#Living my nightmare

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My eyes are cold,
My mouth was shut,
The moment I stop,
I'm already at the rooftop,

I closed my eyes,
I felt the air comforts me,
I smiled bitterly knowing that I'm alone,
Now here I am- stiff as stone,

I walked till I reached the edge,
I looked down and I saw busy people,
Some are laughing- happy with their companion,
But here I am wishing for abduction,

My tears fell as I realized something,
I'm afraid no one can understand me,
The scar I hide inside was still fresh,
It hurts than a cut of a human flesh,

Ideas came up to my mind,
What if I'll make the entire me numb?
What if I'll escape this now?
What if I'll make my body cold as snow?

I looked down again- my mind was blank,
I can't hear anything,
I can't feel anything,
I smile and decide to do this crazy thing,

I jumped letting my body fell- like I'm flying,
I closed my eyes- I'm now free,
My mind was at peace,
And pray that my sadness will decreased,

Then suddenly I felt someone touched me,
Trying to wake me up,
I open my eyes and realize,
I've been sleeping paralyzed,

That was a dream,
A dream that I don't even want to wake up to,
Because today is a nightmare,
I'm stuck at nowhere,

These feelings I can't escape,
The feeling of hatred and lost,
The feeling of pain and sorrow,
This is a nightmare of my past, today and tomorrow.

-CherryG.🍒

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