Not Your Doll

01

Namjoon saw it coming, he really did. Ever since that hoe Angela appeared, his boyfriends haven't been treating him the same. Cancelling plans on him 24/7, snapping at him for no reason, refusing to have any sort of physical contact with him, etc. The list of changes was endless honestly. But what really pushed him over the edge, was their latest argument.

All the members of BTS were in the living room. 6 of the members sitting at the kitchen table with permanent glares on their faces as they stared Namjoon, who was standing at the entrance of the kitchen, down. It took all of Namjoon's willpower not to roll his eyes. It's like like they had been paying attention to him for nearly 3 months, why was it any different now?

"Where have you been Namjoon?" Seokjin was the first to speak up, breaking the thick silence but the tension was still there.

"I was out Jin," This time, Namjoon didn't bother to hide his eye roll. "You guys have been so busy with that hoe Angela, I figured you wouldn't mind."

"Don't you dare talk about Angela like that with your filthy mouth!" It was Yoongi's voice this time. Normally, Namjoon would've cowered at the obvious venom in his voice but right now Namjoon couldn't care less. "You have the audacity to call her a hoe when you were probably out sleeping with dozens of men for the past week!"

Namjoon raised an eyebrow at Yoongi and scoffed. "Oh wow, you've noticed my absence for the past week? What a surprise."

"We-" Namjoon raised a hand for Yoongi to be quiet. Yoongi was stunned into silence at that. The Namjoon he knew would never pull some shit like that. Yoongi wanted to yell but decided not to when Namjoon slammed a piece of paper on the kitchen table.

"For your information, I haven't been sleeping with anybody this past week. I was simply finalizing the details with BigHit to leave BTS and go solo."

The room went dead silent after those words left Namjoon's mouth. Nobody could believe what they were hearing. Namjoon? Going solo? The same Namjoon that turned down the opportunity to do this years ago because his loved his members so much?

"S-Solo?" Jimin squeaked quietly. All traces of rage and disgust instantly leaving his eyes as he stared up at Namjoon. Old Namjoon would've given in to that stare. Old Namjoon would've taken one look at Jimin and decided that he's made a mistake. But not now. 3 months of putting up with their bullshit was more than enough for him.

"What? Are you deaf Jimin? Yes I'm going solo. But since you guys don't seem to understand what I'm saying, let me dumb it down for you. I am leaving the group. Oh, and I'm breaking up with you. All of you." Namjoon slid the paper off the table and blew them all a mocking kiss. "Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go. Seung is waiting for me."

"Joonie! Please don't go!" Hoseok jumped to his feet but backed down after Namjoon threw him a sharp glare.

"For the love of- you guys switched up really fast. You ignored me for 3 months. You treated me like shit for 3 months. All because of that bitch Angela. If she's so much better than me, then GO. I'm not holding you back anymore. I have my own life to live and I won't live it being your little bitch."

"Hyung! You're more than that!" Taehyung let out a hurt whimper, sounding like a hurt puppy. He really didn't want to lose Namjoon. Their precious leader. Their loving yet clumsy boyfriend.

Namjoon crossed his arms over his chest and narrowed his eyes. "Should've told yourself that 3 months ago dumb ass." With that, Namjoon glanced at his phone, turned around and walked out the door.

Jungkook finally snapped out of his shocked trance. "Joonie hyung! Wait, we're sorry!" Jungkook went to chase after Namjoon but was stopped by said male roughly pushing his hands against his chest.

"Give it up Jungkook. You're only making yourself seem even more pathetic."

Those events had transpired only 2 days ago and the wounds were still fresh for everybody, including Namjoon. He acted cool and uncaring during the actual scene but cried the moment he sat down in his friend's, Seung, car. If you asked Namjoon, he would claim that only a few tears escaped him but that's a lie. He had a full on meltdown in the backseat of Seung's car to the point that the younger male had to pull into the parking lot of a random store and calm him down. Now, an entire 2 days later, Namjoon is still a wreck but at least he's stopped crying.

"I need to find a way to get back on my feet..." Namjoon muttered softly and fell backwards onto the bed. He was currently residing at Seung's house but he knew he couldn't stay there forever. Sure, Seung is a great friend but Namjoon wasn't a leech. Namjoon had said confidently said he was going solo but now he really had no idea where to start. He knew he couldn't go back to the studio because the others might be lurking around their in a desperate attempt to search for him. Oh yeah. Did he mention that those idiots have been blowing up his phone? Before you ask, yes he blocked all their numbers but they went as far as to use PAYPHONES. Who even knew those still existed?

"Joonie?" Namjoon looked up at the sound of Seung's voice. Seung was 2 years younger than Namjoon but had a body build similar to Jimin; slim yet toned. Namjoon will admit, Seung was pretty damn attractive but too bad he's straight. What a waste.

"Hm?" Namjoon laid his head back on his pillow and hummed quietly as Seung sat on the edge of his bed.

"As your self proclaimed best friend, it is my duty to help you get back on your feet. You don't need those losers to be successful. You're a wonderful rapper who can produce his own songs. So why don't we get started?"

And there's a reason why Namjoon befriended Seung in the first place. So damn pushy but in the right ways. Namjoon groaned and sat up, hugging his knees tightly against his chest.

"I don't even know where to start..."

Seung shook his head and patted Namjoon's shoulder. "Well first things first, are you still under BigHit or what?"

"No. I couldn't stand to be in the same company as them so I left BigHit altogether. I want to start my solo career but I don't know where to start. I can't even go to my studio without the fear of running into them. Hell, I even left my lyric notebook with them."

Seung got to his feet and held his hand out towards Namjoon. "Then let's get you some new equipment. I have an extra room you can use as a makeshift studio. It's not much but it'll help you start up your new career as a soloist."

What did Namjoon do in his past life to deserve a friend like Seung?

A/N: So side note, Seung is just an extra character I threw in because Namjoon needs a goddamn hype man-