I wanted to tell you
how I love you
how I adore you
how I think
that you deserve the world
I wanted to believe in you
that you can reach peaks
that you can be who you wanted
that you could have peace
that you so wished for
Instead, I have told you
how I hate you
how I detest you
how I believe
that you deserve the ditch
you've fallen into
I wanted to pull you out
but you refused my hand
I wanted you to stop
but you push ahead
even though I hurt you
even though I brought you down
—you fought
you dreamed
you crawled
Just so I can tell you
how I love you
how I adore you
and how I believe
you are my world
Because in my heart
in the dregs of my soul
—there is only one "you"
and that is myself