Skylar’s POV
Weeks have gone by and thankfully Harry and I haven’t gotten into anymore arguments. Maybe we fought over stupid things that didn’t matter, but those didn’t really affect our relationship.
Honestly, I’m so happy with Harry. Although we haven’t seen each other in ages, I think the distance put between us really helped our relationship. The distance made us work harder to maintain our relationship and thankfully, we pulled through.
New Year’s is less than a week away and I’ve made a few decisions.
First of all, I’ve decided that after I visit Harry and the boys, I’m going to visit my dad.
I know a lot of people may find this as a stupid decision but I feel like I need some closure. I can’t just not face him ever again. The fact that he got help and wants to fix things only proves to me that he’s trying. I can’t just shoot him down, not after finding out that he’s trying.
I’m more than scared to visit him, but I need to do it. If I don’t I know that I’ll regret it. Although he was abusive, he wasn’t always like that. So maybe now he’s turned back into the man that married my mom.
I haven’t told anyone yet that I was going to go and visit my dad yet. I’m not even sure that I’m going to tell anyone at all. I don’t want anyone making a big fuss about me visiting my dad- especially Louis. Because he’s the only one who knows what happened before I moved to London, telling him will make him try to convince me to stay, and I can’t stay. I have to visit him and I already know Louis won’t let me.
I’ve also decided that I was going to surprise Harry by showing up at the New Year’s party he and the rest of the boys are attending.
Because the boys are doing a Christmas Charity concert I don’t want to be in their way for that. I’ve already planned it out with the boys.
I’m flying in on December 31st and will arrive at the airport in California at 2pm. Liam will pick me up and drop me off at the hotel where I’ll get ready for the New Year’s party.
When the countdown starts for New Year’s I’m going to surprise Harry. I know he’ll be so surprised and happy and excited and I just can’t wait! I miss him so much I just can’t wait to see him.
My bags are already packed. I’ve been ready to fly off to California for a week now. I’m so eager to go.
I was watching TV when I got a text from Harry. I miss you. Call me?
Although he didn’t say anything romantic, heart warming or interesting, I couldn’t help but break into a smile.
Just the fact that he was thinking about me puts a smile on my face.
I didn’t bother replying, I just dialled his number and after numerous rings, he picked up the phone.
“Hey babe.” His husky voice said through the phone.
“Hey Haz, how’s everything been?”
“It’s been good, we’ve been going through a lot of rehearsals for the Christmas concert, and it’s worn us all out.”
“But it’ll be worth it. Just think about how happy all those kids will be to see you lot performing.”
He chuckled. “Want to know what will make it even more worth it?”
“What?”
“If you’re there.”
I couldn’t help but laugh lightly as I shook my head. “I can’t make it Harry. I don’t want to distract you guys. This is an important concert and I don’t want to be in the way.”
“You won’t be!”
“Either way Harry, I’ve already decided when I’m going to visit you, so you’re just going to have to wait.”
“Why won’t you tell me when you’re coming...I miss you, I really want to know.” He groaned, making me laugh.
“Because I want it to be a surprise! But don’t worry you’ll be seeing me soon I promise.”
I heard him sigh. “Alright, I’m not going to press on because I have a feeling you’re not going to tell me anytime soon.”
“Good Idea, Harry.” I giggled as I curled my feet onto the couch. “I miss you a lot, Haz.”
“I miss you too, and words can’t describe how excited I am for you to come. I can’t wait to finally be able to see you.”
“I know, I can’t wait either, I’ve got a surprise for you too.”
“Oh really? Could I know this surprise?”
I shook my head, although he couldn’t see. “No, you’ll get it when I visit you. It’s special too.”
“I guess I’ll have to wait.”
“Yes you will, but I promise you it’ll be worth it.”
~
You’re probably wondering what my gift to Harry is going to be. Well let me tell you how the idea came to my head.
I was out the other day getting coffee with Ryan and Jess...
*Flashback*
“So how long have you and Harry dated again?” Ryan asked curiously.
“Almost 4 months.”
“Aw, that’s so cute! Are you two in love?” Jess gushed as she linked her arm in mine.
I felt a blush creep onto my cheeks as I let out a laugh. I nodded in replay and the both of them awed.
“Have you two you know... slept with each other yet?” she asked. “I’m just curious, I mean, you don’t have to tell me but I know how guys are and most of them don’t wait more than a month and a half to two months.”
