If you could watch everything that happened in your life until now, would you enjoy it?
Warning: **Mature Content**
Blair's POV
The cold breeze swept across my exposed skin as I was under the mercy of Cyen. His fingertips lingered diligently along my waist while his other hand had my hands pinned above.
"Okay Machoman we get it, you are strong. Now let go," I said as I tried my best to wiggle out of his grip.
"Now now Blair, isn't this what you wanted? Seducing me was for this right," he said in a low voice, sending chills down my spin.
Without warning, his hand found its way between my legs. He rubbed his finger against the fabric of my underwear without wasting any time. Biting my lips, I prevented myself from giving him the satisfaction of his action.
"Now what do we have here. You are already so wet for me, why does it look like you are resisting me," he whispered in my ears before chuckling.
Swiftly, he let go of my hands and pulled my panties off. I could feel goosebumps all over my body as he pleasured me with his two fingers deep inside of me.
My hands gripped the covers around me. I couldn't find it in me to stay still under the incredible pleasure overpowering my body.
The stokes halted and Cyen swiftly got rid of his clothes. Leaning back down, he closed the distance between our lips. He groan against my lips as I refused to give him access.
Out of no where, he dipped his finger into me making me gasp in surprise. As our lips intertwined under the mixture of groan and me mumbling curse words at him, I snaked my arms around his neck pulling him as close as possible. His tongue rummaged through my mouth, softly at a moment and roughly the other. The overwhelming feeling was evading my mind, leaving me in a trance under his grip. At this point, I could feel my insides throbbing uncontrollably.
Without breaking the kiss, he positioned himself and entered me without warning. I was startled by his sudden action and his roughness. My legs started to tremble with every of his movement.
"Cyen, ahhh wait," I groaned under the explosion of arousal invading my body.
Throwing my head back, I started gasping for air after the swooning kiss. The incessant kisses was trailing down the crook of my neck, occasionally sucking onto my skin. The sensation was rippling throughout my body.
His hands grazed the length oh my arms, he once again pinned my hands above my head. His other hand rested on my waist holding me in place.
I was breathing heavily as I observe his every expression. With each thrust into me, I could feel him growing bigger inside as my walls was clasping onto his member.
"Slow down," I whimpered as I felt like I was on the verge of exploding right there.
"You started playing with fire, honey. You knew you were gonna get burnt," he whispered into my ear.
I rolled my eyes at his idiocy only to earn a chuckle from him.
"Did you just roll your eyes," he scoffed and added "remember who is in control here Blair."
He lowered his head and took the tip of my right breast into his mouth and slowly sucking on. My body automatically jerked up by his action. With every lick, I couldn't help but flinch under the tingling sensation.
At this point, it was killing me not to be able to move. My hands wouldn't even budge under his clasp. My palms were itching to hold him and even touch him but now, the stimulating feeling with his thrusts into me were overpowering the frustration of my being able to move.
His emerald eyes were halfway closed and sweat started to form on his forehead. His swollen lips were slightly parted as he slowly licked his top lip.
"Let go, Cyen. I'm going to cum," I moaned as the burning flame inside kept intensifying. My walls were tightened around his penis as he was buried deep inside of me.
"Cy...," I moaned out as I was in utmost euphoria.
"Wait for me, Blair. Wait," he groaned. He kept pounding into me roughly, knocking all of my breath away.
And just a minute later, I came followed by him. His grip on my hands loosened as he collapsed onto me.
The room was now completely silent and only our heavy breathing could be heard.
"You did great, honey but you seriously need to get off of me. You aren't as light as you think you are," I said teasingly, combing my fingers through his hair.
He quickly lifted his head from my chest and looked at me. Chuckling, he shook his head. I reached out and cupped his face in my hands. Our lips were once again sealed into a passionate kiss. He softly bit my bottom lip causing me to groan.
All the worries dissolved away. Being in the arms of my husband filled me with an undeniable sense of protection and I wouldn't want it any other way. I was quickly brought out as I felt his penis come back to life.
"Ready for another round," he said as he licked my bottom lip.
"Only if I'm on top," I muttered teasingly.
"In your dreams," he grunted before closing the distance between us with a kiss.
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The night filled with pleasure and pleasuring came to end. The sunlight was seeping through the closed curtains while I pulled the cover off of me and turned to find the empty space beside me.
Rubbing the sleep away, I let out a big yawn. That was the moment I noticed my naked state as an evidence of the previous night along with the soreness I am feeling. At that moment, all the memories of the night came flashing by. Bringing my hands to my face, I felt the newly formed heat radiating off upon the recollection of the night.
Finally getting the energy to get up, I walked to the sofa and slipped on the only thing that was in sight. Cyen's dress shirt felt so nice against my skin. I started buttoning the shirt to keep it in place when our bedroom door opened.
Cyen walked in as he was breathing in heavily. "Good morning, honey," he said as he saw me. Sweat was dripping down his face as he unzipped his jacket.
"Good morning, Cycy," I said. He placed a kiss on my forehead before making his way to the closet.
After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I made my way back into the bedroom. Cyen was sitting on the edge of the bed with his phone in his hand.
"Are you going to work today," I asked him as I took a seat next to him.
"No, I took the day off," he muttered.
"You know, you should get more of the dress thingy that you wore yesterday," he added, completely out of context.
"What dress thingy? The wrap dress," I asked. I was confused as to why the sudden statement.
"Yea yea, the dress that you tie around you," he stated.
"Oh you like the dress? It's really flowy. I have multiple of those already," I said as I reached out to grab my phone.
"Yea I like it, it is very convenient. With just one pull, it slides off," he stated as a matter of fact.
Looking at him in disbelief, I slapped his arm as hard as I could, earning a grunt from him.
