❝All of my life, when I was struggling
You are my life, you filled me up
I tried filling myself with other things
But I couldn't be filled
All of my life, you're my everything
What use is all of this?
If you're listening to this song somewhere
All of my life
Yes, this is about you.❞
She felt her cheeks moisten while listening to the heartfelt lyrics; as if they were directly hinting at her.
Words couldn't describe how miserable she'd been feeling after moving away. She became a successful photographer. She'd hear news about him, see glimpse of huge billboards about him daily. Of her first love, Jungkook.
She couldn't help but glance proudly at his achievements; he had finally established himself as a world famous performer he had dreamt to be.
She would chug on alcohol to distract herself that she can never get back with him.
What could she expect?
She broke his heart, maybe he would've forgotten about her.
Lalisa found herself consumed in dilemma. A part of her wanted to admire him from afar, whilst the other wanted to see him, just one last time.
To know if he's happy.
If he's well.
To see if he has moved on,
found someone.
Because she knew him in and out, more than any fan would claim to know.
The questions kept buzzing in her mind, until she finally made a decision.