October

October

Growing up as a child without the love you needed as a child from a man How does that feel?

My name is October , i was raised by a strong , powerful , intelligent beautiful queen .

She always went to hell and back for her family .

She did what needed to be done every time and she is still going but people make mistakes to learn from them and she made one.

This queen's name is "February". She let a man in her life they were doing good at first but people aren't perfect so they had their bumpy roads but on this road it involves October and her feelings.

Marriage happened , last names were changed feelings were exchanged . October was given a different last name but she did not understand what was going on until she became of age.

Years went by October got older things have changed . Tables has turned and shit didn't go has folks planned .

This man took care of kids that had there own fathers but 1/4 he took in because he choose to. That child was October , she didn't have a father at all in her life so he stepped in witch was nice but it gets deeper he gave her everything that she needed at the time far as items , but something was missing the truth was missing .

Lies Were Told , feelings were out in the air so the clouds turned dark and it rained longer then it was supposed to in October's World .

So the man that "Was" October's Father left and never looked back for her . October felt has if she had done something to make him leave. She found out the truth when she got older. The truth was the man was never her real father. The Man's Name Was "April".

Therefore, October had questions and nothing but questions . So she asked her question and it took a minute to get some answers but when October turned 12 years old, she asked her mother to tell her 12 thing about her father. She just wanted to know the other half of her.

Yes there's another man that October will never want a relationship with because she wouldn't be in this situation if it wasn't for him and is decisions .

October got help from a friend of her mother's there was a number that was given and it took her some time to call because she has come along way now is she really ready for that step what does she do ?

October calls the number and a women picks put she refused to talk with October so she found her half sisters and they linked up to talk. They all said he was working on his demons but truth be told he is her demon.

They gave her his actual number and he did not answer. She was told that she looked just like him. They all never really looked after each other because they had their own problems going on.

So now October is just locked in the closet. She finally talked to the man that made her on the phone. She just had nothing but anger in her, and he said he never forgot about her because he cared a picture of her in his wallet. That made her even angrier there was never no emotions expressed because she learned how to hide her feelings and thoughts from the people who causes her pain. The Man's Name Who Made her Is " Winter".