Shoto Todoroki x male reader

A talk

You both sit down on the couch in the dark.

Shoto: i have no excuse for what i did, i did a really bad thing.

Shoto: i know i shouldn't have told them about our relationship in such a critical state

Shoto: i was just really excited to tell them that i found someone i love and how id never hurt you

Shoto: you are just so special to me and id give up anything to make you smile again

Shoto: I understand if you wanna break up

Y/n: shoto, don't say such things like that

Shoto: but its true, if breaking up will put a smile on that face...then id give my life for you

Y/n: i will never break up with you

You hold onto shoto's hand

Y/n: i am in love with you too much to let you go, you are mine

Y/n: I understand what you mean when you were excited to tell them

Y/n: but what you did was...unforgivable

Y/n: its just-its really hard for me to......

Shoto: take your time

Y/n:...its hard for me since both of my parents are gone now

Y/n: i don't know what to do

Y/n: i want to-

Tears begin to fall, shoto's face grew more concerning the more you talked. He was afraid of the outcome

Y/n: i don't know if-if

Shoto: can i hug you?

You nod your head and go in for a hug. It had only been a couple of hours but you already missed him. Yet you pull away aggressively, your tears stop

Y/n: why- WHY DID YOU DO THAT?

Y/n: BECAUSE OF YOU, MY FUCKING PARENTS ARE DEAD

Shoto:....

Y/n: I-I HATE YOU

Shoto:...

Y/n thoughts: i didn't mean that...

Shoto: is this your way of saying you would like to break up?

Y/n:...

Shoto:...

The room grew silent as the tension rose. You didnt know how to respond, you don't want him to leave but fuck him. Its conflicting. Shoto braces himself for the news

Y/n: a break... lets take a break

Shoto's eyes begin to water. The light reflecting off his tears could tell so much. He was dying on the inside

Shoto: i still love you and i always will....just please...

Y/n: i never said breakup, just a break

Shoto: do you still love me?

Y/n: with all my heart but, i need time alone

Shoto: I understand

Shoto's tears begin to fall slower, but not stopping. He loves you with all his heart and cant bear the thought of being away from you.

Shoto slowly gets up and walks to the front door. The night air was crisp, all that was audible were cicadas. He looks back to you to ask one more question.

Shoto: how long?

Y/n: i dont know

He looks back to the door to walk out. Just like that...hes gone.

Y/n thoughts: should i really have done that?

Y/n thoughts: fuck, FUCK

you lay back on the couch. Thoughts of your mom and dad fill your head. Fantasies of your parents and shoto getting along fills you with sorrow.
Opening your phone to browse through all of your photos together. Mom,dad...shoto. Its all so much to take in.
You wrap yourself in blankets and lay on the couch. With your body heavy and mind full, sleeping is a issue. The only way to sleep is to cry.

Y/n: *sobbing*