Fix me (sequel to broken promises)

Starting over

Harmony's POV next day

It's the next day. I've already brushed my teeth and stuff went to the bathroom. But of course with someone's help. Emma helped me. My arms hurt so much and I'm not even joking. Jaden hasn't left my side the whole time. I'm really happy we're starting over again and we're best friends again just like before. I really missed him. I've gotten some visitors today like half of the sway boys are here and amelies here. If you forgot I went to elementary school with Amelie.

Bryce told the boys and Emma about what I told him about Brady and Dustin. They all think it's best for me to live back at sway where there can be people around all the time. I mean I was like there everyday before anyways. Plus Emma's moving. The boys are letting me move back into my old room and their all excited for when I get out of the hospital in a couple of days

"So harm you excited to move back to sway" Amelie asks

"Eh I guess so I was there everyday anyways" I shrug laughing. Me and Amelie make small talk as Jaden falls asleep on the chair beside me holding mom hand but no ones noticed it. Amelie gets up and sits beside Blake I'm pretty sure their dating or something. Then Bryce and Emma come and sit beside me

"Soo harm what are we gonna tell the fans" Emma asks

"I don't know" I shrug "right now we're all taking a break to relax you know and like stay here with you the fans are confused" Bryce explains

"No go back to social media don't take a break just because of me you guys don't have to" I say. I still feel pretty week the doctors are keeping an eye on me considering I died for 4 seconds and my heart stopped for 5 seconds when I was first brought here
They don't understand how I'm still alive I don't either to be honest

"But we want to harm we want you to be ok. Your recovering right now and we need to be here for you" Emma says

"I would give you guys a hug if I could lift up my arms" I laughs

"I'm just so fucking happy your ok harmony" Bryce says "next time tell us when somethings wrong harm we need to know these things to help you" Emma says

"I know I know I'll try" I sigh

"Go to sleep your tired" Bryce says "how did Yo-" I start to say but he cuts me off "I just know" and I listen and fall asleep

Jadens POV at night

I wake up and see that harmony's asleep looking so peaceful. I can't wait till she gets to come home because she's living with us again and me and her are starting over.

Harmony's POV a week and a half after

I finally get to go home today. They said I need to rest though and not to make myself tired. Since I died 2 time or my heart just stopped they want me to take it easy and rest at home. The boys said they brought all my stuff to my old bedroom in sway. They broke the bed frame of my bed so it's just a mattress on the floor with a drawer a couch and a tv on the ground. It's a new comfy mattress too

I got ready and everything brushed my teeth took a shower and went to the bathroom. Jaden gave me a hoodie to wear and I wore some sweatpants to wear too.

Ok it's not really like best friends me and Jaden it's more like what we were before we started dating

Bryce signed the discharge forms because I can't do it myself I'm only 17 now we can leave anytime

(A/n WAIT WAIT WAIT THAT MEANS JADENS GONNA CATCH A CASE.... did not think that one through.......)

"You ready" Bryce asks as I'm sitting up on the hospital bed with my clothes on ready to go

"Bryce. Is everything going to go back to how it was before I came to the hospital since I'm going back home now" I ask Bryce

"No harm no it won't. Just as long as you tell us what's wrong. It doesn't matter who it is just tell one of the boys or tell me or Emma or the girls. You just need to talk to us" Bryce says and I nod as he ties my shoes

"Promise" i say "promise" he repeats

"What if people think of me differently now because I tried to commit suicide" I ask

"I mean yeah people will treat you nicer but yeah if you want to share your story to the public you can" Bryce says

"I don't want no sappy shit. I don't want people treating me any different because of this. Like it's only gonna make me angry because. I don't want people to give me space. I was giving space and I tried killing myself  I don't want to be alone all the time " I say looking around the room one last time. I still can't really use my arms without hem hurting the wrap is still around my arms so my cuts can heal. They were pretty deep cuts so it's gonna take a while

"Harm but you won't try again right. Your lucky to be alive right now your heart stopped 2 times" Bryce says

"I'll try" is all I say

"So you don't want space so we can annoy you as much as we want" Bryce says and I nod yes as finishes tying my shoes

"Come on let's get outta here their waiting for us at the entrance" Bryce says helping me off the bed

We walk and walk to the entrance. I'm tired of walking I haven't walked this much in a while. Even though I only walked like for 2 minutes until I got tired. We reached the entrance where Emma josh nessa and jaden were waiting for us

"Come on let's goo" Bryce says and we walk to the car. I walk beside Jaden and Bryce it's actually really tiering walking this much. I'm not fully recovered back to normal yet but I'm getting there

"Shit paparazzi" i hear emma say. She hates paparazzi so much it's actually funny. Jaden pulls the hood of the hoodie I'm wearing and ties the string so it's blocking my face and Bryce rolls my sleeves down hiding the things covering my cuts and Emma puts glasses on me. I look like a fucking potato

"I look like a potato" i laugh as they push me to walk faster
"Hurry we're almost there" josh says and i walk a little faster

Once we get to the car i sit in the back of Bryces Tesla with Jaden. Emma and Bryce sit up front and josh and nessa sit in the middle. I'm actually tired from walking like I'm out of breath. I put my head on Jadens shoulder and he puts his arm around me and i slowly drift to sleep

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What can i say guys happy early birthday (not Christmas bc not everyone celebrates Christmas) so happy early birthday guys Harmony and Jaden are good now. Hahaha

Ok how do you actually feel about this book i really want to know

Go stream "the duck song" rfn it's fire

Also go listen to Zane and heaths podcast "unfiltered" bc it's really good I've been listening to it for the past month replaying all the podcasts so yeah

Have a good day guys

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