Hiding feelings

Chapter 34

Sorry Guys it was so short I had a problem, I didn't know how to get the italics off it I'll make this one longer!
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Chole's p.o.v

I woke up drenched with sweat, breathing heavily, and screaming.

That was by far the worst nightmare I've ever had.

"Oh my god! Are you okay?!" Asked rydel nervously.

We were still in the car on the way to the lynches.

"Yeah*breath*just another *breath*bad dream."

Rydel scooted closer, and rubbed my back. "do you want to talk about it?"

"I'd rather not." she just nodded and continued to rub my back.

"How longer till were there? To the hotel right?" I asked.

"Yeah the hotel. and about 5 minutes." riker called from the front of the car.

I sighed and nodded, while looking out the window the whole rest of the ride.

The one thing on my mind the whole ride home was Ross. I just can't believe that he completely put me out of his mind, and date that shank.

I loved him so much we dated a year. which I know it's not that long but still it's by far the longest relationship I've ever been in.

I miss Ross, the old ross. His touch, his hair, his kisses, his small gestures that made my day, his eyes, that million dollar smile of his that could win any girls heart. but what burns is that..........hes taken.

It hurts so much knowing that what you want, need, and absolutely can live with out it you go crazy, you can't have.

And I'd be kidding myself when I say I don't still have feelings for ross, because I have nothin but feelings towards him. I love him. even if he did physically, and mentally hurt me. Even when he stops caring, and loving me, I will always care, and love Ross.

We pulled into the parking lot of the hotel, and my breathing increased, while my hands got all sweaty. Rydel noticed and grabbed my hands.

She gave a reassuring smile, then we all piled out of the van.

I'm so nervous I don't think I can take this, but I'm gonna have to do this sooner or later. and putting it off isn't going to help any.

We all approach the door, and Ratliff opens it an yells. "were home!"

I stand behind everyone awkwardly holding my side from the pain.

All the lynches came pilling down the stairs, and once they saw me they all gasped. The one person who wasn't here was of course Ross.

"Whoa whoa whoa wait is that..... Chole?!" Rocky asks, insure of him self.

Ratliff, rydel, and riker move from in front of me so they all can see me.

I nod, and smile while I'm attacked with hugs.

"What are you doing here?!" Ryland asks excited.

I don't have time to answer the question, because I fall to the ground holding my side in pain, while whimpering. I guess they squeezed me to hard, cause this right here hurts like hell.

"Oh my god are you ok?!" Riker asks rushing to my side.

I shake my head a no.

"What's going on?" Rocky asks.
No one answers.

"Seriously, guys your freaking us out. What happened?"

Rydel looked at me, to make sure if I was ok with showing them. I nodded.

I carefully stood up off the ground, and approached Ryland, and Rocky.

I didn't even say anything. I just lifted up the side of my shirt that did all the talking.

Ryland, and Rocky both gasp at the sight, as everyone else looks down.

"What the hell happened to you??" Rocky was the first to speak up.

I managed to choke out my own words.

"Ross."

They both stare at me astonished.

"WHAT?!" They yell in unison.

I look down.

"THAT SON OF A BITCH, IM GONNE BEAT HIS ASS!" Yells rocky. No one stops rocky as he walks up stairs, because we all know that he deserves to have some sense knocked into him. Well hopefully.