dream. "sweety, sorry to wake you up but we are landing already" my dad said softly to wake me up. i stretched out in my seat and said "okay" "i thought you said that you couldn't sleep than i see you even smiling in your sleep, what were you dreaming about" "yea dad, i couldn't sleep but i guess sleep found me, and i was just dreaming of how good our visit to Miami will be and in my dream it seem REALLY great!" i said with a smile because i was telling the truth, but just left out the part of the Juan guy. "Juan" i whispered as we walked out. "what honey, who did you call?" my dad asked with this serious face on, see he doesn't even let me say a guy's name, ugh but why am i even nervous? "um i said whoa Miami is so cool i bet i'm really going to like it, it's just, whoa" "oh okay well lets hurry and get to our new home." "okay daddy" we kept walking and over time his face finally went back to normal, damn that was so close i thought i said his name to myself, but why did u say that boy's name? great now i'm going crazy, ugh i hope this visit is something good like my feeling is telling me.
(Juan)
"hey bro. want to come over to my place so we can chill in the pool?" i asked Mario one of my friends. "sure bro. let me just call Mary to tell her i'm going to be with you" he said as he walked away talking with his girl. "Juan, Juan" oh shxt i better hide i know who's voice that is, shxt theres no where to hide fxck please don't let it be her, please. "hey boo didn't you hear me?" fxck, i thought."um hey baby and no i didn't um well you know what my parents want me home already got to go bye." i said as fast as possible than hurried to my car and zoomed out. when i stopped in a red light i texted Mario, "hey bro. sorry for leaving you and if you still want you can come to my house." about a minute later i got a text back "yea bro. don't worry anyways i saw everything, damn you running like that because your girl? that was hilarious yo." ugh great now everyone thinks i'm a pucci because running away from that annoying hoe that i have as my girl. i really got to find a way to break uo with her and every time i do she runs to my parents and they make me take her back. i caught her cheating a million of times but somehow my parents find something to defend her. i don't know why they want me and her to be together. my mom doesn't even stand her but expects me to do the opposite. i hit myself with the door and then i finally realize i was never even in my house. damn this always distracts me, making me past many embarrassing moments. i went up to my room and finally texted him back, "are you coming or not?" i was about to doze off when i hear the door bell ring, must be Mario. yep it was him with Mary and Jacqueline. oh its just them,Wait Jackie, what the fxck, i looked at Mario and he was just holding on the laugh. "um hey you guys i thought Mario was only coming"i said as polity as possible. Jackie, my girl in case you didn't know, said "yea but i wanted to know what happened so Mario brought me with them. and i didn't want Mary feeling lonely being the only girl." "oh" was all i could say. "well did someone die, no right so we will meet you in the pool so you can talk, bye guys." Jackie said than both girls walked out and i could see that Mary didn't want to be with her either. when they were out of sight Mario started cracking up "yo you should have looked at your face, all shocked and annoyed, damn that was the prank of the day." "dude that ain't funny, you know i could care less about her, and you know she is annoying as fxck but no my "friend" had to bring her anyways" i said kinda angry. "sorry bro. but don't get that mad but now that she is here you two can have a little fun." he said giving me a wink. i put up a disgusted look "yo you serious who knows how many diseases there are in there, but i'm not taking a risk," i said almost about to vomit. i bet that my girl has sleep with almost half the school, and i'm starting to believe that it also includes girls. yep sometimes i don't even tell others that she is my girl but somehow she finds a way to make sure everyone knows that. i tell my parents that i'm going to break up with her but they say that it's too dangerous and sorry they didn't know anything but for know i have to stay with her. everything my mom cries when i ask her this and my dad just says