Taehyung took long strides and grabbed jungkook's hand before he can climb on the stairs.
"I can explain, babybun. Please listen to me, please" taehyung pleaded, jungkook can hear the sadness in his voice. He wiped his tears and turned around.
"What you want to explain now? I gave you a fair chance to explain but what did you do? You lied to me again. Why are you still lying to me?" Jungkook asked stopping his sniffle with his wrist. He doesn't like how his own husband is keeping things from him. It's not like he wants taehyung to share every detail of his life but he deserves to know this much. He thinks he deserves to be worried about the things that affect their lives.
"Because I am an idiot. An idiot who thinks you deserve every happiness in the world, I just always forget about myself whenever I see you beside me. Please babybun, I am so sorry." Taehyung said tightening his hold on jungkook's hand with both of his. He felt daggers on his heart seeing the red eyes of the younger.
"You are wrong... You are wrong if you think I deserve happiness all the time because I deserve pain too... I deserve your pain... I want to be the one whom you can share your pain too... I don't want to be... the only vulnerable one in the relationship who just takes...I want to give... too... I hope you feel safe around me too to share your problems like I feel around you, maybe not physically but m-mentally..." Jungkook said, his tearful eyes staring back at taehyung, his wrist is pressed against his nose to stop his sniffles and running nose. He tries hard to make this conversation without cracking but he failed in the end.
"Do you not trust me or you think I am too weak to handle?" He asked again with raising his voice a little, putting his hand down after a long sniffle.
Taehyung's eyes burned with tears when he realises what he did. Jungkook from the very start never lied to taehyung. Despise of his sad past and panic attacks, he explained and shared every single detail of his life. No matter how much pain jungkook felt reminding all those events still he shared it with his husband because he trusts him. So it's not a surprise when jungkook doubts his husband's trust on him when taehyung hide about his health but why does it hurt so fucking much hearing it from jungkook.
He has to make it right. He wouldn't let jungkook believe that his husband trusts him an inch less than his life. Because Taehyung trusts his love of life more than anything.
He stepped forward, other hand reaching for jungkook's cheeks to wipe the stubborn tears as he pulled jungkook closer to him.
"I trust you. I trust you with everything, Petal... And you are the strongest person I have ever seen. I have never doubted that never will. I feel the safest, fullest and warmest in your arms, baby. Your only One smile is what my heart takes to calm down, one whiff of your baby scent leaves my body painless and in a sheer of pacific calmness."
Jungkook rubs the area under taehyung's eyes with his cold fingers, he hates seeing taehyung cry whether he is angry or not.
" I made a mistake for not telling you this before but I swear it's not intentional, I really forget about it. But it didn't make me less of an asshole to just lying about it to you. Please forgive me, Princess. Please, babybun." Taehyung said as he brushes his nose with jungkook's rosy one.
Taehyung leaned over to place a soft kiss on his baby's lips but jungkook pulled back and taehyung feel a crack in his heart.
Before the hurt in taehyung's eyes can get jungkook, he asked hurriedly," Then give me those." He said before stretching his hand to taehyung.
A pure confusion spawned on taehyung's face as he asked back, " Give you what?"
"Your prescription described by your doctors and your vitamin bottles" Jungkook answered with a stern voice, eyes demanding an agreement right away.
All emotions flew out of the window when taehyung recollected his memory. He gulped hard as he looked down at jungkook's hand then at jungkook.
"What? Didn't remember where you put them?" Jungkook said the obvious excuse.
"No. It's not that."
"Then what is it?"
Taehyung looked down to his slippers suddenly finding his feet ugly.
Jungkook never saw taehyung this nervous before so he asked again with his worry laced voice," what happened?"
"T-that day when the doctor explained to me about my illness I thought he was exaggerating so I never buy anything. He sounded so meaningless to me that I ignored everything he said." Taehyung said regretfully and look up from his feet. He feels so ashamed.
Jungkook stared at him in disbelief before huffing away, his eyes still wandering in the air with disbelief before looking back at taehyung with an icy glare to which taehyung immediately ducks down his neck.
"You are such a lost case Mr Kim Taehyung. Don't talk to me ever again. And don't show me your messy face." He screamed in anger and turned around, scoffing in the incredulity of the situation and foolishness of his husband.
Taehyung feels the air left his body when he heard the anger in jungkook's voice. He never thought jungkook can be this intimidating in his anger, his soft baby is capable of raising his voice on him, he swears to God he got goosebumps all over his body alone with his glare.
But he recovered quickly and run to hug jungkook tightly from behind.
"Sorry... I am sorry.. Please, baby." Taehyung pleaded, putting his head on jungkook's shoulder.
Jungkook thrashed in his hold, stomping his foot on the second staircase trying to wiggle out of his hold. But taehyung tightens his hold around his waist. Not wanting to release him.
"I will go for a check-up again. I promise. And this time I will do everything the doctor said. I will take lunch with me too. Don't be mad at me please, babybun. I love you. Please forgive me. You can come with me this time if you want. Just don't ignore me, please, Petal." Taehyung said desperately holding his breath against jungkook's ear.
Jungkook stopped his movements and turned around in his hold.
Taehyung looks up with hope in his eyes, and in the end, jungkook is weak, weak for his husband's puppy-like twinkling eyes.
