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India/ a month later
" your love is suicidal to me yo love us suicidal " i mumbled lowly starring at wall I've been in here for about a week I haven't ate shit been going left turns out kentrell filed for full custody so now the twins don't live with me they with him I tried going to see them but he want let me in so I gave up trying I grabbed two percs off my dresser and took them dry
"This house is dark ass hell" somebody said I smacked my lips grabbing the henny bottle drink the rest of it I looked at the picture of the twins and started crying
" omg I found her" sky said coming in my room hugging me
" what the fuck" mermer said coming in the room looking at the pill bottles and the empty Hennessey bottles " you been taking this" he asked
" why y'all here" I said
" DID YOU TAKE THIS SHIT " mermer yelled i jumped
" I'm finna go see the twins"I said getting up going to me closet packing my bag cause I already know I'm not gonna be let in I throw clothes in there and walked out to the living room
" Mariah we are worried about you " sky said
" I'm fine " I said walking out the door I got in my car starting it up I powered back on and went to contacts I scrolled through it till i saw kentrells name I clicked it
" what mane" he said
" c-can I please see the twins" I said he chuckled before hanging up I had ton of notifications i pop to more pills In my mouth before driving to a hotel
In the hotel room
"Hey guys" i said I finally convinced my self yo go live and distract myself
Random: 😔😔 she dosent sound like her self
Random: the twins???
Random:show the twins
Nbakd2x: my bestie look like shit
A tear slipped from my eye from the comments asking for the twins and I laughed at kd comments
" guys the twins not here with me it's just me and henny" I said pouring some in a cup " youngboy got the twins for good now" i said
Random: go see them
Fredobang joined your live
Kiki.Jones: she's depressed again😂😂😂
Mgng10x joined your live
" let me tell you guys a story " I said grabbing to more pills
Bens pov
I watched Mariah put something in her mouth then drinking what's ever in the cup
" bae" sky said with tears in her eyes
" what happened what's wrong" I said
" Mariah taking drugs" she said
" I'm gonna tell you the story about baby sye ....... he was not my brother he was my child I gave birth to him I did something bad back then and sye father paid my mother 3 mil to kill either me or him she chose him that's not even all" she laughed I lil " before I had the twins I was getting death threats yall always asked why I faked my death and I said I wanted to get away from my babydaddy but the is I did it to get a target off my back " i scrunched up my face and walked to yb room " you say I look depressed I've recently been diagnosed with depression imma keep it 100 suicide been going through my mind but that's all imma say I love all my friends and supporter I love my daughter I love the gang I love my family and good terms or not i my baby's dad" she said before ending the live
" nigga yo babymama is gonna overdose " i said he scrunched up his face
" who" he said
" Mariah ass you need to let this girls see her kids did you see her live video" I said
" nawl what she was talking about"he said I started explaining everything
I'm finna wrap this book up soon
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Rip king von
The reason why I haven't updated is bei been looking in to his death
I personally think his homies set him up to be honest
