in a blink of an eye

just the happy little girl

It's like it was only yesterday I was running around the house with my cousins. Not having a care in the world, I was just that happy little girl. The only worries I would have was, getting yelled out for not listening or having to stop the fun because it's past my bedtime and I have a long exhausting day in preschool ahead of me. but today, those days are different. when someone said the word "problem" I would just think "math problem" but now when I hear the word problem I ball my fist and wonder, what could go so wrong now? 

I was the little girl who would just smile and go on with my day. the happy little kid you'd see at play with friends and family. I was the bright blue-eyed curly blond-haired little girl with a contagious smile. who knew that little girl would grow up to be me. The girl who even adults hear her problems and slowly puts their head down trying not to feel bad. the girl where some people can't even relate to half the things she witnessed. 

sometimes I try and explain the things that flow through my mind. but I don't expect people to understand because I cant understand. but this is my life and this is when it all started...

Ok I don't know if this is going to go anywhere I'm working on the second chapter now but I'm going to be brave and publish this... ahhhh.

enjoy :))

-Savvy