Stupid me ,
I been tricked again .
How did i thought you changed?
But your back to your old ways .
Haha that really hurts ,
Ouch there's the pain again .
You keep hurting me ,
Aren't you tired of seeing my tears roll down my cheek ?
Aren't you tired of shutting me up as i try to speak ?
Because am tired of the abuse you putting upon me .
Am tired of holding in my cry and screams .
How can you put your anger on me
What did i do to deserve this ?
Nothing but that's not it ,
You want to punish me for things that is not my responsibility .
Dear God am begging you am ready to come home now .
I had enough .
Am tired of staying quiet .
Am tired of feeling angry .
Am tired of feeling scared .
Am tired of feeling alone .
Am tired of feeling like i deserve the pain .
Am tired of being tired.
Mentally am drained.
Emotionally am distress .
Physically i feel dead.
~V thoughts ~