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As Novia proceeded to walk down the hall to her room, she prayed no one would see her like this; her hair tousled, shirt torn completely in half, and a look of guilt written all over her face.
She would never allow the captain degrade her like that ever again, even if his touch was captivating...She never participated in any type of sexual activity before tonight because she was either too scared or uninterested.
For some reason with the captain, things were different. Especially now that she discovered a new side of herself she didn't know existed.
That is until Levi basically dragged it out of her.
Novia was almost to her room but stopped in her tracks when she saw Eren turn the corner. He looked at her with wide eyes, clearly taken aback with her chaotic appearance.
"Wow Novia that' um.....that's a look," he paused trying to contain his laughter. She glared at him. She wasn't in the mood to deal with his nonsense right now, it was late and she just wanted to rest.
"Leave me alone Eren, I just want to go to bed okay. Now get out of my way."
He was blocking the hallway so she couldn't pass, clearly trying to strike up a nerve. He enjoyed ridiculing her. Eren didn't know why, but for some reason it was so satisfying to him.
"Seriously, come on...I'm not in the mood for this," she weakly said, trying to elbow him out of the way, but he grabbed her bruised wrists and pinned her up against the wall.
"Make me." He said lowering his voice as she struggled to get out of his grip. His eyes raked her up and down, trying to analyze where she had disappeared to tonight.
"Stop, I'm serious. Let go of me right fucking now," the patience leaving her body. Why was he being so persistent with her now? Is he that bored?
"Fine, but only if you tell me what happened when you left after dinner. I think I would remember your shirt being completely ripped." He raised an eyebrow insinuating there were some juicy details behind the story. She definitely didn't want to share any details about what happened.
"It was nothing okay, I just spoke with captain Levi to understand why he told Annie to go full throttle on me......now please let me go." She said sternly. It was a vague answer, but not entirely a lie. Originally, that was the main purpose.
Eren was the last person she wanted to talk to about this right now.
"The captain did this to you...interesting." He trailed.....his mind trying to put together the pieces.
"I'm sure you guys did more than just "talk." he emphasized, narrowing his eyes to show that he was onto her.
"Okay, we sort of fought too," She added. Eren was putting her on the spot and it made Novia very anxious. Her situation was not looking good.
"Right.... Fought.." he said facetiously. He paused, "Huh, ya know Novia, I never expected you to be the type of girl that went sneaking off on rendezvous."
She tried to kick him but his legs were holding hers apart. Usually she would be able to untangle from his grip, but she was entirely drained, having little to no strength left.
"I didn't!! I don't do that kind of thing," Novia insisted, she was completely flustered now.
"How come he gets to have a taste..........and I don't?" he whispered seductively in her ear. Implying that the captain had gotten to her first.
Eren had noticed how Novia would brush off almost everyone who tried to hit on her, mainly Jean...over and over, getting rejected every time. Eren never did try and pursue her because he finally just assumed guys weren't her.....preference. Especially since she was always with Ymir and Historia.
Now that Eren saw she was playing the field, he knew he had to strike while the iron was hot. The truth is, he was jealous of Levi. He wanted to be there for her every experience, first.
Novia had never seen Eren act like this before. Either her ears were playing tricks on her, or she could hear a hint of jealousy in the tone of his voice. She stared at him unresponsive, her thought process was too clouded for any remarks.
His eyes raked her up and down once more, basically undressing her with his eyes. Novia attempted to get him to release her again, but his grip was still stationary. Eren was determined to keep her in place.
"I noticed you have quite a handful of bruises, I'm sure one more won't hurt right?" His tone insinuated she didn't have a choice. Novia looked at him confused.
He closed the remaining space in between them and Novia flinched at his every movement.
"W-what are you doing?" Novia trembled as she could feel his breath in the crook of her neck. She was about to repeat herself when she felt soft lips graze her skin.
She felt Eren's tongue swirling at the sensitive spot on her neck, kissing it gently. Novia held her breath as she started to feel the sensation she felt when she was with Levi. She closed her eyes and submitted to his vile acts.
Eventually, Eren's gentle kissing escalated into small nipping bites. He sucked so hard on her sensitive skin a bruise started to form. He blew on it with his warm breath, eyes looking at Novia's, only to see they were screwed shut. He smirked at her reaction, knowing she couldn't resist his advances.
He took a few steps back, finally releasing her from his grip, "See I told you one more wouldn't hurt." He said smugly.
Novia scowled at him, "Everyone's going to see this bruise on my neck Eren," She was mostly curious about what the captain's reaction would be like.