"Can I trust you this time?" He asked for reassurance.
Taehyung nodded his head intensely with determination.
Jungkook looked behind taehyung emerged in his own thoughts and said, looking at taehyung sternly," Finish all the remaining food on the dining table till all dishes get cleaned. Wash all of them and tied up the kitchen. I will consider your apology after that."
"Is it okay?"
Taehyung again nodded his head with wide almond eyes.
Jungkook turns out of his hold and boarded on the next stairs before stopping in a midway. He looks over his shoulder and muttered, "If you failed in completing any of the tasks, No need to come to me, you can sleep in the living room." Not waiting for any reply, he went to his room and slammed the door shut.
Taehyung sighed in relief as jungkook doesn't look angry like before or maybe he assumed it. He got up from his seat to finish the work quickly. He couldn't wait to go back to his babybun.
He stuffed his mouth with food and chewed, taking small gulps of water in between. He ate until his jaw started to get hurt from the access chewing. But thankfully he finished all the dishes.
He collected all of them and brought them to the kitchen to wash. But first, he drops all the pans and used vessels in the sink and tied the kitchen neat and clean. He washed all the dishes while yawning with his open mouth.
Little did he know, jungkook was peeking on his husband from above hiding behind the pillars with his big doe eyes.
Taehyung finished all the work and get a glass of water for himself. He swayed his neck left to right in tiredness and walk out of the kitchen.
Jungkook made a run to the room securely as he saw taehyung coming up to the room.
Taehyung entered the room and find jungkook sleeping peacefully on the bed. He knows jungkook can't sleep without him so maybe he is just halfway in sleep or just pretending to be asleep.
Taehyung couldn't take it anymore. He took off his t-shirt, leaving it on the floor before slipping into the thick large blanket.
He hovered over him and laid on him carefully, pressing his body with his own, caressing his bangs out of his eyes and then tucking it behind his ear. He just wishes jungkook is not angry with him now.
He noticed the earrings still dangling from jungkook's ear. Jungkook always discards his earrings before going to bed. So he tilts his head carefully and takes it off tenderly before placing a kiss over his earlobe. Same goes for another side. He kissed his temple to his both eyes and then his nose.
Jungkook's chest starts heaving with ragged breaths but he tried hard to not show any reaction.
Taehyung moved down to his lips and place them on jungkook's without any movement. He closed his eyes, eyelashes tangled with jungkook's long one.
It's been a minute but no one shows any movement but taehyung is stubborn too, he doesn't pull away from the kiss, just start breathing from his nose slowly.
His heart pleading to jungkook to have mercy on him. This day should be counted as a bad day because he didn't get his smiles, soft touches, lovable gestures and kisses today. He misses all of them. He missed his babybun even if he is sleeping under him.
But he felt thankful tears behind his closed eyes when jungkook start moving his lips on his, kissing his lips tenderly.
He kissed back immediately as he sensed jungkook's hand start caressing his back from down to up till his shoulders.
Taehyung deepens the kiss and tugs on the lump of jungkook's throat with his thumb. Jungkook gasped and taehyung entered his tongue taking the opportunity. His tongue trapped with jungkook's swiftly as he starts exploring his mouth. He missed it so much, reaching all the corners with his tongue until jungkook moaned under him.
Fingers dug in his shoulder as their kiss become sloppy. The intensity of the kiss left jungkook breathless. They pulled away for a second, but just a look on one another pulled them in a second make out session.
Jungkook worships taehyung's every kiss and touch, feeling blessed to get a husband with such tongue. He became pliant and all flabby under him.
Taehyung gets the last suck on his tongue before pulling away from the kiss.
"I am sorry, Angel." He said matching his forehead with jungkook.
Jungkook opened his eyes after recovering from the fierce session and laughed at taehyung's scared face finally showing his bunny smile.
"I forgive you, hubby. But please let me be the part of your troubles. I'm sorry too, I made you work after your tiring day in office."
Taehyung breathes in relief hearing hubby from his baby's mouth. He is dying to hear those words, he didn't listen to whatever jungkook said after that.
"Whenever you address me as your hubby, I feel 10 times stronger." He said and buried his face in jungkook's neck rubbing his nose over it.
"Is that so, hubby?" Jungkook giggled.
"Yeah, wifey," Taehyung said as he sighed in content.
"Then I will call you hubby every second from now on. My hubby, you did a good work hubby, I am so proud of my hubby, my hubby is the best in the world, I love my hubby so much, My hubby is so handsome, my hu-"
"Hmmmmmm" Taehyung hummed in a warning and nuzzled his head in jungkook's neck which made jungkook laugh out loud.
"I love you too. Now sleep like a good bun. We have to wake up early tomorrow." Taehyung said pulling away from his neck.
"Okie. But you didn't accept my apology yet."
Taehyung filled his face with overloading kisses as an answer and hide him in his arms.
"I love you hubby."
"I love you too, Princess."
Jungkook blushed under taehyung's chest and closed his eyes welcoming his sleep.
But taehyung couldn't fall asleep when a thought crossed in his mind. He reacted like this when I forget to tell him about my illness what will he do when he got to know that I hide about Pacians and so many things from him intentionally.
Taehyung gulped his thoughts as he tightens his hold on jungkook pulling him more closer if possible.
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