"nah, fuck that, my baby, you're all mine, greatest of all time, you better tell them hoes, fall in line, i do not play about mine"
c l o v e r
I had been running all morning. After all I had high expectations for this day and I was going to do my best to make everything perfect. I was up bright and early before the birds, my anxiety insisted on having little breaks throughout the morning to ensure I didn't overwhelm myself, ergo I needed an extra hour which would be swallowed up by my ever growing nerves.
I was blank for a whole month trying to decide what in the world I was going to do for this day. I have never had so much trouble planning his birthday before. Bake him double chocolate brownies to satisfy his sweet tooth, buy his favorite dinner, and decorate his room despite being asked not to multiple times where we would watch his favorite movies for the rest of the night.
Those things seemed so silly and mundane now. Sin wasn't my best friend who I just happened to have a big crush on anymore. We're together and I can't prove to be any less than the girlfriend he deserves.
I was currently stuffing my large coat pockets with snacks and a water bottle so I could quickly get on the road. One of Sins birthday presents just so happened to be two hours away, and I needed to be there by 5am.
Sin was sleeping peacefully on the bed completely unaware to the day he would soon have. I left a letter on the bedside table as well as his annual stuffed animal. He never liked getting them but I could never bring myself to stop. A black stuffed dog sat on top of the letter with large mismatched eyes and a puppy dog grin.
He can say all he likes that he's sick of getting stuffies every year, however I will continue to give them as I please.
I sighed out a large breath as I was beginning to get hot in the house with a large coat on. I ushered my way to his side of the bed and a grin grew on my face. His hair laid lazily across his forehead and his large lips sat in a pout he would never allow anyone to see. Large inked hands roughly gripped the pillow I put in place of my body, and his chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm.
I love him so much.
I placed a kiss on his temple where few little curls resided. I didn't forget to shut off his alarm, 8am on his birthday? I don't think so. This would give me until ten and he would be up and at em.
I shut the door as silently as I could before clumsily rushing down the stairs. I tiptoe-stomped down each step until I got to the bottom when my pack on m&m's fell out of my pocket.
"Oh my goodness hush!" I whispered to the brown bag as I picked up the scolded snack and shoved it back in my pocket.
"Where are you off to?" I was unaware of the large man standing behind me who just so happens to wake at 3am everyday for the fun of it. "And on your boyfriends birthday no less, tsk tsk tsk, if you're cheating ill snitch." I turned around with a small smile thankful that Giovanni at least had the courtesy to whisper.
"I am going to get his present, I will be back before he wakes up." I glanced towards the stairs praying to anyone listening that my hibernating bear of a boyfriend would not wake up.
I turned on my heel and began tip towing through the house once again. The clearing of a throat halted my movements.
"You will be taking security?" There was no room for an argument, but I found one anyway.
"Nope but I am taking a window scrapper and a mean personality." I stated only to find his unimpressed eyebrow raised at me. I began to wave excitedly and rush out the door.
"Bye bye G."
s i n
Another year another shit ass day.
Those are the thoughts I certainly would've woken up to if it weren't for the scent of coconut and vanilla surrounding my senses, and a distinctive weight over top of me leaving kisses on my cheeks.
An uncontrollable smile stretched on my lips.
My hands went off on their own finding the slim waist of the body on top of me. Once I heard that heavenly squeal my eyes opened and it was sight for sore fucking eyes.
"Good morning good morning!" Clover bounced, her knees digging into the bed on either side of my waist excitedly. "It's your birthday!" She threw her arms in the air with a 100 watt smile.
I rubbed my cloudy vision away and left my wrists to lay over top of them.
She makes me so god damn happy.
I gripped her hips and flipped her over on the bed, her long golden hair spread out around her leaving her throat and neck fully exposed. "Good morning baby." I spoke and before she could wiggle away I buried my face in the crook of her neck peppering that smooth skin with kisses.
