His Sister: Rebel yell. (BVB fanfic)

My answer is honest

"Good morning." Ash said as I closed my eyes trying to fall back asleep to avoid all if this.

"Hi." I said tiredly. CC pulled my batman blanket off of my bunk so I would get up and get it. I ran my fingers through my long messy hair. why is there all this pressure on me. Three guys one girl. What would Andy say? Does he know? Jake interrupted my thoughts
"So to the question we all want to ask, who do you want to be with?" I started to shake, my anxiety kicked in.
"Well I don't want anyone to feel hurt with my choice." I said still tired. Do I say it's Ashely or do I say it's CC or Jake? I really like Ashley. In the beginning I liked Ashley. Now I really like Ashley. They all nodded. I couldn't say anything.

"I choose to b-b-be alone. I can't choose between three people I love. And I do love you all but I don't want to hurt anyone." I hopped off my bunk and put my batman blanket back and walked out to Andy. The guys were talking behind me. I sat down as Andy was reading next to me.

"Rebel what's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing Andy, I'm fine." I said taking a short breath trying to fight back the tears. I couldn't do it. I couldn't hurt them.

"Who did you choose?" He said looking at me.

"No one." I said letting a few tears go. He put an arm around me.

"It's ok Reb. They know your only trying to protect them." I kept crying as he pulled me into a hug. I just cried all my tears out to Andy. I know he loves me and so do the rest of them.

"Hey Rebel what's wrong?" I heard Jinxx say as he walked back on the bus.

"I hurt Ashley, Jake, and CC because I couldn't choose between them. So I told them I pick no one and I hurt them." I wiped my eyes.

"They won't be hurt. I promise." I just couldn't handle it. I went to get clothes so I could change. As I went back to get clothes I saw an outfit already laid out on my bunk. It was probably CC getting my clothes again. It was my Suicide Silence shirt with my white jeans and my low top black converse and a black beenie. I grabbed it all and went into the bathroom on the bus. Feeling absolutely like crap I took off my shirt looking at the scars up my body. I dug through one of the drawers to find my razor. I'm tired of hurting people. As I was digging I heard a voice outside the door.

"Rebel don't bother looking for it. I got rid of it. You shouldn't hurt yourself anymore. I did it because I love you." I walked over to the door and opened it. Ashley was standing in front of it. I hugged him.

"Ash. I love you too." I said as I looked up to him. He smiled. I want to be with him but I can't. I would hurt everyone I care about. I saw Jake standing behind Ash.

"Whoa something we both missed?" He said while pointing to CC.

"No. Nothing." I said as I took a step back from Ashley. I was ready to crash and just say I loved Ashley but I couldn't hurt anyone.

"We wanted to talk but we will give you a moment to change since your standing out here in a bra and jeans." I completely forgot about that.

"Thanks. I'll be right back." I said as I went back into the bathroom and changed. I walked back out and over to my bunk. The guys were in the floor playing a card game.

"CC," I asked as I sat down. "What are you playing?"

"Go fish. We just started. Let me deal you in." After a couple seconds CC gave me my cards. I couldn't believe these guys still play childish games. But they were my guys.

"Okay Jake go first." Ash said.

"Rebel got any fives?" Jake asked while staring at his hand.

"Go fish." I said with a smile. I always smile when we play games. It takes away the fear of the guys knowing they will lose. I'm very smart and I never lose. I'm like a genius. At least that's what Andy says.
"CC got any threes?" He made a face and gave me the two he had. I took the cards. After a while Ashley won the game. But hey sometimes I do lose.

"So," Jake said "We wanted to talk about something. We decided as a group that you belong with Ashley. We really do." I looked at Ashley who smiled. They were honest. And that's all I could think about. Was how honest they were.

"Ok then." I said as I looked down at my lap.