Sid: I fought with.....
Before he could speak my phone rang and it displayed Dad calling. I asked him to stay quiet as I needed to pick this call up.
Sana: Morning Dad.
D: Morning mera bacha, theek ho?
Sana: Yes Dad all well.
D: Tumhara friend theek hai?
Sana: Hnn Dad Abhi theek hai.
D: Should I come to pick you up?
Sana: Nhi Dad I have car with me I will come myself in two hours.
D: ok.
I cut the call and looked towards Sidharth, he was still groaning in pain but was a lot better than before. I stared at him and waited for him to answer my question.
Sid: Kuch hua hai kya?
Sana: Bahut Kuch Sidharth but don't try to change the topic I need that answer.
Sid: Sweetheart.....
Sana: Nhi Sidharth not right now.
Sidharth sighed and pulled me towards him from my wrist. I winced slightly as the marks from his grip were painful but I hide it as I didn't wanted him to be guilty.
He made my sit beside him and hugged me so tightly. I felt breathlessness but suddenly I felt him sniffing on my back. Why is he so emotional?
Sana: Sidharth chodo.
Sid: Nhi baby I need you please don't go away.
Sana: Sidharth chodo please kahin nhi jaa rahi main just leave me for a second.
Sid: Ok.
He left me and I saw his eyes were red and tears were threatening to fall from his eyes. I can never see him like this. I hugged him myself this time.
Sana: Kya hua Sidharth why are you getting so emotional?
Sid: I am sorry sweetheart..... I am so sorry my....
Sana: Sidharth bas ho gaya ab kal se sorry sorry laga Rakha hai tumne hua kya hai tumhe?
Sid: I will tell you everything baby but promise me u will not hate me, not ignore me and most importantly will not leave me.
Sana: kaisi baat kar rahe ho why will I hate you or ignore you.
Sid: So I will answer everything sincerely today.
Sana: if u feel like I will hate you after whatever it is then you are wrong Sidharth but I will not force you for anything. If u feel it will affect us then don't Sidharth just answer a simple question with whom did you fought no explanation required just name that person Sidharth.
Sid: Kiran...
I was not expecting this, is she this important for him that he drank so much last night? Is she this important that he thought I will hate him? I know I promised him I will not ask any question but now there are 100's of questions in my mind. But all of them can wait. I trust him too much, I believe whatever is there between us it's as special for him as is for me as I can see it in his eyes. So everything can wait till the time he feels like sharing it.
I broke the hug forcefully.
Sid: Sana baby I can explain....
Sana: Shsh Sidharth no questions no explanations I promised you. It's ok till the time you believe I will not hate you this can remain unanswered. Now get up we need to leave too. I trust you too much Sidharth just don't break it ever that is the only thing I require everything else is seriously immaterial.
Sid: Y are you such Sana?
Sana: Kyun itni jaldi thak Gaye Sidharth Abhi toh bahut Jhelna padega.
Sid: puri life baby puri life jhel sakta hoon tumhe, you are the only one I can rely upon for every damn thing and trust me on this.
Sana: I trust you on everything Sidharth and yeh promise vaise toh I did so many times last night but aapko toh kuch yaad nhi hai so here it is once again " I will never leave u till the time you yourself ask me to go and one more thing I can never hate you never even when I am not with you too"
Sid: I promise Sana I will tell you everything about her
Sana: it's alright Sidharth she is not important for me ho sakta hai tumhare liye ho but that's your personal life I will never interfere
Sid: Sana meri nahi humari life, everything related to me is yours baby and vice versa too.
Sana: ok ok I get it Mr. now can you please get up I will leave you to your home and will go back.
He nodded but instead of getting up he pulled a cigarette from his pocket, and he took those harmful puffs inside, I was close to him that when he released those toxics I inhaled them and I coughed so badly as I'm allergic to this and he has no idea about it. He threw his cigarette when he saw me struggling to breathe while coughing.
Sid: Shit baby are you alright kya hua ?
He rubbed my back calming me down but I need fresh air and water to relax. I tried getting up but failed as it was so difficult to breathe.
Sid: Kya hua sweetheart tumhe achanak?
Sana: paa.....pani Sidharth.
He quickly gave me a glass of water from the side table and rubbed my back till I calmed down. I after being a little stable went to the balcony to get some much needed fresh air.
