I feel like I am drowning in thin air. I feel numb like their is nothing left of me. I feel like I am fighting a war alone and I am losing. I wonder if doing this is a good idea. I hope that this shows someone that they are not alone in their thoughts and feelings. I wish I could tell one of my friends about this feeling or a family member. If I told my mom she would take me to get medicine though I don't want a pill to make it better. I want true happiness that is from within not a pill.