My hands dug into the bed beside her head and she gazed up at me with red cheeks and twitching lips, a smile undoubtedly trying to break through.
"Come on." I scooped her up allowing her legs to wrap around me and reveling in the way her lips brushed along my bare shoulders and jaw. Her soft pajamas covered little to nothing and I took my sweet time looking at her through the mirror.
Soon I set her on the counter, my wandering hands finding the velvety skin under her nightgown and caressing it inch by inch.
"Kiss." I demanded.
That heavenly little giggle was muffled the second she reached up and drew my face to hers, covering her lips with my own. My eyes lazily closed and I took her bottom lip between my teeth, I smirked against her mouth as her plump thighs squeezed together, she always did that.
She had this hold on me and with one little brush of her mouth against my own I was fucking done for. Her hands pulled my face away and I reluctantly complied, and as if she felt my unwillingness she pecked my lips two more times.
I watched her underneath me as her dainty hands dragged the yellow nightgown that sat on her waist up her body and over her head.
Shit.
Her hair draped over her chest and all that was left was a delicate pair of underwear, a pair I could tear through with my teeth.
"Take a bath with me?" Like an obedient puppy my eyes physically widened and I nodded quickly. She hopped off the counter and began filling up the tub. Her panties did fuck nothing to cover her and as she bent down I had to look away.
"Pick one." She said holding two of those bath things out to me. She drops them in water and they make it all bubbly and colorful, I fucking love these stupid things.
I reached out and tapped the black one that smells like the forest and has mini fake leaves that dissolve.
Fuck off they're relaxing.
She stepped in front of me and slowly bent down on her knees. And fuck if I didn't like it. Her hands reached up and hooked onto my boxers, sliding them down leaving goosebumps behind.
I watched her big eyes turn a darker shade of blue as she made eye contact with my dick, although she quickly left a kiss on my thigh and stood back up.
Before I had a chance she slipped out of the thin fabric and stood bare in front of me. She handed me the 'bomb' as she calls it and went to shut off the lights. Immediately candles that I didn't even realize were there illuminated the room.
I watched her look at her self in the mirror before messily throwing her hair up. Few strands laid against her neck and some in front of her face.
"You're so fucking beautiful."
She mumbled an embarrassed groan and the blush on her cheeks followed her all the way into the water. I sat in the boiling bath and laid my arms against the back. I motioned for her to come in with my fingers and in a slow second she was sitting on my lap with nothing to divide our bodies.
The water was black by now and all I could focus on were her hands and arms winding around my neck. Her thighs rested against my waist leaving her breasts just a glance down away.
"Happy birthday my love." I hummed and closed my eyes with my head leaned back. I felt her chest press against mine and the soft lull of the water breaking against the sides of the tub.
Cool lips dragged their way from my collarbone to my jaw, sucking on any spot she wanted to. I felt myself get harder with every lick of her tongue and once that cool mouth of hers latched on to my neck I hardened the fuck up and brushed against her between her legs.
My arms dropped from their position and found the underside of her thighs. If it weren't for her slick skin my hand prints would've left themselves everywhere I laid them.
The heaven against my skin stopped with a little gasp. "You didn't get your stuffie!" She announced and was up and out of the tub quickly, walking butt ass naked and drenched to the bedroom. A chuckle left my mouth and I shook my head watching her return a second later with a stuffed animal and piece of paper in her hands. Her body swayed and shook in all the best places as she walked. Not a second later she stood shyly above me in the water, slowly placing herself back on top of me.
A cheesy smile covered her mouth as she held out two things in her hands. Her eyes sparkled, the reflection from the candles and water working wonders for her blue orbs.
I glanced down seeing a small puppy dog and folded paper. I took them both after ensuring my hands were dry and placed a kiss on her nose. "Grazie fiore." A warm blush rose on her cheeks and I physically watched the tips of her breasts grow hard.
[thank you flower]
Fucking hell.