"You little horny dumbass," I exclaimed.
He chuckled before cupping my face and giving me a light kiss.
The morning went by quickly as we had breakfast. The tiny clicks and thumps filled the room. Cyen was completely focused on his laptop screen. Occasionally, he would be swiftly typing away as his frown displayed his frustration.
"Blair, do you know a Carson Brooks," Cyen asked.
I frowned as I tried to remember where I knew this name from.
"It seems familiar by I can't remember exactly who he is. Why do you ask," I said.
"The number that has been texting you is under his name," he stated.
"Let me see the text messages," he asked and gave him my phone.
He scanned through the messages. His gaze started to darkened as he scrolled and examined each messages. Putting my phone away, he sighed before meeting my gaze.
"The bodyguard being assigned to you is my most trusted one. Everywhere you go, he has to be with you, okay," he said upon closing the laptop in front of him.
I nodded as I observe his expression.
As I looked at him, I could tell that he was worried. For some reason, I could feel my heart fluttering at the thought of him caring about me. With the circumstances under which we had to get married, deep down, I feared of having the disastrous marriage. I tried my best to keep this worry to myself knowing that it was to save my parents from bankruptcy. But now seeing how far we have come, a sense of relief washed over me. Somewhere deep in my heart, I knew that I was undeniably getting attached to this man.
"Is there anyone who would want to hurt you, Blair," he asked me as he sat closer to me.
"Honestly, at first I thought it could have been your ex, truly she had so many opportunities to actually betray me. But she didn't," I said.
Leaning onto his shoulder, I sighed as it seemed to be no progress. He grabbed my hand and comfortingly stoked it.
"What about Vanessa," he asked.
"No, Vanessa used to me my best friend," I said as I looked at him with a frown.
"Honey, Vanessa doesn't seem to have your best interest at heart," he muttered.
I didn't understand why he was thinking of this as I have known her for almost my entire life. Though she wasn't the nicest person in the world, she was one of my only friends.
"Listen, before we got married, she came to see me. According to her, I was getting forced into this marriage because of you," he stated.
"What," I said in disbelief.
"Apparently, you have been in love with me and you pushed for the wedding," he said.
"I had my reasons to agree to this wedding and I am sure you did too. But whatever she told you is a crazy lie," I said as I felt a bit betrayed. As I took in this information, a memory got triggered.
Flashback
Walking through the hallway of the school, I was already impatiently wanting this day to end already.
"Maybe you should ask him help for math homework and then gradually start talking to him," Vanessa suggested.
Cole was the cute guy in our class and I have had a crush on his for about three months now. Knowing that Vanessa was always good in the dating area, I asked her for advice.
"Okay, I'll do it," I said somehow excited.
Normally, I am not the type who would approach their crush but if I wanted something to actually happen, I have to make it happen.
After our first class, I ran up to Cole.
"Hey Cole," I said as I flashed him a smile.
"Hey Blair," he said seeming rather surprise.
"I was wondering if you could help me with the math homework," I said as I could feel the nervousness reaching its peak.
"Oh yea for sure. How about we go to the cafe near by after school," he said as a smile played on his lips.
At this point, I could feel my heart thumping like crazy against my ribcage.
"Alright, see you after school then," I said as I walked away.
As soon as I saw Vanessa, I started telling her about what just happened.
"Amazing now. At the cafe, make sure to try and get to know if he likes you back okay," she said as she was smiling like crazy.
"How do I do that," I asked as I genuinely didn't know what to do.
She spent the next few minutes explaining some scenarios and stuff to do.
Hours passed and now it was time for me to go to my volleyball practice. As I was making my way to the gymnasium, in my peripheral vision, I noticed Vanessa and Cole talking. Halting my steps, I watched as Vanessa playfully placed her hand on Cole's upper hand. They both were laughing at something he said.
Not thinking much of it, I regained my way to volleyball practice, but somewhere I could not shake the horrible thoughts coming through.
School hours came to an end as I was standing near Cole's locker.
"Let's go," he said with his beautiful smile.
As we were walking along the pavement, I could see that he seemed truly happy at this moment.
"Cole, thank you for helping me with math today," I said as I was truly grateful.
"Not a problem at all," he said.
"This is totally out of context but do you like someone at the moment," I asked feeling a bit daring.
"I actually just realised that I have a thing for Vanessa. I know she is your best friend. Honestly, I actually really really liked you since the start of the semester but she made me realise that it is near impossible to have you like me," he said as he scratched the back of his neck.
For a second, I froze in place as I assimilated the words that just left his mouth.
"Did she say that she likes you back," I asked him out of curiosity.
"Well it certainly seems like it from our recent conversation," he said as he chuckled.
I was genuinely shocked at that moment as I realised that Vanessa actually like Cole. I didn't know that she was actually into him and kept asking her for advice. She must have been miserable the entire time.
"You should ask her out. You guys will look cute together," I said as I was trying my best to not let this stupid pain get to me.
"You're the best," he said as we entered the cafe.
Days passed by and I came to know that Cole actually misunderstood everything. Vanessa did not actually like him. She was just trying to get closer to understand him and help me win him over. But in the process of that, Cole ended up misunderstanding her intentions.
As I was remembering this incident, I couldn't help but think of all the other times that this happened to not only me but also so many other girls.
"Now that I think of it, she was always getting hated by the other girls," I said and started telling him about the incident.
"Honey, I don't think the guy was telling this out of misunderstanding the situation. She must have said or done something. Also knowing that we were arranged to be married, she tried to seduce me," he said in frustration.
Groaning, I let my body fall back onto the sofa as I realised how blind I have been. Vanessa was my best friend. She has been here for me the entire time and it was difficult to actually accept that she may have been betraying me the entire time.
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