I know he is following me and I now when he will get to know the reason about this he will surely feel guilty so I'm not going to tell him anything
Sid (hugging me from behind) : Kya hua baby?
Sana: kuch nhi baba.
Sid: We should consult doctor baby aise hi breathlessness feel hona normal nhi hai.
Sana: I know.
Sid: kya chupa rahi hai sweetheart? U know u can't hide anything from me.
Sana: I have acute respiratory infection Sidharth and in my case it is triggered by smoke of the cigarettes.
He thought for a second and then his eyes were wide in realisation.
Sid: I'm so sorry baby mujhe nhi pta tha I would have never smoked in front of you otherwise.
Sana: I know baba kuch nhi hua mujhe see I'm all fine.
Sid: Agar kuch ho jaata toh?
Sana(innocently): Tum hone dete kuch?
Sid: kabhi nhi Sana.
Sana: toh bas phir mujhe kaise ho jaata kuch.
Sid: Tum itna vishwas kaise kar leti ho Sana mujhpar.
Sana: Pta nhi Sidharth sabke mana karne ke baad bhi main idhar tumahare saath hoon, toh kuch toh hai na hamare beech main, abhi itna soch nhi sakti main actually bado jitna sochne ki toh age bhi nhi hai humari so whatever it is mere liye bahut special hai Sidharth, I don't need to name this. Tum mere best friend, meri family mera sab kuch ho Sidharth toh Vishwas toh hoga hi na.
Sid: par tum mujhe nhi jaanti Sana
Sana: Jitna jaan na tha utna jaanti hoon aur kuch nhi chaiye mujhe.
Sid:Sana tum sahi ho u are too special to me and I can't loose you baby.
Sana: Even I can't Sidharth.
I was going to go when he held my wrist and I shouted this time due to pain.
Sid: Kya hua dekhao mujhe.
Sana: ch..chodo Sidharth please leave me kuch nhi hua mujhe.
He held my wrist firmly and saw it. O God, ab yeh phir kuch faltu sochega.
Sid: Yeh meri vajah se hua hai na?
Sana: Nhi Sidharth.
I didn't looked into his eyes as I cannot lie to him and even I can't tell him the truth as he will blame himself.
Sid: Sana look here baby.
Sana:...
Sid: Tumhe meri Kasam hai Shehnaaz just look at me.
And here he is back to his stubborn mode, I don't believe in these kasam and all but iske saamne all my logics flow out of the window. I finally looked at him but didn't made the eye contact. He cupped my face in his palms and I was forced to look deep into his eyes filled with tears ready to fall any moment. I can't see him like this.
Sana: Kya hai yaar Sidharth humesha baat manva leteho tum apni.
Sid: Toh baby tum normally mante bhi toh nahi ho.
Sana: Kya jaan na hai tumhe batao.
Sid: Kal raat Kya hua tha aur ye marks tumhare wrist and shoulders par kiski vajah se hai Shehnaaz.
Sana: Kyoon jaan na hai baba Kuch nhi hua mujhe.
Sid: Mujhe jaan na hai baby please am I responsible for this.
Sana: Kal raat ko I got a video message from Tanmay and I saw you drinking non stop. When I reached there and stopped you from drinking you held my shoulders tightly Sidharth and that hold left these marks. Phir you being like a baby held my hand so tightly Sidharth chod hi nhi rahe the, Tanmay drove my car yesterday to bring us here. Mujhe laga tum haath chod doge but nahi u didn't the whole night. Toh I slept in sitting position only and in the morning when you groaned by headache then you left my hand, Baki ka toh you know.
Sid: I'm so sorry baby meri vajah se you are in pain.
Sana: Maar Dalungi Sidharth ek aur baar agar sorry bola tumne. U know I found you so cute bacha last night matlab jis tarah you held me I felt I'm your whole world Sidharth, even when you were not in your senses you were afraid that I will leave you. Pta hai I was angry that why are you drunk but then when you held my hand for whole night I felt .....
I stopped as I realised I was going to speak something I don't want to. And he didn't even asked me what I was going to say as he could understand my emotions without even words.
He hugged me and kissed my forehead after breaking the hug. I felt my world stopped right there. The first time someone kissed me on my forehead except my parents without even asking me but I didn't mind it for a moment instead it was the best feeling I felt.
