Bad Habits (Johnnie Guilbert fanfic)

A small rant

Heyo potatoes! I'm probably not going to be updating much I've been in a really depressed mood. Like I had to leave school today because I was so depressed. And the fucked up thing is that NONE of my friends had the curiosity to ask me what was wrong. I normally have a smile on my face, like every day, and if i don't, I'm either mad, upset, or depressed. I literally did not want anyone to touch me. But it really pisses me off when the person that you've known for years, doesn;t even ask you if your ok. At the moment, I'm waiting for my senpai (Crush if you want to call it that) to come over, because he gives really good hugs. No, they are fucking AMAZING FANTASTIC hugs in the world and you can just feel the love when he hugs you. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Should I continue this book? Or should I just leave it? Do any of you guys want to take it? Change it maybe? I don't know. I want to say goodbye but goodbye means leaving and leaving means forgetting. Goodbye guys.