The first jump was the scariest,
You're flying till you fall.
You hit the ground then you're broken,
They found your body at dawn.
Your denim jacket so stained with blood,
Your pants ripped at the knees,
Your eyes rolled back into your head,
Your hair still fluttering in the breeze.
We're flying till we fall,
We're lying till we're caught,
Suicidal till we're dead,
Overdosing till we're not.
Bunking classes after classes,
With phones hidden in our bags,
Converse stained with grass stains
Stumbling over rocks.
The first cut was the deepest,
Three blood stains on the floor,
Now it's over a hundred,
It doesn't hurt anymore.
They found you in the basement,
Lying in a red pool of your own,
Two years ago we were playing checkers,
Didn't realise how much you'd grown.
We're talking till we stop,
We're ok till we're not,
Smoking till we're choking,
Drinking alcohol.
Faking smiles back to back,
Our hearts under attack,
We're underrated, estimated,
We're rising till we fall.
The first jump was the scariest,
The first cut was too deep.
Drinking though we're underage,
Never waking up after we sleep.
We're flying till we fall,
We're lying till we're caught.
Suicidal till we're dead,
Overdosing till we're not.
We're talking till we stop,
We're ok till we're not.
Smoking till we're choking,
Drinking alcohol.