I look up at him.
Y: 'You dont mean that'
J: 'Oh I'm totally serious, this is really personal of me telling you this but the day we first met in the apartment, I knew something was going to change or happen. I dont know why, I just had a feeling'
Y: 'I-'
The door opens and Liam walks in.
L: 'Yo Bla- what are you doing here'
J: 'If you want me to go, just say'
L: 'You ok Blair?'
I nod.
L: 'Just wanted to say sorry again,'
I smile and nod.
L: 'I'll go now'
He awkwardly leaves and josh smiles at me.
J: 'Kind of awkward but ok'
I giggle and nod.
Y: 'Yeah that was,'
We sit in a comfortable silence for a bit.
J: 'I'm sorry for saying that'
Y: 'Dont be, it's fine.'
J: 'I'm gonna go back to the apartment now, just so you know, you can come back whenever. Dont not cause of me or Mia'
I nod and feel a pang of sadness at him leaving.
J: 'Oh, thought you might want this'
He throws down a box on
my legs and I pick it up. I smirk as I read the label. A vibrator. I giggle and look up at him.
Y: 'Wow, thanks'
He giggles.
J: 'See you soon'
He salutes me and jumps out the window. I smile and put the vibrator in and turn it to a low level and go to sleep.
Josh's POV:
Why the hell did I just say that. I obviously meant it but I blurted it out like an idoit. Fuck.
B: 'You dont mean that,'
But I did. I really really did.
Y: 'I'm totally serious. This is really personal of me telling you this but the day we first met at the apartment, I knew something was going to happen or change. I dont know why, I just had a feeling'
B: 'I-'
The door opens and Liam comes in.
L: 'Yo Bla-'
He sees me and narrows his eyes.
L: 'What are you doing here'
Not a question, just a command.
Y: 'If you want me to go, just say'
Liam ignores me and looks at Blair.
L: 'You ok Blair?'
I turn to her and she nods.
L: 'Just wanted to say sorry again,'
She smiles and nods at him.
L: 'I'll go now'
He awkwardly leaves and me and Blair smile at each other.
Y: 'Kind of awkward but ok'
She giggles and agrees. Fuck her giggle is so cute.
B: 'Yeah it was'
We sit in a comfortable silence for a bit until I accidentally say.
Y: 'I'm sorry what for I said'
Why the hell can't I just keep my mouth shut and not blurt out my thoughts?! She immediately knows what I mean and smiles.
B: 'Dont be, its fine'
I make the decision to leave and stand up.
Y: 'I'm gonna go back to the apartment now, just so you know, you can come back whenever. Dont not cause of me or Mia'
She nods and I half hope that she whines and wants me to stay. I then remember the vibrator box in my pocket and get it out.
Y: 'Oh, thought you might want this'
I throw it down on the bed and it lands on her legs. She looks at it and giggles and looks up at me.
B: 'Wow, thanks'
I giggle.
Y: 'See you soon'
I salute her and jump out the window. I climb down to my car and get inside. For some reason I feel butterflies in my stomach. I never get like this when I'm around a girl. Apart from her. I sigh and drive back to the apartment and get inside. I go straight to my room and my phone starts to blow up with notifications. I take off my shirt and pick it up. The first notification is from Mia:
M: 'My roommate is out all night, wanna come over 😏 x'
I roll my eyes at her message and leave her on seen. I lay on my bed and scroll through my other notifications and messages. I get up and go to the bathroom and bruh my teeth before going to bed.
I wake up the next morning after a really weird dream. I sit up and think about it before realising what I have to do. I grab some clothes from my closet and hastily brush my hair. I forget breakfast and grab my phone and keys and leave the apartment. I check the time and it's almost midday. I get to the dorms and lock the car.
Blairs POV:
I wake up and feel the vibrations of the vibrator straight away. Surprised that thing hasnt run out of battery. I go into the bathroom and take it out and put it on the side. I go out into my room and then remember I have no clothes.
Great.
My mind flickers back to the conversation I had last night with Josh and how he said I could go round whenever I wanted to. I'll go later today for some clothes. I go back to the bathroom and brush my hair before going into the kitchen.
I look around in the cupboards for food and make eggs and avocado on toast and a glass of water. Liam comes out of his and Daisy's room and smiles at me.
L: 'So how did it go with Josh last night?'
I nod and finish my mouthful of egg.
Y: 'Yeah it was ok, he said I could come back to the apartment any time'
L: 'Well you knew that anyway, you can stay here as long as you need until your comfortable to go back to your apartment'
I nod and smile.
Y: 'So hows Daisy?'
Liam smirks at the mention of her name.
L: 'She wont be up for a few hours, I think I wore her our a bit last night'
I roll my eyes and smile at him.
Y: 'Yes, your bedroom activities are very loud, surprised you dont get complaints'
He laughs.
L: 'Mmm, yeah same, see you made yourself breakfast?'
I nod.
Y: 'Yeah sorry, I was hungry'
He laughs.
L: 'No, no, its completely fine'
I smile.
Y: 'I'll go back to the apartment for clothes later on cause the only ones I have are these which I'm already borrowing from Daisy and the clothes I wore to school yesterday'
He nods.
L: 'Go get some from Daisy's side of the closet, she wont mind'
Y: 'Really?'
L: 'You've already borrowed those so what's a little more?'
I smile and thank him and go to their room. I choose a pair of light blue denim shorts and a white lace up shirt. I go back to my room and change into them. I bruh my hair again before using deodorant and grab my purse, phone and keys before leaving.
I write a note on the kitchen side saying I'm going to the beach and go out the door. I go down to my car and drive it to a beach I found a few weeks ago. I park on the side of the road and walk down the tiny wooden staircase and smile at my tiny piece of paradise.
I look over at the massive cave entrance and sit down on the sand. It gets really hot so I go over to a palm tree and sit underneath it. Its refreshingly cool and I close my eyes. After an hour of sitting there peacefully undisturbed, my phone goes off. I sigh as I've been brought back to reality and pick it up. Theres 2 messages from Daisy and I open them.
'Josh broke up with Mia'
'For you'
Hey guys sorry I havent updated in about a week, I had writers block if you know what that means and had literally no ideas. Plus I took some time for myself to enjoy the spring break, hope you guys are too!
Also if you see all the chapters of this book being updated, I'm just doing some editing to the the layout.
Ok so today's question:
Are yall hyped for Easter?
I am!
Stay safe xx