*2 weeks later*
it's now the middle of october & y/n pov:
saturday*
y/n fit:
me and mattia are gonna hangout somewhere, i'm not sure yet but we'll probably end up at the mall. i was waiting outside for him to pick me up and ale came and sat by me.
a: you okay?
y/n: yeah why?
a: i don't know you seemed a little off lately
y/n: uh.. well i'm fine thanks..
a: what are you gonna do today?
y/n: i don't know yet
a: oh.. cool.. i'll see you when you come back
y/n: yeah..
he went back in the house and a couple minutes later mattia pulled up. i got in his car and gave him a hug.
m: so where to?
y/n: i don't know, anywhere honestly
m: hm okay do you wanna go to the mall?
i called it.
y/n: yeah that seems fun
m: okay cool
he drove there and we went to the food court first to eat. he got pizza and i got panda express. we sat down and talked.
m: so i wanted to invite you to something
y/n: okay sure, what is it?
m: a party.
y/n: okay.. who's?
m: it's some job thing for my mom.
y/n: oh
m: like this yearly thing they all group up eat at some buffet
y/n: sounds kinda fancy don't you think..
m: so?
y/n: so you really want me to go?
m: why wouldn't i?
y/n: i don't know.. sure i can go if you can give me a ride..
m: okay sure it's tomorrow
y/n: what?!
m: what?!
y/n: tomorrow?! that's such short notice, i need a outfit??!
m: i- i know i just forgot about it and my mom reminded me
y/n: i can't go i don't have any fancy looking clothes
m: it's fine just dress nice
y/n: i only have my style of clothes not that kind of clothes
m: come on i'll be bored please come
y/n: mattia why didn't you tell me earlier
m: i forgot y/n
y/n: fine. i'll go hopefully i can find something nice enough
m: thank youuu
he said giving me a kiss on the cheek
y/n: anything for you huh.
m: yeah seems like it
he smiled
y/n: um well i'm happy we been hanging out a lot..
m: yeah me too
y/n: good good, how's your classes going
m: uh alright i guess, you?
y/n: um yeah same
m: you know that doctor guy
y/n: reid?
m: yeah
y/n: what about him
m: he's a douche
y/n: what? why?
m: he's always around and it's annoying
y/n: maybe he just cares about you and your mom, ever though about that babe
m: well i don't want him to be around so much. it's like just no
y/n: you'll warm up to him
m: that's disgusting
y/n: he's not that bad
m: he's actually the worst, you don't know him
y/n: and you do?
m: pfft .. no.. anyways forget i mentioned him let's go walk around
me and mattia walked around the mall going into some stores looking around. im happy me and mattia got over the little arguments the past week. first about ross then about ameila but we made up now and forgot about it so.
kairi pov:
another boring saturday. honestly after y/n ghosted me i just stopped trying to talk to her. every time i would try she'd walk away or something. she even shoved me at the soccer game, so i just gave up i guess.
sometimes i like to go to the football field at school and just lay there, even though people practice there sometimes. today no one wasn't though so i just laid in the middle of the field looking at the sky.
me and stella were doing alright, we hang out, kiss and all the couple stuff. i haven't talked to the guys in a while. i guess there's too much going on with me. i stopped taking adderall since it was making me lose too much weight.
about a hour after laying on the floor i felt a kick and sat up too see who it was. it was some blonde kid.
k: what the hell
?: i just wanted to see if you were dead
k: well i'm not alright
i said getting up
?: what are you doing here?
k: hey i could ask you the same thing
?: sure you could
k: okay so what are you- wait. do i know you?
?: i don't know do you?
k: seriously dipshit
?: i'm serious too, do you
k: hm. starbucks.
