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~Colbys POV~

There was definitely something wrong with Sam, like his happiness left his body. I watched as he ran upstairs, "I'll be back.." I said walking upstairs. I walked up to his closed door to here whimpers, "Sammy?" I said. "C-come in" he said. I walked in and there he was sitting on his knees on his bed wearing once of my hoodies. "Sammy what's wrong" I quickly rushed over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He just began to cry, I held him closer. "T-they won't g-go a-always.." he stuttered. "What won't?" I said whipping his tears. "T-the v-voices" he said looking up at me. "Sammy Sammy.. listen what ever your thoughts are saying don't listen to them I'm right here and I'm never leaving you ever and you have the boys and girls who love you dearly" I said holding him closer to me.

"P-promise" he said. "Promise Sammy and I always will" I smiled. "C-can we cuddle I'm very cold" he said looking down. "Of course bubs is that why you got my hoodie" I smiled. He grin and nodded, I opened my arms and let him cuddle into them. How could Sammy think so bad about himself he is such a beautiful person and just a lovable person. He is literally my dream boy.

He rested his head on my chest, that when I realized he fell asleep. I smiled and brushed his hair out of his eyes. He looked so peaceful and adorable, I could hold him all day and all night fuck I say forever. "Colby" Tara said peaking her head in, "hey Tara" I looked at her. "Everything okay?" She said. "Yea just got some thoughts in his head" I said. "Okay.. oh and colby" she said about to walk out. "Hm" I hummed and looked at her. "Please.. please don't leave him.. he really needs you after all he has been through.." she said. "Promise Tara" I smiled. She smiled and walked out and shut the door.

I looked down at Sam arms which were wrap around my torso, I love him so much but I can't tell him he'll probably freak out...

~The next day~

I woke up to the feeling up of Sam getting up, "nooo" I wined and pulled him closer. "Colby" he giggled. "We have to get ready today the others are going out for dinner" he said playing with my hair. "Finee" I groaned, "but we are going to cuddle all night tonight you hear me" I said. "Yes colby I hear you" he giggled as he opens his closet. I sat up and pulled my hair out of my eyes, I looked up to see Sam looking at a skirt which he looked unsure about.

"You should wear that sammy" I said walking over to him with a smile. "Y-you sure.." he said looking up at me. "Yea you'll look really good in here oh and here this white sweater will go great with that pink skirt" I grin and looked at the sweater. "I-I might just wear a hoodie and sweater pants.." he said putting the clothes on his chair. I looked at him confused, "Sam.." I said. "Hm" he looked up at him.

"What's wrong.." I said taking his hand, "n-nothing I just wanted to wear something c-cozy you know" he smiled but I knew it was fake. "Sam tell me what's wrong.." I said. "Colby.. can't you see.. I'm not perfect I'm a whole mess.." he said walking away from me. "Im to pale and I'm to fat.." he said looking into his body mirror. "Samual! How dare you say that to you perfect body!" I said wrapping my arms around his waist as we both looked at each other reflection.

I also noticed that his looked a lot skinnier, "Sam.." I said. "Yea.." he said turning around to face me. "When was that last time you ate..." he's face expression froze. "Sam?" I said. "Four weeks ago..." my eyes widen and my heart broke. "Sammy you need to eat!" I said looking at him. "I can't colby I can't!" He voice cracked like he was going to cry, "yes you can Sam I believe in you" I said placing a hand on his cheek. He closed his eyes and snuggled his cheeks closer onto my hand looking desperate.

"Please.. please stay with me.." he cried. I quickly hugged him, he just cried on my shoulder. We fell on the floor but I placed him on my lap. "I'm not leaving you Sammy I'm staying and I promise you.." I said almost crying myself.