The puppy was my favorite dog breed, because why wouldn't she remember me telling her that seven or eight years ago.
I knew better than to set it down right away so I swallowed my pride and did what she wanted me to do every year. With a glare settled on her I kissed the stuffed dogs head before setting it down on the floor. Her arms came around my neck and she giggled into the side of my throat.
I opened the paper and my angels flawless handwriting covered the lines.
"Don't- not out loud." She whispered shyly, resting her head in my neck. I hummed a comply before pressing a kiss to her bare shoulder.
Love is such a silly word isn't it? Universal and so common these days that it's so difficult to tell when to say it, and when not to, when it's real, and when not. It's a quick way for people to skip out on saying what they truly feel, so let me tell you.
I adore the way your eyes go wide when you see anything made of chocolate, I admire the way you care for others in the most selfless of ways, I aspire to one day be as strong as you, but most of all I am absorbed by every little thing that you are and you are becoming.
When I say I love you I mean thank you.
(Please don't freak out)
(P.s. I know you're gonna freak out, just don't yell!!)
I realized today that love doesn't begin to describe my feelings. How I become shy and reserved from your voice and looks, how I feel like my skin becomes ice and your hands are a blazing inferno, how I feel alive, not just aware I'm living.
A different four letter word encompasses every emotion that I can't seem to voice.
Happy birthday Mr Eros, I love you
By the time I was finished reading my hands were shaking and I had set the papeyr down and instead wrapped my arms around her waist. I felt her smiling against my neck and I pulled away, placing my wet hands on her red cheeks.
"You are everything to me." I grit my teeth to stop the pussy act my eyes wanted to show off.
"Please don't freak out." She whispered and I almost didn't hear her, before turning around in the water so now her back was facing me.
I watched her take a deep breath before gently lifting up the baby hairs that were covering her neck and draping down her back.
e r o s
My last name perched right beneath her hair line in red ink, and the only tell that it was real was the sore puffiness surrounding each line. "Please don't touch it, it hurts." She whispered, and turned around slowly with a worried look on her face.
"Clover fucking Lylah." I growled, my fingers curling around her chin and brushing against her jaw.
Large eyes gazed up at me in the most innocent of ways.
"What the fuck did you do." I tried to stay calm, but hell I was furious, fucking furious but so goddamn honored at the same time.
She grimaced at my snippy tone and reached one of her dainty fingers running it along the ink on my chest. "Buzz." She mumbled, impersonating a tattoo machine.
I pulled her face closer to mine resulting in her legs going on either side of mine once again. "That's fucking permanent." I whispered, however it came out harsh once again.
She nodded, a small smile growing on her lips.
"You-" I took a deep breath and glanced away from her calming myself down, careful not to squeeze her chin too hard. I said screw it and placed it on her throat instead. "You tattooed my last name-" I was speaking slowly and carefully, "on your body."
Blonde hair fell down her shoulders and out of the messy bun more as she nodded.
"Have you lost your god damn mind?" I growled right in her face. Those pretty blue eyes wouldn't leave my lips and she was making it so fucking hard not to kiss her.
"A little." She mumbled adorably right in my face. "I don't need the whole thing."
I gripped her throat hard before slowly moving her backwards against the other side of the tub. I smashed my lips against hers out of so much fucking anger and love I couldn't tell the difference anymore.
Dainty hands buttoned up my shirt half way and a pair of intoxicating lips pressed against my exposed peck. "Perfect."
I glanced down at her in such a daze.
She turned around exposing her unzipped dress. She held all of her curled hair up and out of the way, exposing the foreign addition to the body I was starting to know better than my own.
I slowly zipped up the small dress and couldn't help but stare at her legs through the sheer tight things she put on. Letting her hair fall it was as if she never exposed her skin to a tattoo machine.
I showed her just how much I appreciated her half an hour ago, saying over and over how much I loved her and what she had done.
