josies POV: willow needed baby food and diapers so i had to run to the store. i waked her up from her nap and fed her some breast milk. yes she still drinks breast milk but i'm trying to get her off. after i fed willow i got her dressed into this. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦
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*yes that's who's playing willow* ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i cooed at her for a little until i picked her up and put her in her car seat. i walked out to the garage and put her into her seat. i buckled the car seat up safely and got into the drivers seat and went off to the store. once we made it to the store i got willow out of her car seat. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 i say picking her up from her car seat holding her. i carried her into the store and cleaned the cart before i sat her down and buckled her up. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗐𝖾 𝗀𝗈 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 i say tapping her nose. she made baby noises 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖺𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒𝖿𝗈𝗈𝖽𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗌𝗌 she smiled at me flashing her 𝗱𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘀. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i walked into the baby's isle and saw a group of boys dancing. i left out a giggle and went to where the baby food was. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 i say trying to get her attention 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗒𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 ??-𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗈𝖼𝗎𝗍𝖾 i looked over to see one of the boys. 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗁𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖺𝗒𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 she gave him a soft smile ??-𝗂𝗆𝗃𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗇𝖻𝗒𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗂𝗆𝗃𝗈𝗌𝗂𝖾𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌𝗂𝗌𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝗝𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻-𝖺𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗝𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻-𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 i look over and see the group of boys walking over. i recognized one of those boys... ??-𝗁𝗂𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗍- 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒... 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗃𝗈𝗌𝗂𝖾? 𝗝𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻-𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗍𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁𝗐𝖾𝗁𝖺𝖽𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗄-𝗎𝗉𝗌𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖺𝗆𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽𝗆𝖾... 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒𝗂𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗍𝗌𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝗂𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽𝗍𝗈𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗒𝗈𝗎... 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗐𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖽𝖺𝖽? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗁𝗎𝗁𝗆- 𝗁𝖾𝖽𝗈𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗈𝖿𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾... 𝗝𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻-𝗂𝗆𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒𝗁𝗈𝗐𝗈𝗅𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗍𝗐𝗈 i looked at her and she smiled with her dimples 𝗝𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻-𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗁𝖺𝗌𝖽𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗃𝗈𝗌𝗂𝖾? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁? 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇𝗍𝗐𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗉𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗍𝗐𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌𝖺𝗀𝗈? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗎𝗁𝗆𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁 𝗕𝗿𝘆𝗰𝗲-𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗒𝗌𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖽𝖺𝖽? my face went pale white 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗂𝖽𝗈𝗇𝗍𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗆𝗀𝗈𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗀𝗈 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗐𝖺𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗌𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗐𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗆𝗒𝗇𝗎𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗈-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒𝖻𝗒𝖾 he kissed willows head. i turned around and walked the other way getting everything i need and paid. i took willow out of the cart and buckled her into her car seat. i got some take out food on the way back for me a lyla and went home. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ it was already 6pm when i got home to i gave lyla her food and took willow and sat her in her walker and i sat on the couch and watched her while a ate- ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗀𝗈𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝗋𝗎𝗇 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝖾 i say getting up and moving her. i went and sat back down when i look at my phone i had a text. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ ******-𝗁𝖾𝗒𝗂𝗍𝗌𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒𝖼𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋? ****** 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗱𝘁𝗼𝗮𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘆 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗒𝖾𝗌𝗈𝖿𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗂𝗆𝗆𝖺𝗉𝗎𝗍𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗍𝗈𝖻𝖾𝖽𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗋𝖾𝖽. 𝗔𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝖼𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗐𝖺𝗂𝗍𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗂𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗉 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗌𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗆𝗒𝗅𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖻𝖾𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗇 10 ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i am so nervous i don't know why. i ran up to lylas room by best friend who lives with me. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒𝗌 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗟𝘆𝗹𝗮-𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒 𝗋𝖾𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗆𝗁𝗆 𝗟𝘆𝗹𝗮-𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝖽𝖺𝖽𝖽𝗒? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖸𝖤𝖲 𝗟𝘆𝗹𝗮-𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗆 𝖽𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗂 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝗂𝗆 𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖿𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗟𝘆𝗹𝗮-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗅𝗆𝗄 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i ran back downstairs to see willow trying to walk in her walker on the carpet. he started crying so i picked her up and started breast feeding her. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗌𝗁𝗁𝗁𝗁 𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 i continued to feed her when i heard a knock at the door. i got scared because i had a baby on my boob. i just got a baby blanket and put it over myself and willow. i walked to the door and opened it. vinnie... ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲-𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗃𝗈𝗌 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗀𝗈𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝖾 i say closing the door while he walks inside 𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲-𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗂 𝗁𝗏𝖺𝖾 𝖺 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖺𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝗒 𝗇𝗂𝗉𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗇𝗒 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲-𝖠𝖭𝖳𝖧𝖮𝖭𝖸? 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗒𝖾𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗀𝗈 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝗒𝗅𝖺 𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲-𝖻𝗒𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖿𝗎𝗇;) ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i sat back down and un covered willow and went on my phone. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗔𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘆/𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗂𝗆 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲/𝖽𝗈𝗈𝗋𝗌 𝗈𝗉𝖾𝗇 ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ the door opened to reveal anthony. he walked and and shut up door. willow finished eating. i put the blanket over my chest and put it away. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝖺 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗉 𝗋𝖺𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖺𝗀? 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗒𝖾𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌𝖾 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗂𝗆 𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗉𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗆𝗁𝗆 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗃𝗈𝗌 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗂 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗉 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗐 𝗎𝗉 𝗈𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗄𝖺𝗒 ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ i handed him the burp rag and willow. i put her in the right position and told him how to do it. he patted her back a couple times until she burped. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝖽𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖽 i just looked at him and laughed. he carried her upstairs into my room and laid her in her crib. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝗝𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗲-𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖻𝗎𝗇𝗇𝗒 i say kissing her forehead. 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆-𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗌𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗂𝖾 he kissed her forehead. we walked down stairs. ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚐𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚑, 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖺 𝗂 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋- 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌☺︎