Secret Killings )) malexmale

Prologue

"Come on, grow up man!"
"When will you stop being annoying?"
"Ugly wuss."
"Kill yourself."
"Just Die."
"Go away!"
"Don't talk to us anymore. You're not worth our time."

My parents would mostly abuse me physically as my other friends abuse me with words. Scars were visible on my arms so I'd always where a hoodie. If it was summer, I'd still wear them which got used to the heat. Telling anybody about the past that inflicted on me results to them laughing like I was joking and only says I'm depressed which is messed up thing to do.

First of all, joking about depression...whoever does that should just die and go to hell, oh wait...that's too far. How about die in peace instead for you hehe...

Second, even if I was depressed, at least they should've helped me.

And third, They don't know me. Heck! nobody understands me.

Running my fingers through my messy brown hair, a long sigh escaped from holding in my hot breathe turned to smoke then fades into the cold air. This one memory I still have is the person I only thought I could trust from being my childhood friend to my lover was the person who betrayed me.

Damn it...who am I kidding? She was my life! My...my everything. I'm still not used to the fact she even broke up with me when I found out she was the one cheating. Life sucks as it is for me. I can't move on even after that incident happened months ago.

Her beautiful aqua colored eyes, long black silky hair, everything about her was perfect. Not her personality though.

I sighed once more with my eyes closed. Just stop thinking about her and maybe...move on! But it isn't that easy! What did I do wrong for her to make 'us' be over...?

I realized the temperature's dropping a lot more so I turned around and headed to my home. My parents are probably worried about me by now...