THE NOTE

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It was this day

   that I wrote a suicide note

   not just this day and today

   but every time they beat my roots.


It was this day

    that I attempted suicide

    not just this day and today

    but every time my demon survive.


It was this day

    that I didn't appreciate the beauty of the sun

    not just this day and today

    but every time sun rays feel like raining guns.


It was this day

    that I lost passion and appetite to live

    not just this day and today

    but every time I explain my side and no one believes.


It was this day 

    that I ended my life with ten blue pills

    only this day and will be just today

    'cause I'm already long gone for peace.

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