his sorry,and i really don't get it. i don't find any danger in breaking up with your girlfriend. "yo Juan, why do you always daze off" Mario said hitting me in the arm. "what oh i'm sorry Mario i just have a lot in my mind i'm going to be in my room if you need me." i said walking up the stairs. i went in and just lied in my bed thinking about everything, soon i was knocked out. i was dreaming that wonderful dream and i told the girl "i loved you Venus" Venus? so that's that angels name, she smiled and she said "i love you, Juan" i don't know why but i felt like i meant it. than i kissed her and she kissed me but her lips weren't the same soft, tissue and candy like lips. they were rough and sticky and just eww, wait i know this horrible lips. "Jackie?" "you enjoyed the kiss, boo?" she said touching my dixk. "um Jackie um we should see what everyone is doing, don't you think." i said trying to get away from her. "no they already left, so it's just us two." great, this just great, i'm alone with this bitxh and she trying to rxpe me. Ding Dong. Omg thank you God, thanks a million. "lets not get that, we can have some fun instead she said taking her clothes off. "um no it might be my parents, i'm going and it's getting late you should go too. come on." "ugh fine i'll change back and go after you, but are you sure you want to miss this?" ugh, of course i thought, so i just left and i think she could guess that it meant yes. i opened the door and it was Mario, "hey bro. thanks for saving my life, she nearly rxped me, but anyways what do you need?" he laughed at the "rxpe me" part, "damn bro. really" i just nodded "than that means you owe me one huge one, but i came for Mary's towel, she left it here" "oh ight" he went out to look for it and than Jackie came down. "oh hey Mario, you know you interrupted something?" Jackie said still fixing herself. "oh my bad ma" "ok well see you later boo, that way we can finished you know what!" ugh i think i'm going to throw up. i just nodded and than she left. "thank god" i said out loud. i guess Mario hear and came in the room with Mary's towel laughing his ass off. "damn bro. you dislike her that much?" "who doesn't?" i asked. "yea true well text you later bro. Mary is waiting for me, bye." he said walking out. "bye." i said after closing the door and going back to my room.
(Venus)
damn maybe i wasn't lying about the whoa part, this place is incredible, i think i'm in heaven. my daddy got a house big enough for all of the family and even a guest room, and we all got our bathrooms, and there is even a small pool outside, it's like a mini mansion. we are in the rich part of Miami, i guess my dad was saving a lot for this house but still there are houses way bigger than ours. we are living right next to the richest family in Miami they say they have a girl about my age, so maybe we can become friends. it would be an awesome way to start to make new friends. so we finished unpacking and i'm in my room looking out the window maybe i can even see one of my neighbors. many people said that they are dangerous and weird and that the girl is a slut, ugh, people judge too much. than out of nowhere this girl that looks more like a slut comes around, talking on the phone so loud. what the fxck no one wants to know your conversation hoe, i thought. she was saying, "yea Jessica come with your boo, we can do a three way. oh my boo wouldn't know, but i just feel like fxcking." um ok this is weird, i was about to close the window when she said "yea don't worry Juan doesn't even suspect i'm cheating, and f he does he always has to take me back." wow she is totally a hoe and i feel bad for that guy, but did she say Juan? that's the name of the boy in my dreams than again there are probably a million Juan's in the world. than she saw i was looking and said "hey hoe stop hearing others conversations and get a life!" damn i'm surprise a hoe can say such a big word, but did she just call me hoe, and is she the one who lives next to me, oh hell nah. "who you calling hoe, you be cheating on your boyfriend and just wanting to fxck and you think your not a hoe? damn you got it all wrong, hoe?" she got on her phone and i guess she called the Juan dude, damn she can't defend herself, hahaha stupid hoe. so i went downstairs cause i'm ready for a fight, and yes this early but hey she's causing it.
