WHY CAN'T FEELINGS JUST BE FUCKING EASY?!?
I PROBABLY SOUND LIKE SOME SORT OF SPOILED RICH PETTY GIRL RIGHT NOW, BUT IM SERIOUS. STUPID ROMANTIC FEELINGS. IN MOVIES, ITS ALWAYS LIKE "I LIKE YOU! OH, YOU LIKE ME TOO? COOL! LETS KISS AND THEN DATE!" BUT ITS ALL LIES. LIES I TELL YOU!
IN REAL LIFE, ITS MORE "HUH, THAT PERSON'S KINDA NICE AND FUNNY. I THINK I MIGHT LIKE THEM. WAIT, I LIKE THEM? HAHAHAH NO. PLUS, THEYD NEVER LIKE ME BACK. WOAH, THEY LIKE ME?!? BUT NOW I DONT KNOW IF I LIKE THEM. I DONT WANT TO HURT THEM! OH LOOK, TWO OTHER PEOPLE LIKE ME! OOPS, DEVELOPED FEELINGS FOR THEM TOO! WOW, ISNT LOVE JUST GREAT?!?"
STUPID ROMANTIC FEELINGS! I WISH I WAS AROMANTIC OR SOMETHING! THEN I WOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH CRUSHES OR SORTING OUT FEELINGS! LUCKY LITTLE SHITS THOSE ACE/ARO PEOPLE ARE!
BUT THEN I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO BE WITH SOMEONE. AND I WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE! I JUST HAVE NO. FUCKING. CLUE. WHO.
I COULD BE ACE/ARO. MAYBE SOCIETY HAS JUST FORCED ME INTO BELIEVING I WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. WHAT IF I ACTUALLY DONT? WHAT IF I JUST REALLY LIKE THE PEOPLE I HANG OUT WITH?
WHAT EVEN ARE ROMANTIC FEELINGS? THERE SHOULD BE A DEFINTION BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL CANT FIGURE IT OUT ON MY OWN. PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS LIKE "ITS DIFFERENT FOR EVERYONE!" BUT I DONT WANT IT TO BE! I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO REPLY TO A FUCKING EMAIL ON MY SCHOOL CHROMEBOOK, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FIGURE OUR MY FEELINGS TOWARDS ANOTHER HUMAN???
AND ITS NOT LIKE IT MATTERS IF I LIKE ANYONE. IM TOO YOUNG AND SCARED TO ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I SHOULD JUST CUT MYSELF OFF FROM FEELINGS AND BE A NUMB PEICE OF RAT SHIT OR SOMETHING.
STUPID FUCKING FEELINGS UGH!!! WHOEVER CREATED "LOVE" SHOULD GO DIE IN A HOLE. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED? IM NOT SAYING IT SHOULD BE "OOH I LIKE U LETS BE TOGETHER FOREVER!" IM JUST SAYING THAT AT LEAST FIGURING OUT WHO YOU LIKE SND HOW YOU LIKE THEM SHOULD BE EASIER. BECAUSE HONESTLY, I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHO I LIKE ANYMORE.
DO I EVEN LIKE ANYONE? OR DO I LIKE 4 PEOPLE? OR JUST 3? OR MAYBE I JUST REALLY LIKE 1? DONT ASK ME, BECAUSE I OBVIOUSLY DONT HAVE A FUCKING CLUE TO WHATS GOING ON WITH ANYTHING ANYMORE!
UGH.
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HELL TO THE NO ||MY RANTS||
Fantasy{ Life: *throws drama at me* Me: hahahahaha no thanks♡ } imma be ranting here yeet- WARNING: swearing, suicide, possibly violence? Idk. these are pretty ✨dramatic✨ and ✨worthless✨ so don't read if you don't want to- it's also been #10 in ranting so...