Sid: I promise you baby kal jo hua voh vapis repeat nhi hoga, kal ka reason I will tell you very soon but till the time You are with me I will never drink again.
Sana: U will not smoke either Sidharth.
Sid: Baby this is not possible in an instant but mark my words jab tak tu mere saath hai main kabhi drink nhi karunga and I will try to keep my smoking in control.
Sana: Mere liye kafi hai Sidharth at least you will try.
Sid: mere liye teri khushi sabse important hai meri jaan.
I dropped him to his home and went to mine. I was happy although he didn't wished me happy birthday but I got my birthday gifts the forehead kiss and him saying "meri jaan". Isse pehle I never thought I would let someone so close to me but Sidharth sab main nhi aa sakta. I entered my house and it was as dark as it could be. I was not tensed as I knew this is a surprise for me. Suddenly everyone shouted Happy Birthday Sana making me smile even more.
There were Mom, Dad Shanaya Krish Uncle Aunty and my neighbours too. I was happy but I was already missing Sidharth.
Shanaya: voh kya hai na Sanu humne socha bado ke saath abhi enjoy kar lete hai phir shaam ko humari party bhi toh hogi.
K: Maine sunna kal raat ko koi problem ho gayi thi ab thik hai tu?
Sana: Main toh sahi hoon Krish friend ka issue tha sorted hai but reason nhi pta mujhe.
K: it's alright Sanu aaj tera birthday hai lets enjoy it baate baad main kar lenge.
Everyone enjoyed the party it was almost evening when everybody left and I was tired as hell but mere dost mujhe chodenge nhi. Shanaya and Krish has planned something so they asked me to get ready. I went in my room when I received a message from Sidharth.
Sidharth:
Sana baby meet me at 9 in the night.
Sana:
U ok Sidharth?
Sidharth:
Haan baby I'm fine. Just meet me now if it's not possible then.
Sana:
Abhi nhi Sidharth shanaya aur krish ke saath bahar jaa rahi hoon raat ka dekhti hoon.
Sidharth:
Please na baby meet me at your penthouse. I want to take you somewhere. Apne parents ko bata dena that you will be back by morning.
Sana:
Nhi Sidharth I can meet you but can't stay the night there kal bhi I was with you aaj nhi please
Sidharth:
Mujhe nhi pata Sana I need you to come by 9. I will be waiting. Now bye. Enjoy your evening.
That day was the best day of my life Sidharth phir kyun kiya tumne vaisa? Jo sawaal uss din mere dil main tha na voh mujhe vahin puch lena chaiye tha Sidharth, I would have known my rights then. Sab kitna acha tha na Sidharth why did you spoiled it why Sidharth Why?
I felt moments in my lap and I saw Sidharth getting up due to sun rays and I closed my eyes so that he doesn't get to know I was awake all night.
I felt him caressing my face with his fingers. It was getting difficult for me to pretend as his effect is still the same.
Sid: I'm sorry baby meri vajah se ek baar phir u have to sleep like this. Uss din I hardly remembered anything after I woke up but aaj I remember everything sweetheart. Yeh meri life hai baby last 6 saal se. Tumhe pata hai Sana tum aaj bhi sote hue utni hi pyaari lagti ho, agar jaag rahi hoti toh pta nhi main bol bhi pata ya nhi par ab jab tum mujhe sun bhi nhi sakti I want to confess ki tum aaj bhi utni hi important ho mere liye, u still hold the same place in my life sweetheart. Mujhe pta hai jo maine kiya hai voh bhool pana mushkil hai but I promise you will forget everything and we will start afresh Sana.
He kissed my forehead and went to the washroom. Tears were threatening to fall from my eyes. I opened my eyes and looked for the notepad and pen in his room and wrote a note before he comes out and went from there. On my way back I kept thinking that if this is true Sidharth toh joh sab tumne uss raat kiya voh kya tha.
My heart still beats for you Sidharth but My mind keeps warning me
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Iss baar main apne dil ki nahi dimaag ki sunne wali hoon Sidharth hum pehle jaise nhi honge kabhi bhi nhi.
Think why has Sidharth fought with Kiran?
How is she important to him?
Why must have Sidharth called Shehnaaz at night?
Do you think Sana is right by leaving him without informing?
Whom do you think Sana should listen to: Heart or mind?
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