"Come on!" She rushed us both out of the room, snatching my hands from my side and lacing her fingers with my own. Her little feet padded against the floors and I gripped her hand hard whenever she would come close to slipping. Those damn tights are making her even less coordinated than fucking usual.
"Happy birthday boss." Gio slapped me on the shoulder, continuing on his way as we walked through the house.
Clover snatched my keys off the hook and slipped on some black heels before rushing us out the door. She walked to the drivers side and I stopped dead in my spot. "What?" She pouted.
I took the keys before she could see my hand and looked into her big eyes, I brushed a lock of hair behind her ear and leaned down to press a kiss to her cheek. "I would like to see twenty two sweetheart." She smacked my chest and rolled her eyes. Fucking rolled those eyes at me and hurried to the other side of the car before I could open it for her. She knew better than to pull that shit.
We went all around the city, finally ending up at the restaurant we both loved.
"I wanted to cook but I didn't wanna poison you." Clo mumbled beside me in the passenger seat. I gripped her thigh and shook it off. I've been told on many occasions that I was the chef in this relationship. "I know baby, we can't all be me." I replied smugly.
"Oh whatever, your noodles are hard." She insulted my pasta without an inch of guilt.
"Sure fucking is." I mumbled and glanced her way. It was even better when she didn't understand the dirty innuendos.
We pulled up to the restaurant and I got out swiftly making my way to her side and opening the door. She shyly thanked me and I couldn't help but fucking stare.
I tossed the keys to the valet and Clover tugged me away before I could finish my scratch it and I'll fucking kill you speech.
A waiter who appeared to be around our age, well my age because Clovers like fourteen and a half, sat us in one of the private sections.
I watched that asshole gawk, fucking gawk at her the entire way to the table.
I leaned back in my chair, my feet coming to rest right beside Clo's only to watch a little smile form on her face. I crossed my arms and glanced at the twig in front of us. "What can I get for you?" He spoke like one of those dazed shits in the movies. His eyes wondered her face as she contemplated her dinner choices.
"Mm can I have-" she hummed and skimmed the menu in her hands,"- the chicken Alfredo pasta please, but no soup and can I have bread instead please?" She asked in the nicest way humanly possible.
Q-tip wrote it all down before slowly looking my way, as if he didn't wanna fucking acknowledge I was there. "Same." I held out the menu without giving him a glance and forced my smile away as Clover gave me the look.
We sat in comfortable silence for a minute or two. I found comfort in holding her little fingers and contently admired her quietly. "Sin." She spoke softly without looking at me. I instinctively gripped her fingers for a split second before relaxing and humming for her to go on.
"I just love you a lot, that's all." She smiled delicately.
I lifted her hand and peppered kisses on her palm. "La mia vita." I mumbled against her flawless skin.
[my life]
I was given instructions for around twenty minutes until we finally pulled up to a veterinary office. Clover glanced at me with a guilty look on her face. "Sin I'm sorry I-I think I got us lost. Oh my goodness of course I would especially today." She leaned against the head rest with a pout.
I chuckled and shook my head. My hand which had a mind of its own stroked the side of her cheek. "Shh, I'm with you." Her eyes twinkled however a guilty little glaze covered them.
"I'm gonna go ask for directions to the destination I really wanted to go to, come with me please?" She wore a worried look, she didn't like going places alone.
I shut the car off and soon we had entered the clinic hand in hand.
Clo tugged my fingers and whispered in my ear what to ask the fella at the desk, I pecked her lips while I was down there and nodded showing my understanding.
"Excuse me." I spoke up. The guy behind the desk wore a while lab coat looking thing and his eyes grew wide once he looked at me. He looked me up and down before averting his eyes down. "Yes sir?"
Okay?
"Let me get directions to Bex street."
"Please." A small voice to my side whispered however I doubt he heard it.
