Pre-Update Edit: I realize that I already uploaded a chapter ten, however, I took down the original chapter three (JK's trauma) and I'm going to move it to chapter 23 because of what I plan to happen in 21 or 22.
⚠️ TW: idk if you would consider this sexual assault considering JK's strange mentality, but just in case it qualifies, I'm putting the warning anyway.
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𝙷𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚔𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗, 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎: 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚜.
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 — 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚠𝚗.
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The possibly dirty floor is what stopped Jungkook from begging for what he's been wanting for years: to die. He hadn't mopped and swept yet, he really needed to.
Here in his godly glory stood the man who Jungkook idolized for years already. Clad in all black with a face mask and a beanie so his eyes pierced through him the way he wished the man's knife would do the same. He was definitely tall but not as tall as Jungkook had imagined. It was like seeing a demon in his living room. Red radiated power that made Jungkook's knees weak and he could do nothing but stand in his small hallway and gape at the murderer.
The infamous Red, Masked, Night Walker was in his tiny apartment.
His mind screamed stranger danger but his anxiety was nowhere to be seen. Why was this? Was it the sudden powerful surge of lust and want that Jungkook has never felt before? For a complete stranger who he has only moulded to his liking in his stories — he doesn't know who Red truly is and he raked his brain for a possible explanation as to why his body was calling for the man sitting on his couch; why he didn't feel lightheaded at the sight of a strange man in his apartment; why his heart was speeding or why his breathing was stable.
Of course, his stories turned him on. They were, after all, part of his deep and dark imagination. So knowing that the man who plays a huge role in Jungkook's sexual fantasies was sitting before him with his legs spread lazily and eyes boring through him, it awakened a sudden sex drive that Jungkook has never experienced before. Especially for a complete stranger.
And for some reason, it didn't frighten him at all, in fact, it excited him beyond means.
'Red is here...in my apartment...'
'He found me'
Jungkook has never felt this much excitement for as long as he could remember. He's only ever felt fear and anxiety so the foreign feeling coursing through his veins right now came as a shock to the eighteen-year-old.
Jungkook suddenly felt self-conscious and embarrassed of his apartment's condition. Here he stood in front of a man he had ridiculous feelings for considering he's never met him wearing casual clothes wrinkled from a restless night. Was his apartment clean enough? Was the couch comfortable enough?
Then it hit him: Red was sitting on his couch. No matter how much he idolized the man, he was still a stranger wearing contaminated clothes and dirtying his furniture.
"Are you bothered by me sitting on your couch?" Red asked as if reading Jungkook's thoughts.
Jungkook subconsciously shook his head even though he was deeply disturbed by it. He couldn't stop his brain from sinking deep into the dark thoughts he's always had towards the man before him; a little part of him wanted to test his strength and theory and see if a touch from Red would send him spiralling down into and disgusting mess.
"I want to ask you a question," Red started, jerking the eighteen-year-old out of his fantasies. He didn't give the boy time to respond as he pulled at his mask, contemplating whether or not to expose his face. He decided not to and continued on to the question,
"What turns you on about me? I know those stories aren't just cute little stories you make up like a high school fujoshi, these are deeper than that..."
Jungkook's eyes once again became wide and he opened his mouth to answer the older man but nothing came out. He wanted to agree with the deranged man, tell him that those stories were from the parts of his mind that even he himself didn't understand — those stories reflected his desires to be owned, protected, and touched by no one but the man sitting on his couch.
But why?
Why did Jungkook want him? A person he didn't even know. At times the thoughts made Jungkook feel nasty. Especially those nights when he allowed those desires to come forth full strength and they made his body react in a way that made him feel disgusted by his own self. His shorts would tighten around him, his boxers would get wet from his naughty, traitorous member which would stand painfully hard.
But Jungkook couldn't relieve his desires. He's never touched himself before from fear and disgust of his own bodily fluids.
But he wouldn't mind Red diving into his dark fantasies.
"No answer?" the older man asked, tilting his head to the side. Jungkook noticed the knife in his gloved hands and it made a chill run up his spine.
Red studied Jungkook's face, squinting a bit before looking down at his knife. What sounded like an amused huff escaped his mouth as he rubbed the tip against his middle finger.
"You're a weird boy, Jungkook," he stated as he stood up, making Jungkook reflexively step back. Jungkook's heart sped up at Red's words but he didn't allow himself to say anything. He liked the way his name sounded coming from that deep, throaty voice.
Red stalked up to him, taking his knife and placing it underneath the boy's chin. Jungkook's breath became laboured as the older man pressed the knife against his Adams's Apple. He held onto the wall of the threshold trying to keep himself under control as the older man slowly trailed the knife down his slender neck.
Red hummed, leaning in just enough before their bodies touched.
"I might just spare you tonight," he stated, catching Jungkook's eyes with his piercing gaze. Jungkook felt himself growing hard just from this act and he prayed Red couldn't feel it.
But if he did...what would he do?
'You're lusting over a stranger'
"Why?" Jungkook finally asked. Why did he feel so disappointed? If he wanted to die, which he does, then being killed by the person he idolized so deeply would be an honour.
"Oh, don't sound so disappointed," Red said, amusement evident in his tone, "maybe one day...when I'm done with you."
"D-Done with me?" The younger man breathed, a sound of both surprise and pleasure escaping his throat as Taehyung's knife slid back up to his chin. Jungkook felt the knife barely split his skin and that made his boxers wet with need. A need that would never be met.
He would have to take another cold shower to get this to go down.
"How can I just read these stories you make about me and not want to try at least one?" Red asked, "Veleno can only do so much to please me, but you seem to know me more than my enemies..."
Red hummed as he looked down between them. "Oh...what is this?"
Jungkook gasped and held back a scream when Red pull his gun out and place it atop his hardened member. His legs grew weak and heat surged through his body accompanied by pleasure so intense it blinded him. Taehyung kept the knife to Jungkook's chin, watching blood trickle down the boy's neck and soak the collar of his shirt. Jungkook could feel it but he couldn't react the way he usually would. His brain was hazy and he didn't know what to pay attention to: the uncomfortable and rapidly growing burning sensation or the intense and almost painful pleasure shocking his body like electricity.
He didn't know, but he didn't want Taehyung to stop.
"I'm definitely keeping you."
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Word Count: 1235
Sorry, I'm just now updating, I had completed Chapter 20 already but something happened to a friend of mine on here and so yeah I wasn't in the mood to edit this chapter.
Also, I just wanna get this out: I told you their relationship will grow fast, however, the further I started writing, I realized it's actually growing kind of slow thanks to the subtle time-skips. JK is just really needy and Tae is a big tease 💀💀💀
Y'all, I seriously can't wait for you guys to get further into the book. Like, ugh being the author is so hard I want you guys to read it all 😭😭😭 it takes a lot of self-control to not publish all the other chapters that are waiting and collecting dust.
CHAPTER ELEVEN PREVIEW:
"He was just leaving his doctor's appointment and Taehyung was surprised with himself when he managed to get there just five minutes before the boy left.
Taehyung wanted to test Jungkook's... mentality; he wanted to test his reactions.
Taehyung wanted to see what exactly he meant to the very concerning boy."