?: starbucks?
k: starbucks. shit if i remember right i think i yelled at you so my bad
?: it's alright. nothing i'm not used too
k: what's your name?
r: ross.
k: kairi.
r: cool.. anyways i'm just here to smoke a j
k: oh
r: wanna share
k: if you don't mind
r: yeah it's all good
after we smoked like 3 joints we talked for a little.
r: aye bro if you want some joints come by my place and i'll give you some
k: what's the catch
r: there is none i just have a lot and you're chill
k: hm fine i guess it wouldn't hurt to have some
r: okay let's head there now
it's already like 5pm so after this i'm probably just gonna head home. i had my car so we went to the school parking lot and i drove to his place. it was
y/n's neighborhood.
k: you live here?
r: what you think i'm poor
k: relax a friend of mine lives here
r: oh shit my bad
k: it's all good
when we got to his place i sat in my car while he went to grab them. after ten minutes he came out running with some and gave them to me.
k: shit thanks man i appreciate it
r: yeah no problem man i'll see you around
k: how so
r: we go to the same school dimwit
k: oh
r: yeah uh catch you later
he said walking back into his house.
i guess ross was cool, he was chill. i mean the guy did just give me like free joints so.
*later on in the day*
mattia pov:
after the mall i drove y/n to my house so we can hangout there a little bit. when we got to my house and went inside no one was there. thank god, if i saw that doctor in my house one more time i think i was gonna snap. seriously.
we went into my room and i played some music. she laid on my bed and i laid next to her. i'm so happy to be with her. although ale cut me off completely i'm still super happy i have y/n. she's beautiful, she's nice and she's one of a kind honestly.
she laid there and i just admired her.
y/n: we make a month in a couple days
m: i know
y/n: you do?
m: yeah, you don't think i remember?
y/n: honestly no
m: well, i do.
y/n: hm that's good
m: yeah it is
y/n: look i'm really sorry about ale
m: what do you mean?
y/n: i know he cut you off..
m: oh...
y/n: why didn't you tell me?
m: because babe it just i don't know not something i thought of bringing up with you
y/n: well you know you can talk to me right?
m: yeah of course i just brushed it off you know
y/n: yeah i see..
m: don't be sorry for your brothers actions. you care about him and his feelings too much. care about your feelings y/n, do what makes you happy.
y/n: you're right.. thanks babe.
after a little more talking i grabbed my dab pen and we smoked a little. not too much because i didn't want her to get caught.
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around 5 i dropped her back off home and i walked her to her doorstep. ale opened the door and he just glared at me then walked back inside making y/n feel some type of way. she looked at me nervous.
m: don't worry about it babe. he'll get over it.
y/n: i don't think he will.
m: he will. i'll see you tomorrow.
y/n: oh what time
m: i'll pick you up at 4.
y/n: okay bye
m: bye y/n
i walked off and drove off. i went back home to see my mom. i was confused because i didn't expect her to be back home already but i mean i'm not mad about it. i gave her a hug and sat down on the couch.
mm: you're coming to the event tomorrow right?
m: yeah of course mom
mm: okay good
m: why wouldn't i
mm: oh i don't know.. hanging out with your girlfriend
m: i actually invited her
mm: oh? so it's serious
m: i mean i want it to be
mm: have you met her parents?
m: yeah.. when we were friends
mm: but not recently?
m: no...
mm: oh that's fine it'll happen later.. the event ends in like 2 or 3 hours so you won't be bored that long
m: okay.. cool. i'm gonna shower and head to bed
mm: okay i love you
m: love you too mom
y/n pov:
i was sitting on my bed thinking about a lot of things. i guess i started to feel overwhelmed and started to cry a little. i haven't talked to kairi in weeks, at all. i been getting bad grades in my classes. my mom and dad keep talking about the baby.
about 20 minutes later ale walked in and i tried wiping my eyes before he could notice. of course he saw though.
a: what's wrong?
y/n: nothing i'm fine
a: y/n can you just talk to me, ever?
y/n: i don't want too
a: look i know i been a ass ever since we got here but i still care about you.. you know that right?
y/n: i guess
a: y/n i'm your brother, i'm here for you anytime
y/n: look. if i tell you, you can't say anything
a: alright sure
y/n: i'm serious ale
a: okay i won't tell anyone..
y/n: i'm sad about kairi
a: what about him?
