Modern AU - Yandere Obito x Kakashi
[I got a request from @PeachIvy to write a Yandere Obito x Kakashi so here we are.]
TW: Abuse + Manipulative behavior = textbook toxic relationship. Blood and...well just read it.
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In the beginning it was sweet. Everything was new, and it felt like something that could really last forever. But how did that change to where they were now? When did Obito go from caring, and affectionate to obsessive and dangerous? How did he change so drastically after a few years?
Maybe he's always been that way.
Maybe I've been too blinded by his words to see it before. His sweet caresses, those kisses long felt after their lips had parted and those sweet words buried deep into his mind. He could never leave because that would be getting rid of everything they went through together. Kakashi couldn't just let go of that. It meant so much to him. It meant everything to him.
When Obito restrained him, hands above his head, and laid him against the headboard and climbed on top of him. When he blindfolded him, and spoke to him in a voice that made him tremble...why didn't he realize it then? How bad it actually was?
"Kakashi? You'd never leave me would you?"
"Of course not." Kakashi answered, wondering what this was all about. But their well built foundation of trust kept him calm. He was only a bit uneasy because sex with Obito was rather vanilla, he'd also never expressed interest in stuff like this.
"Then who the fuck was with you today?" Shit what is going on? Kakashi couldn't see Obito's face but he could tell in his voice that he was angry. But why? Kakashi thought about his day and nothing came to mind. Who he was with...? He went out to lunch with Guy earlier but he's just his friend. Why was Obito so upset by that?
"You mean Guy? He's just a coworker."
"Do you think I give a fuck who he is?" Obito was still on top of Kakashi, now leaning in testing the boundaries of how far he could go with this before Kakashi was finally and truly afraid.
"If he's just a coworker, why did I see him fawning over you? If he's just a coworker why did he—"
"It was unplanned we just—" Kakashi tried to explain but was cut off by the sudden hand grasping his neck. Why did it only take the physical force, the roughness of his grasp to finally snap Kakashi out of his haze he's been in for so long that Obito wasn't who he really thought he was.
"Don't—interrupt me Kakashi." Obito said right next to him, Kakashi felt like Obito's grip was even more tight since he couldn't actually see him. He could feel his throat constrict with the increased pressure Obito's hand was exerting, it wasn't enough to completely take the air out of him and suffocate but just enough to make him panic and make him feel like it could. Kakashi was completely helpless unable to see or move his arms to defend himself. Obito released his grip causing him to breathe in sharply the tension in the room drastically increased.
Why didn't I see it before?
Why didn't he notice anything was wrong when Obito asked—no demanded— to see his phone to see who he was in contact with.
"Don't you trust me? I'm not going to do anything." Kakashi did trust him. He really did. So he gave in, like he always does. Letting Obito see everything he did and who he spoke to. Obito always seemed to know exactly what to do or say to get him to do exactly what he wanted.
He again didn't notice when he got angry because he came home late. He was just out with a group of friends, Asuma, Kurenai and Guy.
"Am I not enough for you?!"
"Of course you are. You're always enough."
"You know, I was the one there when your father died. Me! Not them. But you seem way more inclined to be with those people rather than me."
"...I'm sorry."
Then there was that feeling again. The guilt. Obito was there for him, he picked up the broken pieces of his heart and put him back together after his father's suicide. Telling Kakashi the words he desperately needed, 'You'll be okay.' 'It's not your fault', words he didn't truly believe at the time but those words helped more than he knew. What he didn't know was that Obito was putting him back together made him the way he wanted. How could Kakashi disregard his kindness, his love? When Obito gave him much needed attention and support, how could he get these things from anywhere else? How dare he even try.
So Kakashi gave in. Like he always does. Obito always made sure he gave in.
Why did it take so long to notice these things now? That Obito was there for him at his darkest point. Lying in wait and fixing him when he needed it. An deliberate action Obito won't let Kakashi forget, something Obito did so Kakashi would be in his debt. But he'd never be able to repay it. Not enough attention or affection could ever amount.
When Obito got mad over slight things and then 'gave up' Kakashi still felt like he'd lost somehow even when he 'won.' Obito always managed to win in a way by making Kakashi feel guilty or just horrible about himself.
"You're nothing without me. You need me, I am the only one who loves you."
Answered with silence and just contentment. 'I am the only one who loves you.' rang through his head so many times that he believed it.
"You're nothing without me." Obitos voice brought him back to his current situation.
"Let me go." Kakashi said, struggling against the restraints. For the first time ever, he felt truly afraid that Obito was going to do something to him. Obito always made sure he felt secure, safe. Right up until he's had Kakashi so dependent on his presence, only then did he slowly reveal his true actions and intentions. His true thoughts and emotions and just how obsessive and possessive he actually was.
