"the letter. i'm sorry takeda." ukai said quietly as he played with his fingers. takeda took a deep breath then stepped closer to the fake-blond. "don't be. but.." but.. but what?
"i can't do this."
ukais world stopped spinning. everything stopped. nothing felt correct. noting was right. this wasn't supposed to happen. this is what he wanted.
takeda felt the tears finally fall from his eyes. his hands were shaking and his feet tapping the ground at a rapid speed. ukai finally was able to talk.
"why?" his voice cracked from the pain he felt. this broke takeda. it made him feel even worse then he already felt. "i don't do relationships. i don't do love. yes i might..i might have feelings for you..but i can't act on them." ukais face flushed white. he could pass out at any moment.
"so why'd you come then?"
why did he come? what would it do? what was gonna come out of this? why did he do that? why can't he return these feelings? why..i know why. because no one ever love him.
"i don't actually know. i guess i didn't not want to answer." now both males were crying. both of their worlds crashing and burning around them. why did they have to do this? why can't things just go right? why did this have to happen?
"okay then." ukai said closing his eyes as he slid onto the ground. thoughts running thru both men minds they stayed their silently pondering what just happened.
"i better go then." takeda said walking over to the door. "goodnight takeda." ukai said in between sobs. now both men. crying harder then they had originally been went separate ways.
ukai sat on the freezing roof. his hands clenched into fists. sobs surrounding him. clothes sticking to him form sweat. his sobs echoing amongst the roof.
takeda sat silently on his bed. he wondered why he said that. tho he knew if he went back up there to tell the truth he'd regret it more than not telling him.
takeda really fucked up and he knew it. ——————————————————— yes it's short but..i'm not really sorry.. okay but sorry not sorry for this. i'm currently listening to slowed down versions of my fav songs and i'm vibing besides... that i'm balling my eyes out while writing this because i like to make myself suffer lol .........
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this totally isn't me trying to make myself feel better by adding a good fucking piece of art
