Eclipse - arranged marriage Jaebum

Eclipse part 32

“Once again congratulations guys” I said saying goodbye to the couple . It’s time to leave but jaebum is nowhere to be found even his phone is switched off.
“Jackson have you seen Jaebum”
“ah yeah jaebum hyung is over there “ he said pointing a balcony in the far end and I nod at him while muttering a quite thank you and walk toward it.
There he is leaning to the railing while sipping a drink quietly . He looks so lonely making me feel guilty for unknown reason. I walk behind him and place my hand on his shoulder  .
“Jaebum”  he didn’t turn his head but keep sipping the drink gazing ahead.
“Hey let’s go home everyone leaving “ I said standing beside him and looking at his side. I try to grab the drink in his hand but he move his hand while giving me a glare and finishing It with a one go.
“Fine can we go now” I asked getting annoyed with him and he finally start to walk toward the door and I follow his trail with a sigh.
He went straight to the car without saying goodbye to anyone and I pass a assuring smile to all the concern faces . Taking seat beside Jaebum in the backseat I signal yugeom to start the car.
I want to interrogate him so badly but held back till we go home . I won’t let him ignore me anymore.
As soon as the car stop Jaebum get out of it without waiting for me and walk to the house with long strides . Thanking Yugyeom and biding him goodbye I walk to the house as fast as I can walk in these heels. Jaebum is already walking toward the bedroom when I entered to the house.
“Jaebum wait” I said taking off my heels and climbing the stairs.
“Hey I said wait” I yelled at him angrily while grabbing his arm and turning him toward me. He look at me with  bored expression  .
“What” what he ask me what
“Jaebum are you serious you ignore me for weeks don’t you have anything to say”
“no” He said turning away from me.
“well I have “ I said standing in front of him blocking the door.
“You can’t just say you love me and start to ignore me for weeks I don’t even know why you doing this “
“Yoojin please go away I don’t need to explain myself to anyone “ He said grabbing my arm and pushing me away from the door.
“Then you lied about your feelings right” I said and his grip on the door knob get tighter making his knuckles go white . I know I’m testing his limits.
“see you don’t even deny you have no rights to play with my feelings you shouldn’t have play with me jae-“ before I finished I was slam to the door with a tight grip on my shoulder  .
“I SAID STOP YOOJIN STOP “ he yelled looking at me with rage filled eyes.
“I won’t stop until you tell me what’s gotten in to you “ I said softly and his eyes switch from anger to hurt.
“oh what’s gotten in to me. You tell me yoojin what’s gotten in to you huh doing things behind my back” He said tightening his grip on my shoulder while pinning me to the door with his body.
“what are you even talking about”  he let go of me with a chuckle
“Oh you don’t know then “ he said pinching his nose bridge with a silly smirk
“tell me yoojin so you don’t know about the divorce you are planning behind me  “ he said making my mouth hang .
“H-how did  you know” It’s slip away from my mouth without thinking.
“is that all you are worrying about” he said weakly and all the anger was replaced with hurt.
I look away from his eyes trying to collect my thoughts so I could explain without messing things up.
“look at me “ He said grabbing my chin lightly making me look at his dark eyes.
“you promise me you won’t leave I thought you would love me like I do . You could have do this earlier I asked you if you want to give us a chance why did you agree if you are going for a divorce anyway “ He said tightly grabbing to my arms again with each passing word.
“jaebum listen it’s not-“
“It’s not what I think huh is that what you have to say “ He said cutting me off.
“is that why you never said it back you didn’t feel it toward me right” I look down is that what he think
“or do you love someone else already “ he said making my eyes go wide this is turning bad.
“Jaebum liste-“ I was cut off again with his lips smashing to mine roughly . His one hand went to my waist pulling me toward him and other hand stay under my chin forcing me to keep my head still. His lips moving against mine with anger . Gasp left my mouth when he bite my lower lip and he make that opportunity to slide his tongue inside my mouth  . I could taste the bitterness in his mouth . He is drunk
I try to push him away with my hands but he held them down and push me to the door behind me and cage me with his body . Fear crept inside of me knowing I don’t have enough strength to push him away . I do love him but this isn’t the same jaebum and I know he is acting out in anger and alcohol .
I let out the breath I was holding when his mouth finally left mine but ended up in my exposed shoulder .
“J-jaebum” I whimper when he attached his lips to my collarbone after leaving open mouth kisses to my neck. He suck on the same spot and I could feel myself being week under him. I feel my head gets lighter  with my body felt like it’s on fire by his touch  . I could feel him smirking against my skin as he sense my body reacting to him . His lips attached to mine again kissing me hungrily while his grip on my arms loosing ,one hand went to my hair  tangling with my locks while mine remaining at myside. But when I feel his hand against my back fumbling with the zipper of my dress I pushed him off knowing if I let him go further it will only be a disappointment to the both of us. 
“Jaebum please stop” I whispered tiredly pushing him off. He look at me with clouded eyes before looking down with a sad smile.
“see you don’t love me but I  won’t let you go “ he murmur to himself before raising his head with harden eyes.
“Fight me all you want but you will never get it from me I won’t let you divorce me remember that” He said giving me a one last glare and walk away from me. I watch him disappearing in to his office as I let him go. He won’t listen to me now but tomorrow when he is right state of mind I will talk to him.
Dragging my body inside the bathroom I look at myself in front of the mirror . My hair is a mess with trail of tears and a faintly visible red mark on my left shoulder . I close my eyes splashing cold water to my face.


Written by @naveeranasinghe

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