Would he be mad? Would he punish her again? No. He didn't seem like Novia affected his mood in any sort of way. Unless of course she was being insubordinate.
"That's not my problem," He rolled his eyes, automatically shifting back into the asshole he was to her.
Novia was too exhausted to reply to him, so she quickly sped walk toward her room. The only thing on her mind was her bed.
"Oh, and Novia...." She turned to face him.
"I believe I said I wanted a taste.....I was only scratching the surface with that." He smirked, walking in the opposite direction without saying anything else. She shivered at his words.
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The rest of the week for pretty miserable for Novia. Going in the same cycle of trying to train while simultaneously trying to heal her body. Most of her bruises were fading, the one on her neck still very much visible.
Novia had been hiding it with her long brown hair, never putting it up once even though it would get in her face when she trained. She tried to convince Mikasa to let her borrow her scarf, but Mikasa wasn't budging with that suggestion....
During her free time, she tidied up a little to keep herself busy. Novia had been avoiding her friends all week because she knew Eren would be with them and make her feel uncomfortable purposely.
Also, Novia knew the captain was lurking around as well, although he would be pleased to hear all she did was nonstop clean, even if she hated it. It wasn't even the fact that she hated the idea of cleaning, it was the fact that this man literally obsessed over it.
When it came time for dinner, Novia grabbed her food and headed straight for her room. She was still hesitant to eat with everyone at the tables.
"Woah woah what's the rush?" It was Ymir and Historia, standing in front of her as she tried to leave.
"Yeah Novia, why don't you just eat with us?" Historia suggested with a reassuring smile. Historia and Ymir were polar opposites, yet spent every waking minute together. Of course Novia wanted to tell them the real reason why she was avoiding everyone, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.
"I just need some alone time." Novia looked at her feet, not giving either of them eye contact. She hated lying to her friends but she was too embarrassed to say otherwise.
"You've been sulking by yourself for almost a whole week, give it a rest already," Ymir said, rolling her eyes. Historia glanced up at her, showing through her eyes to let her handle this one. Ymir huffed.
"C'mon, please...just for today." Historia pleaded. It was hard for Novia to disregard Historia's proposal. Her kind aura was hard for anyone to resist.
She sighed, giving in.
"Okay....fine."
Historia smiled, she very much appreciated Novia's compromise. Ymir even gave a small grin to show she was also on board with Hisoria's suggestion.
All of them went and sat down together at a table with everyone. Novia felt tension in the air as soon as she noticed a familiar gaze following her movements from across the room. Levi.
Novia saw he was narrowing her eyes at her. She was unable to decipher the rest of his thoughts from that far away, and with that she broke their steady gaze.
She didn't understand him...Has the captain given multiple people that same punishment he gave to her? Or was this something new to him too? She tilted her head and got lost in thought when she heard Ymir say her name.
"Yeah what is it?" She snapped back to reality, peering at Ymir sitting directly across from her.
"What the fuck is that?" She pointed. Novia's eyes followed to what Ymir was talking about and realized she was looking directly at Novia's neck.
"Uh, Um, i-it's nothing, can we just talk about it later...please?" Novia pleaded moving her hair back to cover up the hickey. She was deciding if she should trust Ymir and Historia with her secret. Obviously if she told Ymir the truth she'd have to also tell Historia.
"Fine. But I'm holding you to that...Me and Reiner are gonna go camp out on top of the wall tomorrow night, if you'd care to join us?" She offered. Novia didn't think that was a good idea.
"Isn't, that ya know...against the rules?" She nervously laughed taking a sip of water. Usually she'd be all for it, but lately she's been feeling a bit more compliant, for obvious reasons.
"Oh come on live a little, so what? You got in trouble one time...We won't get caught. Me and Reiner have been doing this forever. Plus, I'm holding you to an explanation, remember?" She persisted.
Novia didn't want to fall into the redundancy of peer pressure, but hey..it wouldn't ruin her life if she gave in one time. She could use a night of just hanging out with her friend while looking at the sky. It was always so pretty at nighttime.
"Alright, I'm in." Ymir grinned again, happy to get her way as she put her arm around Historia.
"What time are we leaving?"
"As soon as everyone goes to sleep we'll meet outside. Try not to get caught before we meet up okay. Wouldn't want you to get in trouble again now would we?" Ymir joked with a small laugh.
Novia smiled at her words, she missed the wholesome moments she shared with her friends. It had been awhile since she was able to just joke around and laugh with them.
Hopefully tomorrow would go as planned.
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Little bit of a filler, but I hope it's still enjoyable:)
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