y/n: i stopped talking to him because his girlfriend blackmailed me.
a: what? how? what does she even have against you?
y/n: she saw me and kairis text.. she knows i tried to commit suicide last year.
a: you told him?
y/n: yeah.. guess i needed to talk to someone
a: you could've talked to me..
y/n: i didn't know..
a: you could always talk to me about that, about anything.
y/n: well she said if we talk she'll tell everyone and i don't want everyone to know obviously
a: yeah.. look i honestly think you should tell him
y/n: so stella can tell the whole school?
a: kai won't let that happen
y/n: you don't know that
a: i do. he'll do anything to make sure that doesn't get out to anyone
y/n: it's fine.. i just thought about it and yeah
a: im calling him
y/n: what? no!
a: yes you guys have to talk
y/n: no! you said you wouldn't tell anyone
a: well i lied alright.
y/n: god i hate you
a: i'm doing this because i love you sis
y/n: just shut up
a: y/n, it'll be better after this
y/n: god ale you're such an asshole
a: can you calm down please i'm just trying to help
y/n: i don't want your help!
kairi pov:
i was getting ready to leave ross's driveway until i was getting a call. i picked up my phone confused and it was alex.
k: hello?
a: hey man can i talk to you real quick
k: uh yeah sure
a: um, y/n really needs you right now
k: what?.. why?
a: she just does..
k: uh okay i'll be there in a sec.
i drove off to y/n and alex's house. i was puzzled why suddenly she wanted to talk. i mean she's been avoiding me the past month basically and now she needs me. i guess it's just strange.
i got there and alex let me in. i walked into y/n's room, i saw her crying on her bed. i sighed and sat next to her. she just leaned in and i put my arm around her shoulder.
y/n: i'm sorry.
k: for what?
y/n: everything
k: what are you talking about
y/n: look.. i cut you off for a reason.. not just because.
k: okay well can you tell me why
y/n: i can't
k: what? why not?
y/n: you don't understand
k: i can't understand something you don't tell me
y/n: fine.. but you can't say anything kai
k: maybe
y/n: kai i'm serious
k: just tell me
y/n: stella blackmailed me.. i- i fell for it i didn't want anyone to kn-
a: what.
y/n: she blackmailed me..
k: what the hell.. i'm- im so- fuck man
i got up ready to leave
y/n: hey where are you going??
k: i gotta fix this y/n
y/n: no please just leave it alone
k: no. she's not doing this to you. it's not fair, i'm gonna talk to her alright it's gonna be fine
y/n: no kai please don't..
k: i'm not gonna let her tell anyone okay
y/n: fine..
k: i'm really sorry.
i said giving her a kiss on the head and leaving.
i hopped in my car and drove to stellas house. when i got there and i called her too meet me in the parking lot.
s: hey babe?? what are you doing here at this time
k: we need to talk
s: everything alright?
k: no. it's not, you blackmailed my best friend what the hell?
s: it's not like that
k: oh yeah? you going through our convo, seeing what she tried to do last year.
s: ...
k: it's sensitive shit. you're not supposed to know or use it against her. god you're fucken sick.
s: kai.. please don't be like this
k: be like what? a fucking human reacting? what's wrong with you! god. i'm sick for going back to you. im breaking up with you, were over.
s: pfft whatever, we're over and her secret is out.
k: what.
s: you heard me loud and clear
k: no you can't fucking do that
s: says who?
k: y- i- no. don't fucken say that about her. none of it
s: nothing's stopping me
k: stella what the fuck
s: stay with me and secret is safe
k: b- what
s: once again you heard me loud and clear
k: fuck. fine if i stay with you don't fucken open your mouth about it
s: okay.
k: goodbye. see you later.
i walked off pissed off. just jesus, why am i stuck with her. oh right to save y/n. jesus fuck. this sucks. sure i love y/n and all but like the fact i have to stay with this crazy bitch sucks. it's not y/n's fault in just pissed, like why me. why.
this fucking sucks, i should've never got back with her. this is all my fault, of course. like always just jesus christ man.