TW: This Might Make You Wanna Kill Y/n✖
YOUR POV
I smile as Harry tells me another joke making me crack up,it's not because it's funny...but because of how happy he was telling it
After seconds he shuts up making me worried,he softly puts my hands on his making me chuckle
"Y/l/n...I just wanna say,I love you so much...You're my everything,I could never live without you,not even a month,not even a week,god,not even a minute" he stops before chuckling
"You're the most important person in my love,I love so so so so much...even more than I love myself..so"
He stops again but this time,he kneels down infront of me making me and the people on the restaurant gasp
I quickly out my hand in my mouth while he pulls out a diamond ring
"Y/n Y/l/n..will you marry me? Spend our lives together?" He asks hopefully while the people around us are whispering saying 'will she say yes' or 'god,I hope she says yes'
I feel my whole world stop I start to hesitate...I started shaking and trembling while looking at harry's eyes
I want this..I really do,but...I'm not ready,I'm so not ready for marriage
We've discussed this over and over but...why now?
"H-harry...I'm sorry" I say with tears in my eyes making his face drop while the people around us went shock
"I love you,harry,I really do..but I'm not ready I'm sorry,I really am" I say letting go of his hands and quickly walking out
I glance at the restaurant only to see him still there with tears and sadness in his eyes making my heart break
I start crying before starting to run away going home..I just hope I wasn't dumb,I love him...so much
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I'm sorry for this one,I know its bad but I just thought of it..don't kill me y'all
Bye,stay safe
~S🍒