I bit my lips as I took in what she said.
“Is it bad that I haven’t had sex with him yet?”
“No, it’s not!”
“Take this from a guy’s perspective.” Ryan announced. “If I was to be dating a girl for around 4 months and I was in love, I’d definitely be thinking a lot about when we would sleep together. Have you been thinking about it lately?”
“I guess I have but I haven’t really pushed myself into thinking about when we would actually do it. I always kind of thought that it would happen when it happens, you know?”
“Well I think you two should do it sooner than later. I know it could affect the relationship after a long time.”
Jess rolled her eyes then slapped Ryan’s chest. “Don’t scare the poor girl into thinking her relationship could end because they haven’t slept with each other yet! Ugh, don’t listen to him Sky. Just like you said, it’ll happen when it happens. When you’re both ready for it, it’ll happen.”
I sighed, nodding in agreement.
*End of Flashback*
I guess after that day I took it into a lot of considerations. And no, I’m not going to give Harry my virginity because I’m scared I might lose him. I’m going to give him my virginity because I’m in love with him. We’re in love with each other.
It’s hard to explain exactly how Harry makes me feel but it’s something like this...He never fails to warm my heart every time he talks to me. When I’m with him I feel safe and at home.
Harry means so much to me and I’m so in love with him...Being away from him so long made me realise that. I honestly think I’m ready to make love with him.
I’m not scared that he won’t be here the next day. I trust him. I know he’s been thinking about it a lot lately too. It doesn’t take a genius to know that.
He’s just never really talked to me about it.
Anyways, I’m ready.
~
*A Week later*
I stretched my legs as I found myself walking off the plane and into the airport.
My nerves were starting to get to me. I’m scared that my plan might backfire and he might find me before New Years.
Walking down the aisle with my suitcase dragged behind me, I began to scan through the group of people waiting for arrivals.
I looked around for about 5 minutes but I had no luck, then I spotted two people waving frantically at me with a black hat on their heads and black glasses covering their eyes.
I couldn’t help but laugh as I made my way over to the two people. I knew it right away that it was Liam and Niall.
Once I reached them Liam engulfed me in a tight hug.
“Sky, we missed you so much!”
I tried to reply but he hugged me so tightly that I couldn’t really breathe. Once he noticed he loosened his grip.
“I missed you too Liam,”
“What about me!” The all too farmiliar Irish accent said, pouting. I turned around, with a big smile on my lips as I gave him a big hug.
“Of course I missed you, silly.”
He laughed as he let go of me and picked up my suitcase.
“Louis’ at the car, don’t be surprised if he attacks you. He’s missed you almost as much as Harry does.”
I giggled as I started to walk at a slightly faster pace. I was eager to see Lou. I missed him a lot.
Once we reached the car I immediately saw Louis practically fly out the car door and sent me a bright smile.
I ran up to him, hugging him tight as he spun me around multiple times.
“Sky, I missed you so much! Look at you, you look so different!”
“I look the same, but look at you! The California Sun definitely gave you more of a tan.”
“You... grew! That’s for sure; you’re definitely not as tiny as I remember.”
I laughed as I leant my head on his chest. “Life was so boring without you.” I joked making him laugh.
“Don’t worry, Love. We’re gunna have a ball while you’re here.”
Leaving one arm wrapped around Louis waist, he led us into the car.
The car ride to the hotel felt like hours to be honest with you. I was so eager to see Harry but I had to keep reminding myself that I wasn’t going to see him until later on tonight.
Something in me kept telling me that I should just forget about surprising him. I haven’t seen him for the longest time and now that I’m going to be so close to him, why should I wait? But then again, it’s more fun to surprise him. And I can’t wait.
I didn’t think I’d miss Harry so much. I thought that with the Skype calls and texting and all the other social networking, I wouldn’t notice that he was gone. But I did. And while I noticing he was gone made me realize so much.
My nerves for tonight grew even bigger. Like I said, I’m ready to give myself to Harry and as the time passes my nerves keep growing.
We pulled up to the hotel. The boys brought up m suitcase and placed me in Zayn’s hotel room.
Because Harry is most likely to visit Louis and Niall we thought it would be safest to hide me with Zayn.
I decided to take a little nap hopefully I’ll be able to make tonight come a little faster.
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