Hating the Moon

chapter-8: Pleasure

"Sleep with me"
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"........"
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"W..What!!!"

"Don't be" Yibo said witnessing a stunned Zhan "Although you are cheap..considering my standard this much payment is normal."
He continued in a very calm tone.
"Consider yourself lucky"

'Is this what you think of me love?'

I..I can't believe my ears..
This can't be for r..eal, right?

The increasing suffocation in my chest made me stagger two step backward .

'I can't believe it is you... for whom I was...'

"Please.." tears are blurring my vision. 'It's killing me'

He didn't give me more time, to think.

He slowly came closer towards me. I have no option but to walk backward.. till I hit the desk. He came closer & closer forcing me to involuntary lean my back. And.. he trapped me in between his arms.

'How I wish this to be real in some other circumstance'
The warm liquids mocked my weakness.

He put his left hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes.

I lost myself at this point completely, in his eyes.
'I missed your warmth... love' I longed for your touch' Your beautiful eyes are enough to lost my sanity'

"Please me"

My illusion of warmth vanished as soon as these words left his lips.

'I am no more then a thing of pleasure to you'

Thousands of emotion are wrecking my heart. 'But please...please don't wreck my belief in you..'

He slowly trailed his left index finger from my neck to my chest.

'I can't take it anymore'

'This touch of yours is full of hatred, deception and filth. I can feel it. It's burning me, my love.'

I thought I can handle it..but..

"Don't" "please...." "Don't" I don't know how I managed to say in between sobs.

"What happened?" He smirked with visible hatred in his eyes.

I pushed his hand away and hide my face in my hands, crying my heart out.
I crouched down putting my head on my knees sobbing breathless. 'I feel like dying'

'why it hurts so bad? your coldness is killing me '

After a while I heard his retreating footsteps. 'He just left like this'

'Why the fate always push me away from you?'

I ran from there. I don't know in which direction I'm driving my car now. My vision is blurring because of the continuous streaming tears.

"I can't endure this pain love"

"This is what I chose for myself but no..I can't. "

"What should I do "

"Your indifference is choking me" "do I really deserve this torture?"

Your POV

Yibo's smirk disappeared after seeing Zhan crying miserably..He was looking at Zhan intensely his eyes turning red .His hands curled into balls while he stayed there for some moment in that position. He straightened up before walking towards the door.