I love my vices
but my vices don't love me
I had to learn this the hard way
those who love you don't harm you on purpose
never
I love my vices
and my vices love to hurt me
I like to think that it's enough
since it's enough for me to stay
alive
I love my vices
but I never loved myself
I will probably never be able to outgrow them
because they grew inside of me as a part of my flesh
always rotting