Manifest // Yuta Nct ff

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The sky was black accompanied by a group of stars. It was the calmness that called the body and brain to rest and let the heart goes to its steady rhythm.

Everyone were accustomed with mixed feelings of happiness on their time with their family and friends.The night that can just pass by and come again on the other night as if something common in other people's lives

Except for Nakamoto Yuta.

He was standing infront of Shotaro's photo with his expressionless emotions.Tonight counts as the third night after he losses his brother.

He looked at the photo of Shotaro,the smiled that curved on his lips and the sparkly eyes that will never be seen forever.

"Weirdo",he cursed inside his head while mixed feelings dissolved inside his head.

Anger,sadness,exasperation and anything that he wish he can avoid.

He turned his head as someone tapped his shoulder when his eyes met with the guy with a small lips.

"Doyoung was looking for you",Winwin told Yuta then patted his back as Doyoung came and approached him.

"Im sorry for your lost,Yuta",his condolences touched Yuta's heart in a bit. The word 'lost' played inside his mind as if it created scars in his heart.

Yuta's face was hard to understand as he's the only one who can feel the deadly inside piece of him.

Doyoung gave a hug and looked back at Yuta,

"Taeyong was at his hometown,he asked me to send his condolences to you",he notified Yuta.

Yuta slowly nodded while looking at the other side of the hall as Winwin was talking to Jaehyun. They both hugged probably Jaehyun have to excuse himself early when Winwin walked back to Yuta.

Yuta turned back to the photo of smiling Shotaro while talking to himself that this might be the last time he saw Shotaro.

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Both Winwin and Yuta were infront of Yuta's house after they done with Shotaro's funeral process.

Winwin opened the door for Yuta and let him in before he followed him and locked the door.

Yuta havent talked since the day that he lost his brother so Winwin have being taken care of Yuta until today.

Yuta slowly walked to his room and get changed while Winwin was at the living room looking around if he have anything to do.

Yuta stood infront of the mirror,looking at his face.There's no signs of cheerful or happiness except for guilt.

He walked out from his room and looked at Shotaro's door.He locked the door since that day because he still believed that Shotaro was in that room. Avoidance manipulated him to not checking out that room cause deep down he know Shotaro wasnt there.

"Are you hungry?",Winwin asked Yuta as he noticed Yuta was staring at the door.

Yuta shooked his head and walked to the kitchen while Winwin sat on the living room.He checked on his phone in case Jaehyun texted him when Yuta walked and sat beside him.

Winwin put down his phone and slightly smiled at Yuta,

"I thought you're not hungry",Winwin teased Yuta tried to cheer him up as he saw Yuta was holding a bag of snacks.