(Juan)
i wanted to daze off so i could finally finish my dream with that angel, than my phone called. ugh what now? "baby come now 'oh ha you think your boy is gonna do anything? damn hoe you can't defend yourself' 'shut up!' Juan come now!" okay i'm going 1) cause my girl is going to get in a fight AGAIN and 2) that's the voice of the girl in my dreams, can it be? i rushed out as fast as possible and once i got there i wanted to laugh. Jackie was on the floor crying but i know i had to help her so i did. that girl must really hit hard. but i know my girl deserves this and more. but when she was up the first thing that pop into my mind was were was that girl, i want to know if maybe by any chance she was the one in my dreams, i know i'm hoping the impossible. than i realize that Jackie somehow dragged me to her room, oh fxck. "um Jackie what are we doing in your room?" i asked very uncomfortable, and don't think i'm gay because i'm not, i have fxked many girls but her i don't even want to see. "we are going to finish what we started." "um you know what i have to go, bye!" "Juan, JUAN, JUAN, juan" i was to busy running out the house i didn't realize i was outside already till i hit a body. "oh sorry, sorry..." i didn't even get to finish my sentence when i saw it was Jackie's dad, God damn, i think i just pissed on myself. don't think i'm a scary cat or anything but he is the scariest man alive everyone says so, and i'm starting to be so to. "Juan what are you doing here?" he said with this serious face on. wait he getting mad at me when his daughter a slut? damn this is just fxcked up! but my anger was nothing compare to my nerves. "um i was just passing around here, and i see you have new neighbors!" i said trying to change the subject. "oh yea they are the Vargas's, but tell me son why is my daughter so obsessed with you?" "actually i don't know i was thinking you knew, i can't get her to break up with me!" "son you are a nice boy but i don't want her hurt, she is my only daughter and i love seeing her happy, i know you don't even like her but she likes you so please try your best not to hurt her, okay?" wait she can be heartbroken but why me, she just had to get obsessed for me, i thought. "son are you hearing me?" he said kinda angry. "um yes sir well i think i should be heading home now, and i will TRY my best!" "okay son bye" "bye" than he walked in his house so i just leaded on my car thinking when i spot this figure near a window, i bet that's their new neighbors, probably the one who was arguing with Jackie. i looked closer and when i saw that angelic face i almost dropped dead from so much prettiness. it was her... the girl from my dream... damn she looking my way... damn her eyes... i think i'm in love!!!
(Venus)
ugh my parents gave me a lecture ugh that was long but i didn't care what they did that bitxh deserved it. so i'm here in my room once again, damn i can't believe i almost got grounded but no i'm so lucky! than i hear someone kinda scream and their voice was like creepy ugh i don't want them to speak again it's scary. so i looked out the window and there was this old man and this cute kid. oh well so i went to turn down the music and went to look back but i didn't see no one so i just looked at other houses when i felt like someone was watching me. i was about to say 'who the fxck are you looking at' but i didn't even have enough time to said anything. it was... that boy.. from my strange dreams... what? he exists! is he like in my dream? whhhy i mean why does he also look shock? did i do something wrong already? all this questions were flying through my head. it was just confusion. than my dad called me breaking me out of shock ness "honey come downstairs it's dinner time" "um okay dad be right there wait a minute"i said only turning for a second than back to my window. i thought the boy would leave but he was still there with this cute ass smile, aww, i smiled back and waved and he wasted no time to wave back than i gave him another smile and headed for the dining room. i think my day is now the best day ever, so maybe that's why i was dreaming about him. "honey watch out for..." to late i tripped on a box, "ouch" i yelled out in pain. "honey are you okay?" "um yes don't worry just a little distracted." "okay but next time pay attention, don't want you getting hurt so quick' he helped me up and we headed towards the kitchen to help my mom, and than place everything in the dining room. and soon a conversation started but i still had that boys face in my mind, can it be that i'm in love with a boy i don't even know but just seen?
(Juan)
i think that just knowing that she exists is the greatest thing in my life. i might not know her, yet, but i will, if i have togo to Jackie's place everyday just to see that girl i will. oh yea Jackie, ugh. i'm not going to think of her anymore so this moment isn't ruined. i hope that she goes to my high school. she looks like a junior too, oh please god make this wish come true. the next thing i knew i was knocked out, dreaming about that mysterious girl. in my dream her name was Venus, i wonder if that's her name in real life. Venus, venus, ZZZzzzz. "Juan wake up you have school today" wait school yea, please God let that her be in my school "k mom i'm going" "wow i have never since you this excited to go to school, what happened?" "um nothing but if you need anything i'm in the shower got to look super extra sexy today. i have to give her a excellent second expression and i bet she loved the first one as well, since no matter what i wear always look sexy, but this time is special, please God let her go to my school, please, please! i thought as i walked out.