Zanna Zyaire Thomas
11-06-20
_________________________________"What happened after y'all left cause you been daydreaming all day?" Liya asked.
"Nothing he just took me to his house and he was mad"
I really had been ignoring him for the past 2 weeks, yea he would still text me. He even had bandz text me n try to call me
"mmh I feel like you lying but come on cause we finna go to his house" she said getting up putting her shoes on
dawg I did not really wanna go cause dawg I gotta see his face after he yk. Ian wanna look weird so I just got up and put my shoes on.
"Can you drive cause I really don't feel like it" she asked
"Ughhhhh I really don't want to but you betta be glad I love u!"
I got into the car connect my phone to the speaker playing wasted by Avail Hollywoodif you don't nun bout this you too young and/or don't live on the south
driving all they way to toosii I had butterflies in me. afraid to see him to see how he would look at mee
I felt like I a slut because why did I let him emo so early we aren't even a relationship yet
getting lost in my thoughts before I knew it I was already pullling up in his drive way.
"Kyky can I talk to u?" said playing with my fingers, something I always did growing up when I scared
"Hmm" she said with a worried look
"Remember when you asked me what me n toot did after we left the partyy" she nodded for me to continue
" I said nothing but I lied me atemeout and I been ignoring him like he's been texting me calling but I haven't been answering because I feel like slut because the first time I ever let anybody see my body or touch it was with somebody I literally just met in person and I was drunk"
she was quiet intakin everything I said before she pulled me in for a hug wiping the tears I didn't even notice was there
" first off you are not a slut, you cannot help that you got aye out, there will forever n always be a first time for everything you can't just be sad because you felt like it was on early time when you go in I want you to ask him to talk n I want you to explain everything to him n how you feel okay?"
I nodded my head yess before she wiped my face clean n we both got out going to the door knockin .__________________________________
y'all I'm really really sorry about no updating this book I thought y'all didn't like it because I don't.