I buckled the girls into their carseats and tried to leave but jaden got out quick and stood behind the car so I couldnt leave "Get out of the way" he stayed there "GET OUT THE WAY!" "your gonna crash if you leave your having a panic attack" damn he knows me too well. usually people don't realize when im having a panic attack because it just looks like im crying but jadens been with me through all the panic attacks ive had when we were dating. i took the keys out of the engine and colson took the girls out of the car while jaden comforted me. "its ok mel its ok" "im so sorry j i shouldn't have kept her from you im such a jerk" he started rubbing my back and i calmed down "dont worry im past that. Just dont drive like this again." i nodded "cmon lets go inside" i nodded he kissed my head and helped me out of the car because i was still crying a bit when we walked in everyone turned their eyes to me "im so sorry yall came here to have a good time and i ruined it" "dont be sorry i think if that was any of us girls we would do the same" addison had said with all of the girls nodding i smiled a bit "momma can you play with us" i nodded then i saw her.. mads.. i had a couple tears down my face "hey are you okay?" im pretty sure it was nessa. i sighed and nodded while looking down "i'll see yous later" and went with the girls. about 15 minutes later we got a knock on the door "come in" it was addison "hey" i said in a whisper she waved "umm the girls wanted to know if you wanted a girls night tonight?" "I would love to but-" she cut me off "Taytum? Yeah colson and ant are watching her" I gave in and checked the time 2:38pm the girls were picking up me avani and hannah at 4:00. I went into the shower and shaved and washed my hair. I got out and texted the group chat to ask if we were going comfy dressy or casual
Hoes before bros
aMEALia💋 so are we going for a comfy, casual, or dressy look?
mads😶 i think dressy would be the best!!
bby cyn🥺 idk i think comfy were only watching a movie
hannah😍 i agree we would be uncomfortable if we dressed up..
mads😶 ugh you guys never listen to me!
aMEALia💋 sooo comfy?
addison🥵 yeah
avani🤡 thank the lord
I went into my closet and picked out this
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I went into my closet and took out snacks for us. I got popcorn bags, candy, and from my mini fridge and got out about 30 i put them in a bag and then checked the time. 3:41. I went to the girls room to say goodbye. "Bye my sweet girls" "Where you going tt mewia" "Im going out for the night I will be back tomorrow ok? Col and Ant will be here tonight" they nodded and hugged you "I love yous" "wub you too" they both said. Soon enough the girls were here. They took 2 cars the first one had room for two more. It was going to be cynthia, dixie, avani, hannah, and amelie. The second one was going to be Addison, mads, nessa and me. The only empty seat was next to mads. Great. I got in the car and they started blasting music. Mads whispered in my ear "you better stay away from jaden" what is she talking about? "huh?" "you know your still in love with him" "you know what? yes i am. i never stopped loving jaden! But you wanna know why hes with you and not me? hm?" she nodded "because i never fucking told him i was pregnant. If i told him he would still be with me. But you want to know why i never fucking told him?!" at this point the girls lowered down the music so they could hear but i didnt care i would have done the same thing "go on" mads said "BECAUSE I WANTED HIM TO BE HAPPY WE HAD A DUMB ARGUMENT OVER YOU. YOU. YOUR THE REASON WHY WE ARENT TOGETHER. IF YOU NEVER GOT ALL CLOSE TO HIM I NEVER WOULD HAVE FUCKING THOUGHT HE WAS CHEATING ON ME. THIS ARGUMENT WAS SO SMALL AND HE BROKE UP WITH ME. I THOUGHT THAT WAS JUST AN EXCUSE TO BREAK UP WITH ME AND HE WAS PLANNING ON IT TO BE WITH YOU. AND I FUCKING LET HIM BECAUSE I WANTED HIM TO BE HAPPY. HE WOULDNT BE HAPPY WITH ME HE WAS GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU. SO YES I AM STILL FUCKING IN LOVE WITH HIM AND IM FUCKING SORRY I CANT CONTROL MY FEELINGS OVER HIM. YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH TO ME FOR WHAT? BECAUSE I GOT WITH HIM FIRST? BECAUSE WE WENT OUT ON A DATE BEFORE YOU DID WITH HIM? BECAUSE I FUCKED HIM BEFORE YOU? BECAUSE I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY? WHAT WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HATE ME?" "..." "IM WAITING FOR AN ANSWER"
