When you tell me you love me i always giggle . Because its funny how you love me but treat me like am a nobody.
The time you punch me in my face like you was punching a stranger who made you angry. I watch you as you rage out on me if only they know the stupid reason why you did that .
I giggle when you say you love me because aren't you the same one what put their hands around my neck and almost kill me not once but more than that.
I wish you could just end my life
As you keep saying you hate me .
You hate my ways .you hate the person that i am.
How can you hate something you don't try to understand. Stop telling me you love me if all the same time you wishing death on me .
How could you ,how could you say you love me?
What you show me isn't love ,
It's a treatment nobody should ever feel or go through but i had to now look at me .... broken and on the edge ready to jump and fall to my death.
To the ones that love me , hold on to the memories their going to be valuable some day . Many are going to be what puts a smile on your faces when your having a dark day or a laugh from remembering the good old times when i was once alive.