Y/n PoV
This darkroom had a little bit of light as he opened the door and walked up to me, I looked away from him as he sat on the bed and he used his finger to make me look at him
" Now sweetheart if you don't want to get punished you must obey me " his sweet-looking face covers how of a monster he actually is
" Ah," He says as he places the spoon near my mouth, " Who knows what you've placed in it " he chuckles annoyingly and glares at me, " And do you think I want to kill you?"
he forces my mouth open and places the food in my mouth
" See? It wasn't hard wasn't it?" he continued to feed me and as I finally finished my food, he gave me water, why aren't I using my hands?
Well, they're tied, I fell in love with this man who was sweet and loving, but as I finally agreed to date him this is how he treats me
he places the food away and he cups my cheeks pulling me into a kiss, even though he treats me like this, my heart still beats for him
I am not sure if he actually loves me back or this is just some acting he's putting on
he deepens the kiss and pulls away and brushes his thumb on my lower lip, " I'll be back " he carries the tray out and the room is dark once again
it wasn't so dark I could still see things, I start to cry quietly, how long has it been since I've been outside? I'm stuck here, the only time I can get untied if I needed to go to the bathroom
I cry and cry, it's very uncomfortable to sleep like this, Joshua isn't the person I knew
why is he keeping me locked in here? I didn't do anything wrong
I woke up from my sleep to see my surroundings were much brighter I rubbed my eyes to see Joshua sleeping in front of me, my wrists weren't tied to the bed
this wasn't the room I stayed in, I looked at my surroundings to see an unfamiliar place, there was a window, a big window just across the room
I weakly stood up and walked towards it, my mood completely changed seeing the beauty of the outside again
I felt so alive looking at the beautiful view in front of me, I looked at my clothes as it wasn't the grey oversized shirt anymore but I was wearing comfortable white silk pajamas
Am I dreaming? Well if this was a dream I didn't want it to end, " You're awake "
I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist making me scared, my heart was beating fast and I stood still, " J-Joshua?" I called out and he hummed back
" Am I getting punished? I-I'm sorry I'll go back-" he hugged me tighter and I could hear his small sobs
" I'm sorry..." I hear him say in a soft voice, " I'm so sorry " he hugged me tighter
I was confused, I tried pinching my cheeks...I wasn't dreaming, " Where Am I?" I asked him, " *sniff* you are in my apartment..." he says, that soft voice was so familiar to me
" I'm so sorry for keeping you in that scary place, for treating you like that...I'm surprised you didn't run away knowing your wrists weren't tied up anymore..."
why didn't I run away? That question circled my head, " It's because I love you..."
I mumbled but he heard it, he cried on my shoulder and I faced him, he didn't look like that scary man who was hurting me every time I did a little mistake
" When I changed your clothes...You had so many bruises and everything, I kept you locked in but how can you still love me?"
I cupped his cheeks and made him look into my eyes, " There's one thing I wanna know...Why was I locked in?"
he held my hand and the other free hand was on my lower back, " I was scared...Before loving you...I had another woman in my heart, but she cheated...I didn't want you to do the same thing so I-"
I wipe his tears away as he choked in his words, " Why would you think I would do that?" I asked him, " You deserve much more than me so I thought you would find a better guy and...And leave me" I chuckled and pecked his lips but he cupped my cheeks and turned my little peck to a passionate kiss
I wrapped my arms around his neck and he hugged me so tight
I pull away placing my arms on his chest and looking at him, " I will always choose you, Joshua, okay? I will never leave you " I assure him, he smiled brightly and that was a smile I was longing for
" I love you so much Y/n," he tells me, " I will never hurt you again " I hugged him and rest my head on his chest, I closed my eyes and smiled a little hearing his heartbeat
I hugged him not wanting to let go, I knew something was bothering him knowing he kept me in that scary place, he was just afraid of losing me
I hear him slightly chuckle as he let go of the hug, " I wanna make you happy..." he says as he kisses me and the day goes on with us staying in his apartment...