The mans eyes instantly shot up and looked between Clover and I. Did this guy not take his god damn meds today or did he take someone else's? Jesus fuck.
"One moment please."
Despite her shy little blush Clo perched right on my thigh as we waited for the spaz to bring us directions. I was quite enjoying the little pit stop. Any excuse to hold Clo, especially in public, was a win for me.
"You wanna have a baby with me?" She asked absentmindedly, her eyes never once leaving the small rabbit in the cage across from us.
I turned her jaw to me, forcing eye contact.
"Eventually."
She pursed her lips and leaned down to press a soft kiss on my own. "It's happening now." She whispered.
Where the fuck is the doctor holy shit. Clover is getting baby fucking fever from this god damn vet clinic.
"I know for a fact my babies not in there." I squinted my eyes at her.
And if any other mother fuckers is there will be hell to pay.
The door the doctor left through suddenly swung open and a cheesy smile spread on her face. "You're gonna be such a good daddy." It was a cheeky comment and she knew it, all rational thoughts left my mind the second the word passed her lips. Because fuck if I didn't like it.
Clover was up and off my lap in a flash and next thing I know a clumsy fucking puppy was barreling towards me, flopping on its snout only to rush back to his overly large paws.
It's a cane corso puppy.
The chunky thing landed in my lap and before long sloppy licks were covering my face as well as little nips at my cheeks.
Clover faked a shocked expression.
"Oh my look at the tag." Her acting was fucking awful but I adored it. "If lost please call-" and then she said my phone number followed by the name on the silver tag the pup wore.
Bex Eros.
c l o v e r
"Mmm what is-" I was currently swinging my legs around in the air as I laid on the bed thinking of my next question. "-your favorite kind of puppy?"
For the first time of the night I got a smile out of him, and that caused a heck of a smile from me.
"Cane corso." He spoke thoughtfully before giving me a wide eyed smile. "They're bad fucking ass." I rolled my eyes as he spoke the naughty words.
"I like bull dogs." I smiled up at the ceiling thinking of their chubby faces and charming personalities.
"I would name mine, mm, Archie! That's cute." I nodded to myself before glancing to Sin beside me. I looked at him expectantly and he sighed before looking at me deep in thought.
"Bex maybe?" He guessed. "Now that's-" I cut him off.
"Badash I know." I mimicked his accent and rolled my eyes only to meet the consequences of his wiggling fingers against my sides.
I knew better than to give an attitude.
I finished signing all of Bex's papers. As soon as I bought him early this morning I took him straight here to get his health checked as well as shots. He also got a nice bath and pampered to no end by the kind women in the puppy pen.
As long as I could remember Sin had always wanted a dog, but not just any kind. He could never have one for obvious reasons, one of them being his fathers vicious allergy towards them, and then the system having no tolerance for them.
I looked behind me to see the fierce man my boyfriend was turning to complete mush over a puppy.
Our puppy.
"If you wish to have him fixed you can make an appointment for any time, however I advise it around the six to nine month mark." I didn't know if Sin would one day want more puppies or just preferred him not being fixed so I decided we could make the decision together later.
Now sitting in the car, Sin sat in the drivers seat with a sleepy pup curled in his lap. Bex was only two months and as I did lots of research he would be very sleepy during this time.
"I don't deserve you." Sin shook his head and glanced at me as his fingers absentmindedly played with Bex's soft baby ears.
I rolled my eyes. "You deserve the world and the next after that."
"Love him?" I asked turning my eyes to the snoring little thing in his lap.
"Love him." He nodded.
"Love me?" I asked with a cheesy grin.
"Love you." He nodded again.
"Good birthday?" I wasn't as confident asking this one. I didn't notice the large hand coming for my face until large fingers curled around my jaw. "The best." He hummed before pulling my face to his and leaving a long dizzy kiss on my lips.
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I really hope you guys loved this chapter as well as the new edition to our little family!!!
I love you all so much
xoxoxo
L