Chae Byeol
"Mom, I already said I am fine
here"
"You say that every time, but I never believe you. I know you too well."
Damn she does.
"If I go back, it will start a bunch
of things I don't want to deal
with."
"Like what? Sooho and Seojun willunderstand."
"Yea I don't think so"
"Byeol- oh! Wonnie pls talk to
your sister."
Here we go again.
"Hello?"
"You have reached the wrong nu-"
"Byeol, I am not stupid."
"I already told Mom-"
"You really think you can last there longer?"
"I don't- I don't know."
"Then what is stopping you?"
"Gee let me think, the fact that
everything in Seoul reminds me
of him"
"Everything reminds you of him,
you cried last time there was a.
full moon."
I grabbed on to my necklace.
"You even said you hallucinate and still see him next to you. I
am not a doctor, but I can tell
that's not healthy."
"Are they still planning the project for him?"
"Yea, last I heard of"
"Fine, I'll go home"
I heard background noises and then my mother's voice was heard.
"Really?!"
"Yes, just give me 3 days before
I have to leave."
"OKAY! Buying the plane ticket. now, love you!"
"I love you too"
*hangs up*
That right there was my mother,
if you couldn't tell she missed me. I left Korea a year ago. There was too much going on, I just couldn't stay.
I considered myself strong but ever since that day, I have never been weaker. People said I was
reacting normally but I felt like I should've moved on quicker. Just so I can be distracted.
If you don't know what I am talking about let me
take you back....
[ FLASHBACK ]
"Yoon Seyeon answer your damn phone!"
I yelled out to no one.
A few days ago, an article got released that my boyfriend was a bully. Which was completely false. Who just makes up stuff like that?
I have been trying to call him while I am outside his houses since he hasn't been answering.
I just need him to be safe.
My phone started vibrating....
Yeonie <3 is calling....
"Hello? Seyeon, where are you?"
No answer.
"Seyeon please answer me"
"B-Byeol-ah, it hurts?"
"I-I know it's hard, but I can help.
you! Where are you right now?"
"I don't know, I am on top of this.
building. There is a bigger
building with a screen in front of.
it."
I don't know exactly where that is, but I'll figure it out.
"Okay, I'll be right there just stay on the phone with me"
"Okay"
I ran as fast I could to a main street to catch
a taxi, I know which building has the screen.
"I am in a taxi, I'll be there"
"S-Suho didn't answer me"
"I am sure something came up. You know he cares about you."
"Yea but I didn't do anything
wrong! Suho can help, only he
can. But not even he is
answering."
"Yeonie, it will be fine. We can go to Suho together"
Silence. Then it accrued to me.
"By the way, what are you doing
up there?"
"I thought-I thought I can fix this
by-"
"YOON SEYEON DON'T FINISH
THAT SENTENCE!"
The taxi driver looked at me weird.
"I know but the comments, were too much. I feel alone and-"
*call ended*
"What the hell??"
My black phone screen looked back at me.
OH HELL NO IT DIED NOW?!
"Ma'am we are here"
I looked around and saw the screen. I then paid the guy and booked it.
I tried looking for the exact building he was on. There were so many, I started toget really lightheaded. I stopped for a second and saw people looking at me crazily. Then I overheard people talking.
"I know that Seyeon kid is crazy.
Looks crazier in real life. Wonder why he went to that building."
I looked up at the building and saw a head peak down. He's there!I ran up and saw the elevator was out of order.
"Shit"
I ran up all the flights of stairs, my legs burning. I slipped so many times, Seyeon the only
thing on my mind.
I finally seen the door to the rooftop and bust it open
Then I see him.
Looking straight at me on the edge of the rooftop.
I felt everything slow down and adrenaline take over.
"SEYEON PLEASE"
Tears were coming out of my eyes, my vision blurry as I reached for him.
I was only able to hold his hand for a quick second
Before he slipped away.
I saw his body make contact with the floor.
I heard people yelling for 911.
Maybe I was dreaming, and I would wake up and see him smiling at me. He would sing to me and tell me when he was famous he would take me anywhere. He always talked about Japan, how beautiful it was....
My mind felt fuzzy, I slumped against the rooftop.
I just stared into the abyss.
Empty....I felt empty
"Wake up!!"
"Byeol please wake up"
I opened my eyes, I didn't realize I fainted. I saw Sooho and Seojun in front of me.
Wow that was some crazy dream-
I took in my surroundings and saw I was still in a hospital bed.
Not a dream.
"Byeol? Did you see him-you saw him?"
Sooho couldn't continue as he cried hard.
"I really tried, I called him and tried to help but I was too late"
Seojun looked in shock. I looked at my hand, remembering...
"I grabbed on to his hand but-"
Sooho engulfed me, I was shocked as he wasn't very affectionate.
I felt tears roll down my face as reality hit me. Seojun ended up also joining the hug. We all cried so much while sitting in that bed together.
Things started to fall from then on.
[ End Of Flashback ]
Yea, that's what happened. Depressing isn't it? Now you can understand why I didn't want to go back.
I got myself from my bed and walked to my closet.
There was so much to pack.
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.⋅ ε 𝗔𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿'𝘀 𝗡𝗼𝘁𝗲 з ⋅.
Hello!!
Hope I didn't make you cry there hehe. Again, thank you for reading my story!
I will update this asap :) Sorry for any errors btw!!
Also the flashback was inspired by this scene
-stxr <3