Never ever again

Mehek I'm sorry I made you wait for long time... But babe I'm here.. Shaurie I thought we gonna miss this sunset again. No not we are, with that shaurie back hugged mehek ... She just closed her eyes and losted in him... Mehek .. Mehek ... A familiar feminine voice hitted her sense.. Soon she hugged her and cried in her embrace... I know again the same dream.  Mehek he was ur past plz get out from him... I know Nehel but I couldn't. I loved him that much I losted myself some where in him... May be he left me but not our memories... yeah I agree Mehek but he was married and not gonna in your life.. Plz accept that ... Mehek just nodded.. Nehel made her sleep and covered her with duvet properly... Nehel was right we were never a right pair and their is no worth for this she pulled out her wedding ring... Mehek .. Wait Mehek I'm sorry... why shaurie .. Why I have to.. Don't play with me.. If u don't want any serious relationship then you have to tell me.. Mehek left the place controlling her sobs...Mehek was near a bridge wiping her tears between a pair of arms covered her with his coat... Mehek I'm really sorry for made u cry but... But.. He dragged his wrds.. I know Shaurie you want some more time right she left a deep breathe and took her step forward from no where shaurie pulled and weared a pendent nuzzled in her neck and asked will u marry me my love?

He was mine and only mine... Yes we got married happily ... Shaurie was my happiness although my parents never object my relationship with shaurie ... They never had a great impression on him but my shaurie won their hearts too... I love u Shaurie .. I love u ever and ever.... I don't know why... But I feel you shaurie ... Miss you so much... Miss you shaurie ... Mehek wiped her lone tears and went into a deep slumber I know Mehek u can easily found out me... I'm happie to see at least ur face Mehek ... I know u r still loving me but I'm sorry babe.. I'm sorry... I'm failed in loving you Mehek .... I tried my best but I can't control myself... I'm the one who made you like this... I agree love don't want any lust but... Suddenly Shaurie mobile beeps....hey honey...where r u?  Densie I'm busy..call u right back... Denise my wife... Even in my bad dream I never thought I'll leave Mehek but all happened coz of me... Our martial life was best days of my life.. Everything was went well until we found about her Genophobia.. She was having a fear of having sex... I always craved to touch her. .. When ever we tried her fear increases I'm not able to see her suffering... I don't want my love made her suffer... I just wanna close my eyes and feel her lips to show her I'm really mean her... But it was remained as day dream only...
I thought of make her feel special but but if I come near she started to shiver in fear I felt my self disgusting. I'm her husband but when ever she gets fear I felt my self as a rapist... But my mehek tried every possible way to make me happie.... I'm a moron.. I lost my love for few minutes pleasure but I know reasoning my acts not gonna change what I did.

When my wife struggling to make me happie. I'm with my PA... Yes densie was my PA... She gave all the love and care which I craved in Mehek... With day passes our relationship went to another step... I left mehek.... It was one of the worst decisions I ever took but if I was near her... I may hurt her with my words... Sometimes it's better to be far away than struggling all together.

I love you too Mehek, he placed a gentle kiss in her forehead and he started to left with a heavy heart but a hand stops him.... Mehek, shaurie uttered her name scared. I know it was  not a dream so don't act like other days... Shaurie smiled a little and sat beside her. Shaurie I wanna tell something but before that... She slowly came forward and kissed his lips gently, Shaurie flushed for a couple of seconds but slowly he adjusted himself and poured all the love he wanna show to her which he couldn't... Their first kiss ended in a minutes but both craved it for years.

Mehek, shaurie came to touch her face but she stopped in between. Shaurie please NEVER EVER AGAIN don't come back into my life. Mehek I'm... Sorry shaurie I heared enough from you... So please leave now. Shaurie left the place controlling his feelings just with a nod.

Mehek slowly walked into the restroom and flushed their wedding ring not without a lone tear... She just came near the window to see the morning sun shine and promised herself to start a new life.

"one of the courageous decision you ever took is let go things which hurting your heart and soul"