Problems Part II
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"Sure"
"I've been really depressed" she said "I dont know what happend but one day i was just so sad that i became like this"
"I was feeling i wasnt needed"
"I was feeling that im just another test subject"
"A test subject to see how this new product worked"
"My persective change"
"Back then i was a meh"
"But right now..."
"Right now i just feel worthless"
"I feel nothing"
"Haha"
"Maybe i am"
"Maybe i am worthless"
"Useless"
"A test subject"
"Another piece that wasnt needed"
"Trash"
"Waste of space"
"Waste of time"
"Watse of oxygen"
"I just"
"I just want to die right now"
"Yeah..."
"Thats it"
"That was the word i've been saying over and over again that i forgot what it meant"
"While i wasnt going to school"
"I was just here laying on my bed"
"Keep saying that i want die right now"
"Listening to sad musics"
"Staying up all night"
"Eating less"
"Just laying here"
"Feeling like im dead"
"I dont know kita-san"
"I dont know what to do"
She said
Kita Didnt know how to respond so what he did was
He hugged her
He hugged her tight
While trying to find the right words
"Its gonna be okay y/n"
"Dont give up"
"We're here for you"
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."I'm here for you"
"You dont need to worry about those stuff"
"Why?"
"Because you have us by your side"
"Your family, your friends and..."
"Me"
"Your not trash, waste of space, oxygen and those other negative dumb stuff"
"Your you and that's precious cause being you is hard"
"So if you ever feel sad"
"Feel free to tell me"
"Let's get ramen while we talk about it"
"Talk about sad stuffs"
"Talk about the future"
"Talk about the past"
"Talk about anything that we can think"
Kita said
Y/n hugged him back and cried
"Thank you kita"
"Thank you so much"
"Thank you"
"Thank you"
"Thank you"
She said through her sobs
"No need y/n and call me shinsuke or whatever you like"
"Ok.. Shinsuke"
She said still hugging kita tightly and fell asleep
The sound of her saying kita's given name made kita's heart beat even more
They stayed like that for an hour or so
they eventually fell asleep in each other's arms
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