"No." A simple statement. Then Obito kissed him. He couldn't speak, or protest. Just a kiss, but it wasn't. It said so many things but nothing Kakashi wanted it to.
"You don't need anyone else but me Kakashi. I really...I tried to be nice I really did."
Obito sighed, and Kakashi didn't know what to say and just listened.
"You seem to always want to...slip away from me." He drew out his words lowly. Kakashi felt Obito's hands slide softly down his face in a gesture of affection. A complete contrast from him grabbing him by the throat a minute earlier. Kakashi shivered under his fingers, the blindfold made him unable to see Obito's facial expressions and every touch was making him tense.
"I'm the only one who will ever be there for you." The words sunk in, Kakashi repeated them, hearing them clear as day in his head over again. Until he continued after a long pause.
"Everything I do is for you." Kakashi couldn't listen to him anymore he had to speak.
"No...you don't. You do this for yourself. You...hurt me again and again and fix me so I think you're actually my savior. But you broke me in the first place. You..." Kakashi trailed off and Obito kissed him again. Was it just to shut him up this time? Most likely. But it had a reaction, Kakashi was left breathless, what was he going to finish saying? Why could Obito still control him so easily? Even though Kakashi knew that this wasn't okay now why was he still affected so easily by his touches.
"Let me go...or please at least take the blindfold off." Kakashi pleads just a bit. He gets no response verbally but gets his answer as Obito takes off his blindfold. The previous pitch black darkness suddenly came apart and Obito was right there. Kakashi's eyes adjusted soon enough, and he saw something horrifying.
Red everywhere. Obito's shirt was soaked in red crimson blood. His hands stained red, not quite clean of the color but it was faded. Questions arose immediately.
"Obito...what is going on?! What did you—"
"Your coworker. Seemed way more concerned than he should be if he was just a coworker. He came over, to talk to me. He said I was being 'too controlling.' I'm flattered you talk about me to your coworkers. But clearly he saw something different. I needed him to see exactly where his place was."
"Dead."
It took a minute. Kakashi couldn't believe what he was hearing. Guy had expressed how he thought Obito was kind of controlling and problematic based on a few things Kakashi had told him, but Kakashi didn't think much of it at the time. He was still in his bubble, his haze of Obitos creation. Unable to see things quite clearly. But from the outside it must have been so damn obvious. It made Kakashi angry at himself for letting him be walked all over, for letting it get this far. Guy was dead.
"Obito's not controlling he's just worried about me."
"If you say so."
Obito found out about them having lunch, he was already been angry then. Then Guy had the audacity to come to speak to Obito about a relationship he wasn't involved in? Obito was furious. He was furious enough to stab him, repeatedly, to slice his throat open, and not even give him the chance to scream. Furious enough to find satisfaction in the deep red colored liquid seeping out of the warm bodied male. Furious enough to dispose of the body leaving no trace of evidence in the house.
He was finally angry enough to tie up Kakashi and get rid of this act. This nice guy game he's been playing. To show him who he's really with.
"Why?!" Kakashi felt the extent of what Obito had done, the weight of his words and actions pressing down on him. Guy is dead. Obito killed him. Guy died. Kakashi saw him only hours earlier and now he's dead. His eyes watered as he thought of his bright optimistic friend who was smarter than he made it seem How he must have suffered in his last moments and all he was trying to do was help a friend escape.
"You didn't have to—" Kakashi started, but he was interrupted.
"I did. Otherwise he'd keep coming back, and I am not letting anything split us apart." Obito said his voice was still and gentle now almost as if he wasn't really confessing to murder right now. As if it was back to them before. Before Kakashi knew just how fucked this whole thing was. Just how messed up Obito was. After this there would be no more pretending. There would be no more feeling safe.
"Please..." Kakashi was actively crying now. Tears falling down his face, and he shut his eyes. He didn't want to see Obito's face. He didn't want to look at him.
"Please let me go..." Kakashi opened his eyes and felt Obito wipe away his tears. Obito untied his hands and his arms felt like they were hanging forever. They were numb. Obito pulled Kakashi into an embrace. Like he didn't just kill his friend, Kakashi of course didn't hug back. But he didn't pull away either.
"Kakashi I am never letting you leave me." Obito said. Kakashi knew he didn't say it as a threat explicitly but it was undoubtedly a threat. Obito would do something much worse kill him if he tried to leave.
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Please tell me what you thought.
I worked hard on this one ngl. Also it got pretty violent there...I hope you can take it, it was in the TW, I'm not paying for your therapy I can't even pay for mine.
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