Church Boys Gone Bad *Shaylor*

1-Church Boys

Just as I see the blue soap, I thought of Nash. His eyes are such a beautiful blue. Oh, I can just stare at them all day an- I stop myself right there, this is not what god would want me to be thinking about. But... Nash is just so perfect. How can someone not think of him?

No. I must not. Nash is that person you look away from when seeing him in public. He may be captain of the football team, but he's big trouble in our town. So many people are scared of him and his group of friends. I once heard at church, that they found Nash having sex with a girl behind the movie theater. That is just so wrong! What if young kids were passing by? Oh dear that would be horrible! This is why I must stay away. He's nothing but trouble. God would not be happy with me being with another man. He has created women for men. Not men for men.

I must confess for having such thoughts of Nash. But I can't. If I tell Shawnie's dad then he would tell my mother even though a priest must not tell anyone about our confessing. God please tell me what to do?

Matthew's Pov:

My mouth fell open. What? Is this real? Must be some bitch messing with me. Why in the name of fries would he be messaging me? We stopped talking after he came out. Our parents wanted us to make no contact with him. So why after a long two years did this bitch want to contact me? Should I call Shawnie and Camboo?

New Message From:
Jack Johnson.

Holy god, should I open this shit? We've been friends for such a long time, but my parents would lose an eye if they knew I was talking to him. They thought if we talked to him we would 'catch' his gayness. First of all, how the fuck do you 'catch' gayness? Do you throw it to us and we catch it like some fucking ball? I thought it was stupid, but I know better than disrespect my parents.

My curious mind told me to open it. Jeez, I felt like curious fucking George opening it. I looked around, just in case some bitch walked in, acting like they know me. So, I hid in my closest. I took a deep breath before opening it.

(Message from)
Jack Johson: Hi Matt! I just wanted to say, I found one of your t-shirts in my old pile of clothes. I would like to return it, seeing as my boyfriend doesn't like me wearing anyone clothes but mine and his. Respond if you would like me to mail it to you? Thank you. Have a lovely day. -JJ

WHY?! WHY WAS HE STILL SO SWEET?! Everyone thought since he had a bad boy as a boyfriend he would turn bad as well, but he's still the same sweet boy. Or is he? I narrowed my eyes at my phone. Was he putting up a act? But.. He doesn't like fake bitches. Or does he? Here I am being a curious George again. I couldn't help it, should I respond? God, help me. "MATTHEW?" oh shat, I hit my head against the wall before I come out of the closest. "Fudge. That hurt," My mom looked at my head, "It isn't too bad, Jesus was on your side today." I nodded, rubbing my aching head.

"Did you need something, mom?" She just stared at me, before smiling. "Yes. We must be getting to church now, so let's go." I nod, grabbing my earphones and fixing my sweater vest. "Quickly, Matthew. Church awaits us," I almost rolled my eyes when she turned away. We've going to church since I was nine years old and quiet honestly I just wanna be a normal teen, but nooooo Jesus must guide me first before I live my life.

When we arrive at church I say my hellos and asked to be excused, walking over to my two best friends. "Hay homie!" Camboo laughs before hugging me, "Matt, you know if my father heard he would throw a fit." I ignore Shawnie's words and hug him.

"What's on today's agenda?" Camboo asks, as we walk towards the classrooms. "Today we will be teaching the kids." I groan, those kids never listen! "I think it's gonna be fun," For the love of fries, of course you do Cam! "It should be, it's gonna be a big class so it should be fun." I sit down on a small chair. "Fudge, my booty so big it doesn't fit here!" Shawnie and Cam laugh. "Wait up boys, did you hear bout what Taylor Caniff and his gang did yesterday?" We all turn to see Axton, gee this kid is always up in our business or more like Shawn's booty. But, Shawn himself doesn't see it, but I do.